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Chthonic Lily

@chthoniclily.bsky.social
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18+ Gaining self-fulfillment through muttering random musings into the void. A 26yo non-binary/trans/genderfluid gremlin trying to rekindle a love of writing and stumble through existence.

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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 03/01/2026
If there’s one thing I’ve learned with recent events, it’s that the only way to truly bring about change is to hurt America’s wallet. I fully encourage the rest of the world to sanction the US into the ground for this massive breach of international law.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 03/01/2026
I’ve managed to write over 1000 words per day the whole year so far. I’m committing real hard to finishing at least one major project this year.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 01/01/2026
2026 is the year I give up performance enchanting drugs (gender) and take a break from worrying about keeping up with my peers. (also gender) Time to just be myself without shackling myself to expectations (Of gender.) They/Them all the way now.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 23/06/2025
I swear, the amount of people who don’t know how important photobashing and blending are to concept art and just instantly claim it’s AI instead of researching common practices in commercial graphic design. Anyone who acts like that doesn’t care about the artists and just wants to be mad.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 08/05/2025
I just witnessed an incredibly upbeat ad on Spotify for a museum’s HANDMAID’S TALE exhibit. If there’s ever a story to have upbeat and cheery music and voiceover for, it is not that one.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 05/05/2025
They’re not “Safe words” they’re Words of Power, and that specifically is a Protective Glyph.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 01/05/2025
Is the speed that death catches up to you Momentum Mori?
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 29/04/2025
I need more options in games to have helmets with aventails. Really plays into the terrifying melee combatant fantasy.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 29/04/2025
I suppose it makes sense that the right option for fighting a clown is a Carney.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 26/04/2025
The greatest advice I’ve ever been given was that if nobody cares, or if nobody understands, strive to be nobody.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 25/04/2025
I do not understand my cat. I can cook steak, chicken or fish and she doesn’t particularly care, but the moment the cereal comes out she MUST HAVE the grain circles.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 25/04/2025
I was called back to play FF14 with free game time, the curse has returned.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 23/04/2025
I used to bowl as an athlete. This doesn’t surprise me in the slightest for the things I’ve seen at bowling alleys.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 23/04/2025
I will never understand backseating towards a streamer in general. But *especially* for puzzle games, where the enjoyment is gained purely through thinking and trying to come to conclusions on your own.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 23/04/2025
It’s honestly baffling to me rich people are so incredibly desperate to be loved by the public, and they won’t do the one thing that would actually buy that adoration. Pay off the debts of as many people as possible.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 16/04/2025
I am proud to witness Tumblr officially winning the culture war with the death of 4chan.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 09/04/2025
Near and dear to my heart, the feeling of wandering around as a child in awe of the world.
“One Morning in Maine” by Robert McCloskey

