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Christian Gajewski

@christian-gajewski.bsky.social
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Research Scholar, RIIS 2.0 · Autistic, diagnosed at 48, twice-exceptional · Author of Wrong Planet / Right Mind (2026) www.christiangajewski.com

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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
A genetic mechanism, a dog's gaze, and a Norse ritual converge on one threshold of consciousness: domestication sealed it, ritual reopens it at a cost. New essay on Materia: medium.com/materia-phil...
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Heilung, Neural Crest Cells and the Norse Seer’s Trance.
A genetic mechanism, a dog’s gaze, and a shamanic rite measure the same shut threshold of consciousness.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
A genetic mechanism, a dog's gaze, and a Norse ritual converge on one threshold of consciousness: domestication sealed it, ritual reopens it at a cost. New essay on Materia: medium.com/materia-phil...
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Heilung, Neural Crest Cells and the Norse Seer’s Trance.
A genetic mechanism, a dog’s gaze, and a shamanic rite measure the same shut threshold of consciousness.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
Dream grants his son the death he has begged for across centuries. He returns to his realm and weeps, for the first time. Not grief. My new piece for Materia: on what closing another person's story does to the one who closes it. Free to read, no membership needed: medium.com/materia-phil...
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Sandman: The Sentence That Rewrites Its Author
On the self that collapses when it collapses someone else’s story.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
New on The Other Mind: what Dream from The Sandman and Jungian amplification reveal about a solitude myth cannot end, only absolve. Free via the friend link, comments on Medium welcome. medium.com/the-other-mi...
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One of Seven Endless, Still the Loneliest: The Guilt Myth Lifts
What Dream of the Endless and Jungian amplification reveal about an isolation that myth can’t end, only absolve
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
New on The Other Mind: what Dream from The Sandman and Jungian amplification reveal about a solitude myth cannot end, only absolve. Free via the friend link, comments on Medium welcome. medium.com/the-other-mi...
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One of Seven Endless, Still the Loneliest: The Guilt Myth Lifts
What Dream of the Endless and Jungian amplification reveal about an isolation that myth can’t end, only absolve
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
Dream grants his son the death he has begged for across centuries. He returns to his realm and weeps, for the first time. Not grief. My new piece for Materia: on what closing another person's story does to the one who closes it. Free to read, no membership needed: medium.com/materia-phil...
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Sandman: The Sentence That Rewrites Its Author
On the self that collapses when it collapses someone else’s story.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
Two publications, one project. The Other Mind: the world as subject, the autistic mind as lens, essays on cognition and identity. Materia: the hard problem of consciousness, taken seriously. Both on Medium. medium.com/@christian.g...
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Read writing from Christian Gajewski on Medium. Research Scholar, RIIS 2.0. Autistic, diagnosed at 48, twice-exceptional. www.christiangajewski.com
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
A reader who never masked hit the same collapse I did. Read free: medium.com/the-other-mi... Follow free: medium.com/the-other-mi...
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Masking Never Caused My Silence. A Stranger Proved It.
Why situational mutism survives contact with a masking theory that was never built to explain it
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
A reader who never masked hit the same collapse I did. Read free: medium.com/the-other-mi... Follow free: medium.com/the-other-mi...
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Masking Never Caused My Silence. A Stranger Proved It.
Why situational mutism survives contact with a masking theory that was never built to explain it
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
A dog gets groomed, then walks off. No debt, no lingering. New piece on Edward Scissorhands, Jung, and unfinished work. Free via this link. medium.com/@christian.g...
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Edward Scissorhands Never Left the Hill. I Haven’t Decided If I Will.
What Jungian alchemy and a man who could never touch without cutting taught me about separating worth from performance, and the half of the…
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
In 2005 a dying patient gave me a book and told me he was certain I'd know how to appreciate it. Four readings later, across fatherhood, a separation, and a diagnosis that rewrote everything before it, I'm still finding out he was right. New on Materia. Free to read. medium.com/materia-phil...
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A Surgical Ward, a Philosophy of Mind, and the Same Paperback
A book only measures who you’ve become once it has stopped being yours.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
In 2005 a dying patient gave me a book and told me he was certain I'd know how to appreciate it. Four readings later, across fatherhood, a separation, and a diagnosis that rewrote everything before it, I'm still finding out he was right. New on Materia. Free to read. medium.com/materia-phil...
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A Surgical Ward, a Philosophy of Mind, and the Same Paperback
A book only measures who you’ve become once it has stopped being yours.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
Two publications, one project. The Other Mind: the world as subject, the autistic mind as lens, essays on cognition and identity. Materia: the hard problem of consciousness, taken seriously. Both on Medium. medium.com/@christian.g...
