chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 31/08/2026I wanna say you get used to the reality that nobody really gives a shit about you but you actually don't 011
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 14/07/2026Yeah dawg I'm just gonna have to do it I can't live like this anymore 000
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 23/06/2026Might kms before the year ends 110
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 22/12/2025The last time I was happy was 2022 000
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 14/12/2025Took two naps woke up and the spirit of kys is strong in my chest 000
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 28/11/2025Sometimes it gets really really hard and I feel like I'm drowning 000
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 25/11/2025Unfortunately it seems I've started binge eating again and have only just realized 010
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 24/10/2025The last two years have broken me down so much 012
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 23/10/2025The Chinicheeks Instagram account is really there so I can look back at post when I wanna kms and instead of kms I laugh and smile and the good times and funny memes 030
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 06/10/2025I'll be okay for a day then I have to go to work and it's misery again 000
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 23/09/2025I prefer to post here bc talking to my friends about it feels like I'm torturing them 000
Reposted by @chinichincheeks.bsky.sociala midsummer nightmare @unhingedcatboi.bsky.social · 23/09/2025you’re laughing, the rapture is tomorrow and you’re laughing 022
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 23/09/2025Last line of defense is telling my parents I'm suicidal and I wanna go home 000
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 23/09/2025You know when a dog or horse get hurt and you have to put them down bc otherwise they'd love a miserable life? Das me y'all gonna have to let me go idk 001
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 23/09/2025I feel like me killing myself is something people would be sad about initially but eventually get over 100
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 23/09/2025No like what is the fucking point 000
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 23/09/2025This is so funny cuz I called it, nothing I put effort into gets any fucking where 000
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 23/09/2025Last year I was the most depressed I've ever been and I'm like okay let me try to fix things, I get the new job I work late and to get extra hours in Soni can do the best that I can I do my thesis on time so it can get graded I try to make time for my friends 100
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 22/09/2025I'm really at my limit with what life can throw at me 000
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 22/09/2025Whoops, forgot nobody cares about me, my bad 000
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 17/09/2025The school is being weird with my submission and if they fuck up and I don't get to graduate again this year I kill myself like I should have last year 👍🏾 000
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 16/09/2025If therapy works why am I fighting a panic attack at work 100
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 31/07/2025I don't know what to do anymore I booked a therapist but what am I supposed to do till then and what am I supposed to do until it starts working 110
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 31/07/2025Noise in my head noise in my head noise in my head noise in my head noise in my head noise in my head noise in my head noise in my head noise in my head noise in my head noise in my head noise in my head 000
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 31/07/2025I think I'm losing my grip lol. Like I have been struggling yes but it's starting to feel out of body 000
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 31/07/2025Nobody's really getting how bad it is this time. I can't envision myself in the future 100
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 31/07/2025First time I went to therapy it was because I was at wits end and saw things getting bad again. It felt like the right step to take with how depressed I had gotten but it was the most unhelpful thing. At the end of the call I remember feeling so defeated. It felt like I couldn't get help 100
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 24/07/2025Spirit of kms is very strong today 000
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 19/07/2025Next person to hurt my feelings will be responsible for my soo side 000
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 12/07/2025It really does get to a point 000
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 30/06/2025Can't wait to submit this so I can get back to acts of SH in the gym 010
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 29/06/2025I feel like this even when there's something to look forward to 100
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 26/06/2025I don't know what to do with this sadness anymore 000
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 15/06/2025I want to hold out for things to get better or for all the bad stuff to make sense but it just feels like it's getting worse and worst and worst 100
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 14/06/2025Can't believe this is my life 000
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 14/06/2025Trying to decide between giving up and trying really hard 000
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 13/06/2025How am I supposed to get any work done under these conditions 011
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 10/06/2025My coworkers will NOT let me develop an eating disorder in peace 000
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 05/06/2025That's so funny, it's like a circle closing 000
chinichincheeks.bsky.social @chinichincheeks.bsky.social · 05/06/2025Went and checked, made it a year again 100