A children’s book about a child wandering around near their home.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 09/04/2025
I have fallen to the temptation of those exact same sushi platters.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 09/04/2025
Start with Gundam Wing and embrace the absurdity.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 09/04/2025
I can hear this being yelled in my head in a very particular voice.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 08/04/2025
I’m convinced that if anyone on the left wants to get through to the right-wing base, you have to give them what they want and respect. Put the energy of a WWE promotion into speeches, make it a spectacle, make people look in awe. It’s never been policy, it’s presentation.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 08/04/2025
I find it hilarious that the man with a sunny-D spray tan in the White House has claimed now that the Great Depression would have been averted with tariffs. It’s almost as if the Smoot-Hawley tariff act wasn’t the nail in the coffin that made that depression so great.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 08/04/2025
I remember growing up and being somewhat anxious of the feeling of pressure in my head I’d get when hearing music that made me emotional. It took me way too long to figure out that’s the literal ASMR sensation.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 07/04/2025
Uematsu’s “Theme of Love” is going to be stuck in my head all day now.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 07/04/2025
Goes with the equal opportunity employer non-binary butler bar.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 07/04/2025
I feel like humanity lost something important when we settled down and built cities in which generation after generation live. The feeling of walking in a direction and only stopping when too tired to move, and then continuing onward until hill and tree vanish over the horizon. I yearn for it.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 07/04/2025
Looking at the stock market makes you see what I assume was the “red wave” that the republicans said they’d bring.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 06/04/2025
It’s a really interesting place for me somewhere between 3 and 4. Because I get a vague fuzzy version of everything but I can flesh it out more conceptually in ways that feel surreal. Definitely gives me inspiration as a writer to see things in the kind of underdeveloped film snapshots I do.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 06/04/2025
And it’s better for group cosplay.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 06/04/2025
“The works of the roots of the vines, of the trees, must be destroyed to keep up the price, and this is the saddest, bitterest thing of all.” - John Steinbeck. I didn’t understand just what level of selfishness could lead to this when I read The Grapes of Wrath as a teen. I’m sure we all do now.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 05/04/2025
I’m convinced that all of my ails in the world can go away the exact moment I am allowed to play a fishing minigame..
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 04/04/2025
If anyone sincerely believes that just trying to end the status quo of the US government is better than doing so while *also* voting for the lesser of two evils, they really need a reality check. Moral superiority can’t be attained without minimizing suffering through all avenues.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 04/04/2025
A general rule of thumb that people need to remember when discussing difficult topics. If your conversational partner is stating their viewpoints clearly and concisely and you’re refusing to elaborate to your own reasonings, you’re not “winning,” you’re not a “master debater,” you’re just dumb.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 04/04/2025
People who act like that really feel like they often don’t know what it’s like to suffer. I grew up very poor, every little political decision economically had a huge effect on whether we’d feel comfortable or be barely scraping by. It shows when people didn’t have to consider things like that.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 04/04/2025
As someone with two older siblings who are both Millennials, this is the behavior I’ve always looked up to. Nowadays I’m old enough to see how I’ve been protected from that and can try my best to stand up with them to push back against it, and it makes me even more grateful.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 04/04/2025
For what it’s worth, I agree with the outrage and the sentiment of many of those who seek moral superiority. I just don’t think that ignoring the avenues of minimizing the pain and death works to that goal of higher ethical behavior.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 04/04/2025
And it doesn’t help that there are so many people who think that fighting against the system means stepping away from the death machine and letting it run rampant. Nobody is free from the guilt of it existing. Moral superiority is a complete joke if it leads to this outcome.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 04/04/2025
It’s not as if there aren’t many valid reasons to be critical of the Democratic Party, the inactions, the incompetence and the greed within. But change takes time, and I’d rather fight to reform the government with Dems in power instead of the fascist goons currently in power.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 04/04/2025
Exactly. The only ethical and morally right option in any system is to weigh the options and choose the least pain and death while finding a way to change or dismantle the system so you can make one that has better choices.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 04/04/2025
The last few US elections have been like having your finger on the trigger and being told to shoot one person because if you don’t ten others will die. And simply choosing to not engage doesn’t stop the ten dying, choosing to fight the captor gets them killed too. So what choice is left?
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 04/04/2025
Dying on the hill of one genocide instead of EVEN FURTHER death and pain seems disingenuous and callous at best.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 04/04/2025
Simply put, if you’re given a choice between parties in most countries, you’re voting between multiple groups that support different crimes against humanities. It’s a problem I won’t make excuses for, but we’re dealing with harm on an even larger scale now from that quarter of the population.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 04/04/2025
It’s disheartening realizing how the US’s reputation will likely take an entire generation to recover even if we manage to fix the systemic problems in our government. Especially when about a quarter of the population is responsible for all this mess.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 04/04/2025
Oh it certainly was, but it felt outlandish to me before, now that’s just the new normal.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 03/04/2025
I’m so happy to see any media taking inspiration from the rich folklore of the US. The blend of Native American stories, old world myths tweaked a little and the tall tales of lumberjacks created a wonderful anthropological trove to work with.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 03/04/2025
If you squint really hard looking at the stocks that are still green, it looks like an alien twerking.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 03/04/2025
I never would have thought when I was younger that Doctor Strangelove would feel more like a documentary of current politics than a work of fiction.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 03/04/2025
Are you telling me if I keep waiting, I won’t have to make phone calls?
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 03/04/2025
It certainly doesn’t help that there are people all over trying to drive a wedge between Gen Z and the Millennials. We should all be able to recognize just how much Millennials have been shafted and how much worse it is that it keeps going on. Us in Gen Z are just feeling what you have for ages.
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Chthonic Lily @chthoniclily.bsky.social · 03/04/2025
Why wait until you’re old and grey? Take the time to get lost in thought while sitting down as often as you can.
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