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Christian Gajewski – Medium
Read writing from Christian Gajewski on Medium. Research Scholar, RIIS 2.0. Autistic, diagnosed at 48, twice-exceptional. www.christiangajewski.com
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
A dog gets groomed, then walks off. No debt, no lingering. New piece on Edward Scissorhands, Jung, and unfinished work. Free via this link. medium.com/@christian.g...
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Edward Scissorhands Never Left the Hill. I Haven’t Decided If I Will.
What Jungian alchemy and a man who could never touch without cutting taught me about separating worth from performance, and the half of the…
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
Julian Jaynes claimed the narrating self is a recent invention: barely three thousand years old, born when the gods stopped speaking directly into human minds. Autism gives us a working model of cognition that never fully adopted that narration. medium.com/the-unexpect...
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When the Gods Fell Silent: Julian Jaynes, the Birth of the Self, and What Autism Teaches Us About…
The Self is a Cultural Invention: What the ‘Theory of Mind’ Problem Reveals About Non-Narrative Consciousness
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
I do not keep comforting words on standby. I keep a system: shoot many frames, trust only the few that survive. I sent a friend that principle instead of a sentence. New piece on autistic comfort. medium.com/invisible-il...
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What Photography Taught Me About Autistic Comfort
The same instinct that saves my best photos also comforts the people I care about.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
Five “kind” sentences autistic adults hear weekly. Each lands as its opposite, and the cost stays invisible to whoever says it. New on Invisible Illness: what each phrase actually does, and a sharper question to ask back. medium.com/invisible-il...
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5 ‘Kind’ Things Said to Autistic People (That Actually Hurt)
What each phrase really communicates, and a sharper question to ask back
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
Julian Jaynes claimed the narrating self is a recent invention: barely three thousand years old, born when the gods stopped speaking directly into human minds. Autism gives us a working model of cognition that never fully adopted that narration. medium.com/the-unexpect...
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When the Gods Fell Silent: Julian Jaynes, the Birth of the Self, and What Autism Teaches Us About…
The Self is a Cultural Invention: What the ‘Theory of Mind’ Problem Reveals About Non-Narrative Consciousness
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
I do not keep comforting words on standby. I keep a system: shoot many frames, trust only the few that survive. I sent a friend that principle instead of a sentence. New piece on autistic comfort. medium.com/invisible-il...
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What Photography Taught Me About Autistic Comfort
The same instinct that saves my best photos also comforts the people I care about.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
Five “kind” sentences autistic adults hear weekly. Each lands as its opposite, and the cost stays invisible to whoever says it. New on Invisible Illness: what each phrase actually does, and a sharper question to ask back. medium.com/invisible-il...
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5 ‘Kind’ Things Said to Autistic People (That Actually Hurt)
What each phrase really communicates, and a sharper question to ask back
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 02/09/2026
A planarian's memory survives being cut in half. A quantum observer branches at every measurement. A mind upload can't prove it's the original. Three unrelated fields keep landing on the same answer: identity was never about the material. medium.com/materia-phil...
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A Worm, a Wave Function, and Your New Hip
What three unrelated fields agree survives when the material doesn’t
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 02/09/2026
A planarian's memory survives being cut in half. A quantum observer branches at every measurement. A mind upload can't prove it's the original. Three unrelated fields keep landing on the same answer: identity was never about the material. medium.com/materia-phil...
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A Worm, a Wave Function, and Your New Hip
What three unrelated fields agree survives when the material doesn’t
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
A drum with no myth attached and a metronome in a rehab clinic produce the same physiological event. New piece: what ritual drumming, trance research, and zazen agree on once belief gets subtracted from the equation. medium.com/materia-phil...
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The Ritual That Works Without Meaning It
A materialist account of altered perception, from ritual drumming to the meditation cushion.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
A drum with no myth attached and a metronome in a rehab clinic produce the same physiological event. New piece: what ritual drumming, trance research, and zazen agree on once belief gets subtracted from the equation. medium.com/materia-phil...
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The Ritual That Works Without Meaning It
A materialist account of altered perception, from ritual drumming to the meditation cushion.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
At eight I nearly drowned off Gallipoli. My eyes stayed open underwater, the last time they ever did. That same calm now reads as not caring. Epictetus and Ellis explain why. medium.com/@christian.g...
