iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Also I lowkey was under the impression you were an ace lesbian like. This whole time bc your relationship to femininity, gender, and like… loving women and varying degrees of woman-aligned ppl is so close to a lot of lesbians in my circles aha. Was surprised to see u ID’d otherwise (srry for novel!)

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Humans don’t have much sexual dimorphism, so while people may have a “type” wrt appearance, most of the time /HOW YOU FEEL/ you connect with a partner is more what a label and attraction are based off of. And how you experience the societal response to you expressing that attraction

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Most of the lesbians I know are transmasc or dating nonbinary men GFDHJ I think (esp when you have moral ocd issues that like to brew), if it causes you strife to Not be a lesbian, you should ask yourself “am I actually hurting anyone by identifying as this?” (You aren’t, trust) Labels are for you!

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Cianon @ciananigans.bsky.social · 22h

Simultaneously, you should do whatever you’re comfortable with, but also, I promise being a lesbian isn’t like… this closed label that is holy and untouchable. The hard lean into lesbianism being Pure and Only for Homosexual Women is a weird TERF thing

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My teeth are powerful and pristine

Cianon @ciananigans.bsky.social · 23h

Begins gnawing at the string like a rat

Like im ngl i call Arsene a lesbian part of the time bc his gender/attraction specs in that direction, depending

Coming from many irl lesbian sources and advisors, (and from me who. If I /wanted/ to call myself a lesbian, I would have every ground to lmao), I think you are totally fine calling Delena a lesbian if u feel that tug in your soul

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I have a soft nose and sharp hands and legs and other extremities and I can smell pain like the lingering dampness before a rainstorm

But I wouldn’t poopoo chronic pain or injury bc the human body is so adaptable that like. You DO get used to shit, even if it’s A Big Deal.

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Like I can muscle through nerve pain much more easily than I can muscle through air hunger

If you have gradually-worsening chronic pain, you often develop a really high pain tolerance! Even now, pain isn’t what bothers me so much?? It’s my nervous system literally not functioning properly that gets to me more

Re: lp I Not being able to feel hunger is genuinely really really annoying, esp when I have really bad working memory issues TT_TT I got dinner and today lunch for myself yesterday bc I knew I’d be pressed for time and fucking . Forgot abt it until it went bad. I hope shit’s open tonight

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didn’t go to the dr from 2017 to 2024 except for annual checkups bc I was too busy working + getting degrees and certs and was like “this is just a little headache but I gotta lock in I have homework” and i didn’t notice it gradually getting worse. Ignored and found out OOPS IT WAS A BIG DEAL later

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I mean I also think im a 0 and being whiny when I complain about someth hurting bc im still able to like. Get up and move and work and do shit. Which I guess is to say you only know what you know so there isn’t much point in comparing your chronic pain to other ppl

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Live and learn for next time I guess ?

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Cianon @ciananigans.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Accidentally overbooked myself w work and dr appts and have been too busy to stop for food for like a day and a half I feel like booboo the fool

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Gotta post about elves more

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Cianon @ciananigans.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Coworker saw that I was covered in bruises and was like “omg are you okay” and I was like. “Yeah I’m fine I just kept overzealously crashing into a tree at The Haunt” and she was like. “the what” and I was like “Haunted House ™”

Cianon @ciananigans.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

God it’s fine it’s prob for the better bc the irs held 100% of my last paycheck and im like ??????????

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Cianon @ciananigans.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I’m supposed to be like… taking a break to focus on my health, and I like. Scheduled myself for 8-12 hour days instead of 12-16 hour days and then realized that’s. Not a break aaaa

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Cianon @ciananigans.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I looked at my schedule and realized I’m back on the six day work schedule with a double shift on Sunday oops

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Cianon @ciananigans.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Feeds you Armodafinil feeds you Armodafinil

Cianon @ciananigans.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I get adjustments from my PT every week, and. I assure u it’s nnnnnot like how chiros do it dhdhd not to mention that adjustments don’t do diddly squat if you don’t strengthen the muscles around the joint to keep it in place, hypermobile or not

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Cianon @ciananigans.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I’m baffled as to how we ended up in a world where ppl only know about chiropractors (often unlicensed; often dangerous), when osteopaths (do adjustments but are actual DOs) exist…

I KEPT GETTING LB’D AND IMMEDIATELY SALTED EARTH’D LAST NIGHT shaken to my core

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I do a barrel roll and roundhouse kick you directly in the ass for competing through dishonest means (diversion via seduction)

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17 years of martial arts have prepared me for this moment (/j)

Real talk tho it’s such a nightmare…. Wednesday 90% of my day was spent on the phone. Calling drs. For hours. Being on hold forever each time. Bwuh

Gwen C. Katz @gwenckatz.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Should’ve gotten Kaenan’s dad to clean ur teeth when he was trapped in the UK last month /j

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Fuck ChatGPT flyers. The future is broadsheets.

A crowded broadsheet with way too many fonts. It says:
Forget ChatGPT Flyers
Say it with
Broadsheets
Unlimited fonts
Stretch them
Or cram a really long sentence into one line for no good reason
No whitespace
Mix capital and lowercase
Pointing hands
(They're called manicules!)
Don't be left behind
Broadsheets are the future

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Do also double check WHICH B Vitamin your meds negatively impact, bc there are many diff types of vitamin B that have diff functions ! So it may not necessarily be B12? But if it’s like… B9, that can affect B12 and visa versa etc etc

YE! Also genes are Complex so like… even if u have a genetic mutation that makes you more prone to a deficiency, it’s perfectly likely you have another genotype elsewhere to compensate! So best way to see where you’re at regardless is to test your physical levels of ish

I don’t thiiiink MTHFR mutations affect more than B..? But oftentimes a deficiency in one vitamin will negatively impact the body’s ability to absorb other vitamins! Uuu I forget which affect which tho ..?

I have a dual heterozygous mutation so my body can only metabolize 20% of the vitamin B12 I have, generally Check w your dr, but supplementing w L-methylfolate (already broken down form of B12) can help w function surrounding your RBC (but yes also get a ferritin test)

Cianon @ciananigans.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

(I’m too lazy rn to swap accts dhhdhd but hello) If you have like… weird anemia symptoms, but your RBC is fine, you could also see about getting your MTHFR gene tested! Ppl w hEDS are more likely to have mutations on that gene that basically nuke the body’s ability to use its vitamin B reserves

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Pineapples - berries Bananas - berries Strawberries - Not Berries Raspberries - Not Berries every day we stray further from god’s light

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I get so confused when ppl are like “this is problematic” and when you’re like “yeah seph did burn down Cloud’s hometown but what’s a little yaoi between t4ts” the ppl hit you with the “but like. :/ the age gap”

gimme cat XL @neckbite.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

your buddy who swings both ways competing in the second leg of a triathlon Call That A Bisexual Bipedal Pedaling a Bicycle

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actually beginning to think that having 2-5 friends you can dm with whatever minor grievances you think of is like. vital to not becoming completely insufferable online

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I KNOW I YAP ABOUT MY STUPID NECK A LOT BUT ASIDE FROM SUCKING IT’S ALSO JUST??? REALLY WEIRD???? So I have this constant urge to go like “Bro U Seen This Shit?”

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