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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

maybe being active on here again will reinspire me for art. WHOS GONNA GO DRAW RN MEEEEE

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 21/12/2025

where can my broke ass find me a sugar daddy smh

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 03/10/2025

situation: i think my best friends boyfriend is into me..... as well as my best friend...... (theyre both poly but are each others' soulmates) (both trans men) (only met his bf once)

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 28/09/2025

@silliigoat.bsky.social .bsky.social i still wonder every day if you're still here or not, i'm really worried and hope you're okay...

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 03/09/2025

i just found the still wrapped christmas gifts i got for my old online friend... idk what to do with them since nobody i know likes invader zim

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 27/08/2025

fire alarm went off. its 1 AM. false alarm. never happened in my life before. im scared shitless and i have a packed ass day tmr. or should i say today.

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 12/08/2025

was in crisis and my dad was escalating the situation and i told him i was at risk of self-unaliving myself in that moment and he called me an attention seeker. i cannot make this shit up.

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 10/08/2025

wow i havent posted on here since i found out something happened to zee's account

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 23/07/2025

i really dont get how people become addicted to nic or cant quit. like i tried it for a week or so and yeah i thought abt using it to take the edge off but i was so busy and knew it was bad so i just didnt. why is it so easy for me to not be addicted to that when i was so deeply addicted to sh...

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 22/07/2025

happy birthday @silliigoat.bsky.social i hope your day goes well. stay strong and im so incredibly proud of you for making it this far. do something nice for yourself and take it easy today 🫶

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 18/07/2025

bro why does everyone have a july birthday, my grandpa, my brother, my friends natalie, luce, nathan, zee, and then my online friend(?) who i kinda miss. ill still wish them a happy birthday, big milestone

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 14/07/2025

ever get so high at work that you cant even walk straight? lol... cant realate...

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 13/07/2025

AINT NO WAY AM I IN RECOVERY? guys. literally ever since my mom started paying me a dollar a day to stay clean ive been solid.

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 10/07/2025

GUYS. GUYS WHERES ZEE. WHY IS HER ACCOUNT DELETED IM GOING TO CRY

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 08/07/2025

went to the movies with my bf to see jurrasic. that british guy. lorddddd im weak for a london accent let me tell you. my pookie got jealous (in a cute joking way) when id start crashing out when i saw that dude on the screen, but lets jz say he wz very happy by end of the movie and i was very sad 😭

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 04/07/2025

love how i can literally speak spanish but nobody lets me take customers orders at work who speak spanish. like my manager introduced me to my coworker who only spoke spanish and i started talking to her in fluent spanish and she walked away and laughed at me. god i need a tan 😭😭😭

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 04/07/2025

woke up from a nighmare and sobbed like a kid because of how bad it hurt and how relieved it wasnt real (i need to talk to pookie about it and i need a hug but hes out of state kms kms lms kms)

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 03/07/2025

why get so mad at me when im distancing myself and then pull away and think ill think nothing of it.

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 03/07/2025

all i do is bend myself backwards for everyone, make everyone my priority, yet not even one person can put me above anyone else. i know its selfish thinking. but im just so fucking done with feeling so alone and only needed when somebody needs something from me.

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 03/07/2025

all i do is drop everything for everyone. it doesnt matter if im in the middle of killing myself, if somebody needs me im there 1,000%. so why, in the rare moments i actually reach out for help, am i always pushed away. why cant anybody care for me like i care for them.