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Epictetus at 8: Drowning’s Lesson in the Chorus’s Idea of Care
How a near-drowning in Gallipoli and Albert Ellis’s model of rational emotion converge on what care actually costs.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
At eight I nearly drowned off Gallipoli. My eyes stayed open underwater, the last time they ever did. That same calm now reads as not caring. Epictetus and Ellis explain why. medium.com/@christian.g...
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Epictetus at 8: Drowning’s Lesson in the Chorus’s Idea of Care
How a near-drowning in Gallipoli and Albert Ellis’s model of rational emotion converge on what care actually costs.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
Freud named the wound. Maslow and Grof asked what happens after it breaks the ego open. Selye’s adrenal glands land on the same fork: rupture, then integration or exhaustion. Rupture doesn’t produce growth. It produces the condition under which growth becomes possible. medium.com/materia-phil...
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The Narcissistic Wound Has a Cortisol Level
Psychoanalysis, transpersonal psychology, and stress physiology converge on the same fork after a self-model breaks.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
Freud named the wound. Maslow and Grof asked what happens after it breaks the ego open. Selye’s adrenal glands land on the same fork: rupture, then integration or exhaustion. Rupture doesn’t produce growth. It produces the condition under which growth becomes possible. medium.com/materia-phil...
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The Narcissistic Wound Has a Cortisol Level
Psychoanalysis, transpersonal psychology, and stress physiology converge on the same fork after a self-model breaks.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
Zinberg studied drugs. Sternberg studied love. Same collapsed triangle. The culture fused emotion and feeling into one category. The alexithymic registers the weld because the noise is absent. New on The Unexpected Autistic Life. medium.com/the-unexpect...
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Why You Confuse Emotions With Feelings. Two Collapsed Triangles.
Zinberg’s drug model and Sternberg’s love model converge on the same dopamine vertex.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 04/08/2026
If an algorithm can predict your trajectory before your consciousness registers it, what exactly is freedom? New on Materia: three measurement systems, three centuries apart, converge on one answer. medium.com/materia-phil...
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The Algorithm Knew Before You Did
Free will as the name we give to what we cannot yet measure.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
The old narrative said defective. The new one says pure. Neither contains a full person. On why innocence is autism advocacy’s gentlest cage. medium.com/@christian.g...
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Why Innocence Is Autism Advocacy’s Gentlest Cage.
The neuroaffirmative movement celebrates purity. Jung and the evidence call it a second mask.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 11/08/2026
An alien ocean answers grief with a body instead of a sentence. A Freudian dream that never learns to negate. A mystic reaching God by subtracting every word. Three unrelated systems land on the same collapse of propositional thought, from opposite directions. medium.com/materia-phil...
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Solaris and the Empty God
An alien ocean, a Freudian dream, and a medieval mystic converge on the same collapse of the sentence.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
A student stares at an unfamiliar poem, asked what emotion it evokes. He holds the images with precision and the feeling stays inert. The exam records a deficit. My new piece argues the question missed the channel, not the mind. medium.com/@christian.g...
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What Schools Read as a Deficit Is a Question in the Wrong Channel
Temple Grandin showed thinking runs on more than one channel. Literature exams still test for one.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
A student stares at an unfamiliar poem, asked what emotion it evokes. He holds the images with precision and the feeling stays inert. The exam records a deficit. My new piece argues the question missed the channel, not the mind. medium.com/@christian.g...
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What Schools Read as a Deficit Is a Question in the Wrong Channel
Temple Grandin showed thinking runs on more than one channel. Literature exams still test for one.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 11/08/2026
An alien ocean answers grief with a body instead of a sentence. A Freudian dream that never learns to negate. A mystic reaching God by subtracting every word. Three unrelated systems land on the same collapse of propositional thought, from opposite directions. medium.com/materia-phil...
medium.com
Solaris and the Empty God
An alien ocean, a Freudian dream, and a medieval mystic converge on the same collapse of the sentence.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
The old narrative said defective. The new one says pure. Neither contains a full person. On why innocence is autism advocacy’s gentlest cage. medium.com/@christian.g...
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Why Innocence Is Autism Advocacy’s Gentlest Cage.
The neuroaffirmative movement celebrates purity. Jung and the evidence call it a second mask.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 04/08/2026
If an algorithm can predict your trajectory before your consciousness registers it, what exactly is freedom? New on Materia: three measurement systems, three centuries apart, converge on one answer. medium.com/materia-phil...
medium.com
The Algorithm Knew Before You Did
Free will as the name we give to what we cannot yet measure.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
Zinberg studied drugs. Sternberg studied love. Same collapsed triangle. The culture fused emotion and feeling into one category. The alexithymic registers the weld because the noise is absent. New on The Unexpected Autistic Life. medium.com/the-unexpect...
medium.com
Why You Confuse Emotions With Feelings. Two Collapsed Triangles.
