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ciar.bsky.social

@ciar.bsky.social
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🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🩷💜💙 They/He, 30+・日本語・GB・DE Writer, translator, language connoisseur. On the autism spectrum. Posting my poems and cats. Here for the (NSFW) artists, reading recommendations, and news. TW for potential topics: Blood/gore, sexual/explicit scenes

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ciar.bsky.social @ciar.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
Out of her way She's got stuff to do She's a cat on a mission Grass waiting to go Into her maw and into her gums To help with the heaving And retching and fun Of hurling up hair So the mission is done
Photo of my senior Ragdoll cat in the middle of walking vigorously towards her preferred grass snacking spot under a small metal bench in front of a house. Her body is stretched in motion and her fluffy tail looks especially long.Photo of my senior Ragdoll cat looking back over her shoulder towards me. She's standing at her favourite grazing spot (grass snacking supports a cat's digestion/helps with hair balls).
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ciar.bsky.social @ciar.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Another day, another pose. Am I dancing in my dreams? Or holding my prey and Munching on its head? I'll never tell.
A photo of my sleeping senior Ragdoll cat. She's lying on her side on what was formerly my new, striped reading armchair and has been claimed as her currently preferred day-napping spot. Her hindlegs are stretched out and her fluffy feet are crossed whilst it looks like she's hugging her fluffy self with her front legs.
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ciar.bsky.social @ciar.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Don't believe the rumours That I take my job as banshee Too seriously at times I am But a fluffy bean Obviously much too soft and dinky For any overzealous screaming
Photo of my senior Ragdoll cat, awake for a change, situated on a bed and staring at something behind the camera. Her fluffy grey tail forms a curve towards the camera.A photo of my senior Ragdoll cat on a striped armchair. She's rolled herself into a tight ball, lying on her side and facing a thinly striped cushion with her little face which is only partly visible. For all intents and purposes she looks like a smol fluffy bean.
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ciar.bsky.social @ciar.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
Honey (her name when I got her) - Madame - Madamski (cutesy form of Madame) - Madame Fluff - Maus (mouse) - Mäuschen (little mouse) - Wolke (cloud) - Seidenmaus (silk mouse) - Honeymaus (honey mouse) - Süße (sweety)
A photo of my senior Ragdoll cat curled into up on a sofa and looking sternly in my direction. Her hind leg is under her head (she was just lying her chin on it before I obviously disturbed her). Her fluffy body looks like a soft cloud and her darker, grey-brown tail is draped over the sofa cover.
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ciar.bsky.social @ciar.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
Behold: the perfect capital C Because I can (And new stretching poses Must be captured in praise of My bendy perfection of 22 years)
Photo of my senior Ragdoll cat lying on a tripped cover in a magnificent C-pose. Her eyes are tightly shut, her front legs reaching down her extremely fluffy belly and her hind legs stretched straight, underlined by her equally straight fluffy tail reaching all the way past her toe beans.Same photo as before, but from a lower angle with the camera focus on her lovely, scrunched up face. She's definitely dreaming something.
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ciar.bsky.social @ciar.bsky.social · 04/08/2026
I might've moonlighted As a model for a manga Am I a fluffy fairy Or a cracking cat I'll keep my secrets Tucked away in my gorgeous tail (But feel free to bribe me with treats For information I may or may not share)
A photo of my senior Ragdoll cat lying on a sofa, front legs tucked under, looking in the direction of a manga I'm holding in the foreground. The manga is "Fairy Cat" by Hisa Takano.Same photo from before but now my senior lady is looking at me/the camera whilst the manga cover in the foreground is no longer blurry, clearly showing the title illustration of a tiny fairy cat with the appearance of a miniature Ragdoll, sitting in a human hand, looking suspiciously like my cat.
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ciar.bsky.social @ciar.bsky.social · 17/07/2026
Contrary to popular belief I do, in fact, exist outside of the sofa On occasion and Only if you don't blink I'll even glance at you With a look if reproach If I happen to notice your existence
A photo of my senior Ragdoll cat. She's lying across the edge of a sofa and pet stairs leading up to it, half-splooting her hindlegs on the sofa and having tucked under her front legs on the highest pets stairs' step. She's looking down the stairs in front her - or possibly asleep. Her fluffy grey tail is draped nicely behind her.Same photo as before but now my cat has turned her head and is looking at me.
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ciar.bsky.social @ciar.bsky.social · 15/07/2026
My tail is my shield I am my tail and my tail is I You may not perceive me In my sacred sleep ... Okay, now you may For I am Feline Empress Fluff Forever beautiful (and fluffy)
A photo of my fluffy senior Ragdoll cat. She's asleep on a striped blanket, lying on her side with her fluffy grey tail wrapped around and up to her head where it covers her face. She's hugging her tail close and looks sickenly cute.A second, partial photo of my fluffy senior Ragdoll cat. She's asleep on a striped blanket, lying asleep on her side. Her fluffy chest hair hides her mouth, so only her dark brown-grey nose and closed eyes are visible. Her right arm is outstretched towards the camera and cut off by the end of her fluffy tail. Did I mention how fluffy she is. Because she is. Incredibly fluffy.
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ciar.bsky.social @ciar.bsky.social · 23/06/2026
It's much easier to slow down To slow your breathing, your beating Heart and mind Whilst watching a cat sleep And counting the beans So trustingly offered for viewing And loving admiration, as always
One of two photos of my senior Ragdoll cat. She's lying asleep on her side on top of a striped blanket, the camera is focused on the pink toe beans of her white hindlegs which are in the foreground.Second of two photos of my senior Ragdoll cat. She's lying asleep on her side on top of a striped blanket, this time the camera is focused on her small, scrunched up sleeping face which is coloured darker than her mostly white fur. Her toe beans are still visible.
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ciar.bsky.social @ciar.bsky.social · 14/06/2026
#poetry
Poem by me, Ciar, white font on black background:

What was it I needed to write down
To keep visible with symbols on paper
With ink on books
With scars on smooth surfaces

It's so irritating
To lose sleep over all of it:
The incessant hissing noise, hustling, pushing, fussing
Of the thoughts
And there's no turning it off
Just continuous grinding thoughts to dust

But I'll get my shite together
I will
I might already be
Whisper the symbols on my skin

– by Ciar, 14/06/2026
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ciar.bsky.social @ciar.bsky.social · 31/03/2026
A windy spring day Every gust a foe Trying to tussel the fluff But arm day was not skipped So the cat does remain victorious And in possession of the fluff For yet another day indeed
A photo of a very fluffy Ragdoll, a long-haired, white and grey coloured senior cat. She is curled up on the highest bed of a cat tree. She's asleep and one paw/arm is clutching her fluffy grey tail in whose tip she has buried her face.
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ciar.bsky.social @ciar.bsky.social · 09/02/2026
A rare moment Half-opened eyes Or already half-closed A cat caught Between dreams
A photo of a 19 years old Ragdoll cat lying in a soft, grey cat bed. She's sleepily looking past the photographer, her eyes already half-closed again, and it seems like her head will soon become too heavy to hold up. One small, white front paw is visible under her chest, her dark fluffy tail conceals her hindlegs.
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ciar.bsky.social @ciar.bsky.social · 03/12/2025
Important news update: legs may unexpectedly try to make a run for it whilst their owner is catnapping. It is advised to hold on tightly, so they can still walk you to the food bowl later.
A photo of an 18 years old Ragdoll cat sleeping on a dark grey cat bed. She's lying on her side, curled up in a croissant shape, with her legs stretched out over her head. Her fluffy tail reaches up to her surprisingly pink paw toe-beans.
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ciar.bsky.social @ciar.bsky.social · 30/11/2025
It's very important to hold on to your tail. It's too fluffy and could be stolen anytime.
Photo of a fluffy Ragdoll cat sleeping on a grey afghan. She's curled up, her right paw clutching her fluffy grey-brown tail whose tip reaches her face.
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ciar.bsky.social @ciar.bsky.social · 25/11/2025
No matter their age, a cat is a cat, and I bet she's still chasing mice im her autumn dreams.
Photo of an 18 years old Ragdoll cat sleeping on a light grey bedspreat. She's lying on her side, eyes closed, her grey-brown tail almost curled up to her dark-brown face. Half of the picture is just her long, fluffy, white fur.
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ciar.bsky.social @ciar.bsky.social · 30/09/2023
Poem typed in light colour on dark background:

Dig your bitten down crescent nails
Deep into your flesh
Ominous clouds keep the moon from watching
Gut yourself until
All those dying innards are dissected
Laid bare in a safe distance to
Your dripping wet, red, sticky fingers
Languidly glinting stars couldn't care less
One down, six to go

Title: Sennight
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ciar.bsky.social @ciar.bsky.social · 23/09/2023
Poem in light text on dark background:

Breathe through the night
When your thoughts keep wandering
This promising, confusing world with you strapped into the backseat
Keep breathing through the night
When your mind tells you all about
Unattainable possibilities
Laughing at your daydreams in the small hours
Breathe through the night
And when your mind grows tired
After running wild for fifty hours straight
Lay your weary head to rest and
Breathe until you fall asleep tonight

Title: In the Small Hours
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ciar.bsky.social @ciar.bsky.social · 10/09/2023
Poem in light text on dark background:

The last magic was white
And worked wonders
After a while
Until it didn't
I miss it, I want it, I don't

This one is sunflower yellow
And hasn't done shit
Apart from making the sunflower
Yellow-white sun my enemy
I don't want it, I want
The white magic back
Or any other as long as
It does work wonders again

Title: Yellow
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ciar.bsky.social @ciar.bsky.social · 06/09/2023
Curious who is unfortunate enough to know.
A poem in light text on dark background:

Every minute, that sickness twists your insides a little more
Which is a lie — a lot more
Gnarls and warps them with an uninvited sadism
As if it was the only thing you can ever always rely on
And it grins through your rising nausea
Which is a lie — it screams
That it is and always will be the only constant in your life

Title: Fortnight
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ciar.bsky.social @ciar.bsky.social · 05/09/2023
Poem in light text on dark background:

It pierces right through your solar plexus
And leaves you short of breath
Short of words
Short of functioning
So you can't say that it hurts
Somewhere in your chest although nothing's left

Because all that ever was
Suddenly escaped right down into that alluring, repellent black hole
Taking something important with

So you can't say that you're befallen by a homeless sadness
Or that your nameless sadness is like
A sentient ocean trying to drown you
You can't say that something in your chest aches
Cause you're out of breath
Out of words
Out of
Order

 Title: Phase 8
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ciar.bsky.social @ciar.bsky.social · 04/09/2023
Poem in light text on black background:

Just fly away, says the black bird
Just scare them away, says the white snake
Just eat them up, says the grey cat

But then it ponders, with its tail tip twitching
And adds with a grin:
But not before playing with them
Twice as cruelly as they did you wrong
And then, it finishes, very pleased, and then
Just eat them up whole

— Title: Poetic Justice
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ciar.bsky.social @ciar.bsky.social · 04/09/2023
White poem on black background:

Searching for something new
Always, time and again
There never is anything new under the sun
There's nothing
And still, you pick and pull strange pieces together
Building, rebuilding, you try to create
Rearrange those pieces
For something akin to some thing new

Title: New Things
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