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 29/06/2025

pov u spike the baja blast and u go bahahaha blasting off to another dimention

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 25/06/2025

it s nixe to hesr from them after sich a long time WHY DID MY STOMACH MAKE A NOISE THAT SOUNDED JUST LIKE MY CAT

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 25/06/2025

when u need to keep a bandage on constantly but ur ALLERGIC

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 25/06/2025

wait im so confused idk what to do... my old friend liked my post but from a new handle... like idk what to do, interact or not, i mean i respect the decision they made to cut me off, its what was best for them, but idk if this is them saying they dont hate me or if they want to reconnect? i rly dk

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 25/06/2025

for the first time, i actually feel comfortable letting myself be attached to someone. my pookie told me that hes like me, he never lets himself feel 100% safe with anyone, but in the past month hes let himself be attached to me. i feel honored. and i feel secure knowing i have him like he has me

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 25/06/2025

i wish my mom would be lenient about me hanging out with my pookie but i know she just wants to protect me from heartbreak and being taken advantage of, but idk how to tell her that im with the person i want to walk together forever with. she doesnt believe in HS dating, but she cant count this out

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 22/06/2025

got misgendered yet again. pissed at him again before i even say thank you. he was apologizing for never saying the right things to be and for "being a bad bf" but like its true he cant ever find the right things to say cause i always take it so sensitively

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 22/06/2025

WHY DOES MY STUPID BPD CURSED BRAIN KEEP VILLAINIZING A LITERAL ANGEL. wish my attempts the past two days actually worked ahahaha.

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 22/06/2025

guys ignore that i AM the asshole, i wake up to find out he, from poland, told his friend to get me flowers and deliver them to me. i feel like shit :)

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 20/06/2025

sorry for the inactivity moots im not dead (almost was 💀💀) gimme about a month and hopefully ill be back up and running as a functional art account again 😭

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 14/06/2025

he can legally drink where he is and im getting uncomfortable hearing about it because hes underage here, and its just hard for me to hear about anyone using substances, whether its recreational or not, yk because of other people in my past, but who am i to tell him what not to do. sigh.

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 14/06/2025

im such a green flag, my boyfriend is gonna do welding as his career and i, as the most amazing partner ever, am learning and immersing myself in as much welding culture as i can so i can comprehend his welders vocabulary and know about his interests (more than jz welding) cmon im so awesome right

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 13/06/2025

kinda want this perpetual cycle of pain and suffering to end in whatever way is quickest

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 11/06/2025

me on my way to take my third shit of the day (woke up less than three hours ago)

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 11/06/2025

AISHEIQBSIABDIAVDUABSIWBSUDVWIDVWIDVQJDVWIDVUE @everyone ITS OUT ITS FINALLY OUT!!! GO SUPPORT MY FAVORITE ARTIST AND HER STUNNING WORK SHE PUT OUT, GIVE IT ALL THE LOVE IT DESERVES ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 11/06/2025

someone please tell me something to draw its been too long

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 07/06/2025

whoever said color theory was hard, theyre just a little silly, or maybe im just a prodigy 😣😣

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 07/06/2025

what did one woman say to another woman after she ripped a hole in her jeans? "well, darn it!" ....smite me.

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 06/06/2025

when the person u post ur story for doesnt see ur story

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 05/06/2025

I NEED TO DRAW AUUGHHHH GUYS PLEASE STOP TRYING TO KILL YOURSELVES SERIOUSLY YALLRE SO SEXY STAY ALIVE PLEASE 🙏🙏🙏

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 05/06/2025

i wish nobody had to go through the feeling of their heart dropping at the knowledge that their best friend is going to end their lives at a set date and theres nothing you can do about it.

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 31/05/2025

speaking of one piece i need go catch up i havent watxhed in so long 😭

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 31/05/2025

im gonna surprise my boyfriend before he leaves for poland by taking him to the one piece restaurant near me and getting him flowers and finally finishing fixing his pantsand aksnajdnajd i want to spoil this stinker so much because how can someone be as sweet as he is he deserves the world

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 29/05/2025

i seriously would do anything to spend every day with him. i cant ever get sick of him. i just hope and pray that one day this summer we can spend a whole weekend together.

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¡chópper! 👒 @chopperofficial.bsky.social · 29/05/2025

havent posted art so heres some old poetic genuis i found from a year ago in my notes app

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