Zinberg’s drug model and Sternberg’s love model converge on the same dopamine vertex.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 13/07/2026
Consciousness is a property of matter, and I mean it as an atheist. I've launched Materia, a publication on consciousness as an open problem, where philosophy of mind meets neuroscience and contemplative traditions. No supernatural, no simplification. medium.com/materia-phil...
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Consciousness Is a Property of Matter. This Is Where We Take That Seriously.
Philosophy of mind, contemplative traditions, and neuroscience. Without the supernatural. Without the simplification.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
You accept that other people are conscious. You've never verified it. You can't. The shared substrate is epistemological comfort, not proof. What happens when a non-biological entity claims the same? New on Materia. medium.com/materia-phil...
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The Act of Faith Every Materialist Already Performs
On qualia, substrate, and why recognizing consciousness was never a verification.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
Shackleton’s invisible companion. Buddhist anātman. Alzheimer’s patients who lost their name but kept making experience. Three frames, one blind spot: consciousness precedes the self. medium.com/materia-phil...
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An Atheist’s Case for the Spiritual
What Jaynes, anātman, and Alzheimer’s patients reveal about consciousness when the narrative self dissolves
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
Shackleton’s invisible companion. Buddhist anātman. Alzheimer’s patients who lost their name but kept making experience. Three frames, one blind spot: consciousness precedes the self. medium.com/materia-phil...
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An Atheist’s Case for the Spiritual
What Jaynes, anātman, and Alzheimer’s patients reveal about consciousness when the narrative self dissolves
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
You accept that other people are conscious. You've never verified it. You can't. The shared substrate is epistemological comfort, not proof. What happens when a non-biological entity claims the same? New on Materia. medium.com/materia-phil...
medium.com
The Act of Faith Every Materialist Already Performs
On qualia, substrate, and why recognizing consciousness was never a verification.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 13/07/2026
Consciousness is a property of matter, and I mean it as an atheist. I've launched Materia, a publication on consciousness as an open problem, where philosophy of mind meets neuroscience and contemplative traditions. No supernatural, no simplification. medium.com/materia-phil...
medium.com
Consciousness Is a Property of Matter. This Is Where We Take That Seriously.
Philosophy of mind, contemplative traditions, and neuroscience. Without the supernatural. Without the simplification.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 08/07/2026
Before I knew what masking was, I had Nietzsche. He gave me a cosmology for the discomfort. It held for thirty years. At 48, a psychologist named it differently. medium.com/@christian.g...
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The Mask Nietzsche Taught Me to Wear Was Already on My Face
How I spent forty years reading an autism coping mechanism as a philosophical choice.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 07/07/2026
One place where the essays, the research, and the book connect. Occasional updates, no noise, and a free guide on organization for AuDHD minds. www.christiangajewski.com/newsletter
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Newsletter — Christian Gajewski
The essays are on Medium. The research, the book, and everything else is at christiangajewski.com
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 08/07/2026
Before I knew what masking was, I had Nietzsche. He gave me a cosmology for the discomfort. It held for thirty years. At 48, a psychologist named it differently. medium.com/@christian.g...
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The Mask Nietzsche Taught Me to Wear Was Already on My Face
How I spent forty years reading an autism coping mechanism as a philosophical choice.
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 07/07/2026
One place where the essays, the research, and the book connect. Occasional updates, no noise, and a free guide on organization for AuDHD minds. www.christiangajewski.com/newsletter
christiangajewski.com
Newsletter — Christian Gajewski
The essays are on Medium. The research, the book, and everything else is at christiangajewski.com
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 02/07/2026
A psychiatrists' forum bans patients by rule. So I read it as one. Behind anonymous handles, I was "too into Dragon Ball Z" to count as autistic. Named in a room I can't enter. medium.com/the-unexpect...
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Too Into Dragon Ball Z to Count as Autistic
How psychiatry’s anonymous backstage named my autism at 48, inside a room I cannot enter
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Christian Gajewski @christian-gajewski.bsky.social · 28/06/2026
I hate bars. In Spain, bars are where social life happens, so I go anyway. In my pocket: a small bottle of cinnamon essential oil. Not aromatherapy. A two-phase sensory regulation system that took 30 years and one autism diagnosis to understand. medium.com/@christian.g...
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The Reason I Survive Spanish Bars Has Nothing to Do With Willpower.
An autistic adult on sensory overload, a bottle of cinnamon oil, and the two-phase regulation system that actually works.
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