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The fuck kind of onion ring is that?

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I cannot wake up and I have a very important responsibility in like 15 minutes. My eyes won’t stay open.

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I should go to bed. Wish it wasn’t empty. But, I think that’s what is in store for me. Maybe I’ll get a dog once I have my tiny house. Small guy. Cause I’m not going to have a big place. A dog would be happy to see me when I came home. That would be nice.

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Work week from hell is over. Ended up way past 40 hours this week. Way, way past. 11 shifts, 7 days. Three doubles. I don’t know if I want to do that again. It’s rough. It keeps me isolated from people. But, it’s money. And I need that. Have more than 40 this coming week, but not as bad.

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Dinner time. 2 hours 40 minutes to go. Start my closing stuff at 8:30. It has most assuredly been a very long day.

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Best part of lunch was the two chocolate chip cookies. The less said about the sandwich the better.

There was no traffic. So I got breakfast and am now sitting in my car listening to Fire Bomber. Work doesn’t start for another 40 minutes, lmao.

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I am sort of awake. Not enough sleep. Especially for a double today. Have to get moving….

I gotta go to bed. Goodnight. Sleep well. Be loved. I hope you have someone in your life that adores you. I bet that’s a great feeling. Be good.

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It’s been busy. This is good and bad. Bad because it’s busy. Good because by being busy I cannot think about things. I’m finishing out lunch now. Another double tomorrow. This is it. My insecurities are winning out.

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Atarashii yume no hoshii no sa….

I’m a mess. A hot, tired, broken mess. Resting a bit while dinner cooks.

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Back end of the rough schedule. Technically four shifts to go. Tonight, double tomorrow, and Monday. That will have been 11 days with no off time. I have Tuesday set up so they cannot ask me to work; prior commitment. I hope this is worth it. I feel more and more like isolating lately….

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Everyone is asleep this time of night. I still don’t feel human after work. My back is really hurting. And legs wanting to spasm. Took some meds. Hopefully they help. Haven’t gotten to talk to special people in a few days. Missing that. Gonna just lay here for a bit. 3 shifts to go.

I am tired. I am sore. 3.5 hours to go. I need the money and I am hustling my butt off. I hope it’s worth it in the end.

Taco Bell has chicken nuggets. Somehow that seems so very wrong. Like long John silvers having a hamburger. I am confused and frightened and afraid.

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I could absolutely fall asleep in my car right now. Haven’t been getting the best / refreshing sleep the last few weeks. Not sure why. But the sun is coming in through the window, it’s warm but not too warm. Just right for sleeping.

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Oh, and she gave me ice cream last time I worked with her! Klondike bar! It was one of the best things….

Slept some. Long day. Double two of three. Significantly harder than yesterday. But, I have awesome coworkers today. Some of my favorites. That will make the day go better. Working with the company’s adopted grandmother. We take care of her. She is sweet and kind. I like her.

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Can’t sleep. Even medicated. Bad day. Bad week. I don’t know what to do. I really don’t.

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I’d like to say work today has kept me out of my head. I would be lying though. Just want this night over with and then home and then do it all again.

And that’s what I get for falling in love. I’m not doing it again.

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Eight shifts in five days to go. No day off this week. I am tired.

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Oh how I’d love to rub your tummy…. 😘🥰

Holy wow. Definitely getting cuter! Which I didn’t think was possible because you already were heckin cute!

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Thank you. Great glasses, wonderful tummy. 👀🥵

Chunky @chunkyfuzzball.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Someone at work said I have “dad bod” and I’m not sure how I feel about that.

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Chunky @chunkyfuzzball.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

How I would love to have you on top of me like that… 👀🥵

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Chunky @chunkyfuzzball.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I was right. It was an emotionally rough night. One down, more to go.

Heading in. I think it’s gonna be a rough night, personally-wise. But there’s no way out but through. So, that’s what I’m gonna do.

Well, fuck. Time for underwear and a uniform and being professional. I just want to sit here. Oh well. Let’s do this.

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I got my first mosquito bite of the year last night. Don’t know how I managed to go all year without one. Right on my damn shin bone and it itches like a mofo.

They are an older Bearskn pattern. I don’t think they make them anymore.

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Day off? Who needs a day off? I don’t need those, do I? 😅 Am now probably working tomorrow night to help out a foreign worker on her last night in town. If she hasn’t gotten it covered. Just got the text. 11 shifts, seven days. 22 hours of overtime.

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