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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 9h

kisses him all over urghhh i love my handsome boyfriend ☝️☝️☝️☝️

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 9h

ouuuu my beautiful wonderful handsome boyfriend oh my goodness that’s my pretty boy ohhh

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 12h

curled up in boyfriends bed while he’s out getting his hair done ufggg i miss him

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 12h

HORRENDOUS stomach focused anxiety rn

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

bro i’m such a fucking annoying chud i just keep making things more difficult for everyone around me i should hang myself

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

i want to scream my fucking lungs out holy FUCK

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CurtDogg @curt.dog · 02/10/2026

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

me looking at my blade like this the moment i get home later. i know im not gonna be able to cut but GOD i fucking want to

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

like i’ve calmed down from my panic attack and yet i STILL want to bash my head so hard into the ground it fucking cracks my skull😭😭🙏

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

i’m so. what the fuck is wrong with me??? like id really love to know. i’m such a fucking annoyance to everyone around me and i don’t know why i can’t stop thinking this way

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

i guess i’ve calmed down enough to go let the dogs outside at zach’s neighbors house

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

i’m shaking soficking vaad a cabt STOP

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

actively sobbivf abd truggling to brearhe ohyeah i loveyhis

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

i’m gonna vomit i’m freakingout sobaf

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

ok so now it’s turning into a panic attacj

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Azur420 @axxur2.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

teenagers on twitter getting mad at grown woman for having motherly feelings toward a minor character. and by teenagers i mean one single teenager. there’s nothing wrong with having familial yumeships as a grown woman you’re just sensitive

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

i can’t tell if i’m about to have a panic attack or if im just having that weird body anxiety

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

bro why am i so stupid like not even in a “aw i’m so stupid i forgot something!!” way, i am genuinely just fucking stupid

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

ILL NEVER STOP, ID RATHER DIE, ILL GIVE MY LIFE AWAY FOR ONE. MORE. GLASS. OF MILKKKKK /lyrics (go listen to tall warm glass of milk by OCT it’s fire and the music video is cool)

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

seriously like i’m gonna start sobbing. i haven’t even been awake for more than 10 minutes and i already want to kill myswlf bruh

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

too early. aggravated. i want to scream

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

“wahhh oh noo the meat juice got on the mac and cheese get over it” i will hang myself in your fucking closet

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

they just continue to mock me for things that are extremely serious in my mind because i literally cannot function when things are fucked up for me

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

actually nvm im gonna cry so hard i vomit right now actually. my parents vs caring about their neurodivergent child’s sensory issues.

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

i’m lowkey tweaking but it’s fine i guess. my mom made mac and cheese im probably gonna eat that and then cry so hard i vomit.

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

walking past the crisis lady who’s actually here for my sister with cuts all over me under my clothes

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

struggling to walk to the library so my mom can pick my up because my thigh stings so fuckinf bad but whatever cuz it’s gonna get worse as soon as i’m home

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

crazy thing is i was completely fucking right

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

my tails plushies in my bed watching me relapse for the second time this month after being clean for almost a year

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

“nobody cares tord omggg shut the fuck up and do it alreadyyy” said everyone ever

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

it’s just a fucking constant cycle. i’m alone and freaking the fuck out every day, and then i hang out with people and im fine, and it repeats. i need to be killed for the cycle to stop.

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⋆˚꩜｡ tord / pickles @chickenstu.bsky.social · 28/09/2026