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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸

@chimadena.bsky.social
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I'm a NH mom, cat mom & also just an irregular human & feeder of trolls. My posts are all over the place. Not sorry. BLM, ACAB linktr.ee/Chimadena13 Venmo @Chimadena13

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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Fucking dating apps. If I set preferences (age, distance from me, etc) I DO MOT WANT TO SEE people outside of those preferences. I am not going to talk to people outside of those preferences. Fuck.
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Guys, don't do this shit. This is not a message to send someone who doesn’t know you exist.
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Completely useless. Utterly devoid of value.
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
sometimes ​my ​brain​ just ​does​ stuff​without​ my​ consent.
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
Can't wait until Monday, and I'm annoyed that those are word that I typed out intentionally. Lol
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
Ugh. I don’t want to be awake. I don’t even really want to be *alive* rn.
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
what i wouldn't give to be able to order subs tonight. Unfortunately, end of the month = end of the money. We barely have enough food to get us through the weekend. Hoping some money comes in monday. Ugh.
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
If I had cute feet I could sell pics to afford food for the next week. Unfortunately, I'm a sasquatch. Lol
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
I want to cover my body in elmers glue and peel it off.
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
Not Tim Curry, too! 💜💜💜 RIP
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
I traded half a bag of 🍆 for a Jareth pillow at convention yesterday, and I feel like David Bowie would be proud of me
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 04/08/2026
I pulled a muscle in my back before I even got out of bed this morning
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
So, I started writing anime fanfic (mostly HxH and JJK) in April. I'm working on Chrollo right now, and something about him makes me want to discuss my favorite books / authors. So far, I have mentioned Poe, Ranpo, Dostoevsky, Tolkien, Jacques, @catvalente.bsky.social @premeemohamed.com (1/?)
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 27/06/2026
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Aurelia
Decided to try fanfic. I'm not used to writing fiction, so ymmv. Posts hit my tik tok first....
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 24/06/2026
Some of my favorite poetry
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 24/06/2026
My littlest babyyyy
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 10/06/2026
I'll be 41 on Sunday, and my mental health is at the lowest point it has been in a *very* long time. I just want to sleep.
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 08/06/2026
Rant Incoming. I'm so fucking tired. I'm tired of being alone - even in a crowded room. I'm tired of having nobody to go to for comfort. Nobody to just hug me and tell me pretty lies like "it's gonna be okay." It's been so very long since I felt seen, wanted, loved... maybe I just don't deserve it
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
I'll be 41 next Sunday. I've never had a good birthday, and I've also never felt more alone than I do lately. Guess I'm just tired.
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 23/05/2026
I like using baker twine because it gives more color
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 21/05/2026
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Music of the Soul
This is very stream of consciousness. While I recognize that it may not accurately reflect my situation from the outside, it is where I am mentally.I have a (slightly altered) lyric running through…
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 11/05/2026
An unforseen challenge of writing fiction that I have noticed is that I keep switching tenses unintentionally. I realize it after a few paragraphs, then have to go back and be like "no, stupid, this is supposed to be past tense!
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 05/05/2026
I need people to talk about anime with... ugh lol
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 02/05/2026
Getting ready for community day next week. If I had any skills at all, I would have made these displays out of wood rather than poster board, but it is what it is.
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 29/04/2026
Currently being held together by spite and glue.

And maybe a tiny bit of pettiness.
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 27/04/2026
Kid is at the hospital, my brain is leaking out my ears, and I'm wound tighter than a drum.
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 26/04/2026
So ready to go swimming and spend time at the ocean
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 24/04/2026
I want.
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 21/04/2026
Hk just wanna curl up in a ball and bedrot for a few days.
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 20/04/2026
Bored. Got stood up again. Annoyed.
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 15/04/2026
Everything is up and posted
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 15/04/2026
I love it when men use fish / cigar pics in their dating profiles. Makes them MUCH easier to weed out. Ooh! Also the ones who only post group pics, or have zero pictures that show their whole faces!
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 14/04/2026
I just want to stop thinking.
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 12/04/2026
Come find me on tiktok. The first one is my main, the second is my fic account. I'm bored.
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 11/04/2026
Wish I had someone that I could trust to stay with me tonight. I need to not be alone right now.
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 11/04/2026
Had to have my kid hospitalized for her mental health today. I'm not doing so well.
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 10/04/2026
Having my child evaluated for hospitalization because I'd rather say goodbye for a little while than have to say goodbye forever. I'm spiraling, and trying not to let her notice. I need a distraction.
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 10/04/2026
I'm working on fanfic for the first time, and I had to write a really tough chapter. I haven't had any idea where this story was going at all, just acted on a vague idea, and it went and got dark on me. Anyway, do I know anyone who watches anime, (specifically hxh) and could read something for me?
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 06/04/2026
Man my paranoia is really kicking in. Reminding myself tgat what I'm worried about is simply not possible doesn't help
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 05/04/2026
I have decided to try writing anime fanfic. I'm having fun writing Illumi so far. www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8gJQG5N/
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TikTok - Make Your Day
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 03/04/2026
Kay, so apparently I write fanfic now 🙃
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 01/04/2026
I want something that I don't want to want. It's very very confusing.

I can't have it, which is a good thing (in theory) because it would be very bad for me and I *know* that.

But I *want* it. In an obnoxiously consuming way.

How do I make it stop?
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 01/04/2026
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A Place to Belong
in I Must Belong Somewhere Bright Eyes wrote “everything, it must belong somewhere” but I have never felt like I belong anywhere… perhaps I am the exception that proves the rule. …
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 31/03/2026
I don't belong in this world
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 30/03/2026
My legs are so swollen that my feet are tingling.
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 29/03/2026
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🐸🍄Elizabeth🍄🐸 @chimadena.bsky.social · 28/03/2026
I find you 
in the words
of those you 
never knew

I find you
in the shadows 
of my dreams

I find you
in my memories
of days
so long ago

I find you
though I try
to turn away

If only I could 
lose your name
to time that
passes by

Nevermore
to think of you
again

Leave you
in the shadows
where my feelings
ought to be

But still your 
memory persists
three decades on

Near two since
last I saw your face
it stays clear
within my mind

Your voice
an echo
in my brain

How impossible 
it seems
to make myself
forget

When the man 
stuck in my head
is always you

So, I'll find you
in the quiet
in the moments
still as ice

I'll find you 
in the chaos
of my mind

I'll find you 
in the knowledge 
that I don't exist
to you

When peace
is all I really 
want to find
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