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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 11h

just got absolutely painted with cum by a girl who I helped start hrt laundry time wowow I love my life

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 15h

put on my bandmate's oversized beanie at practice yesterday and she said it made me look like a theyfab

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

OKAY BUT THEY WON'T FUCK THE PUMPKIN THEY'RE COWARDS

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I asked the girlies in the group chat if they wanted to have a party where we all fuck the same pumpkin and then scoop out and cook and eat the seeds after and they're all making fun of me and calling me a jack off lantern

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

wonderful, and yes feel free to call upon me any time!! <3333<3

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

a very annoying gay man on youtube taught me how to do layers and then I did them on a friend yesterday and they look AMAZING and it's like god damn it

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

dude I love cutting hair is this gonna become my new thing???? god help me

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

anybody asking anything of me feels like a form of pressure. if I care about this person liking me, I will say yes, regardless of my own feelings and desires, and the tension hurts as I wrangle them back into place. so why ask at all? my desires are a gordian knot, longing to be cut.

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

thinking about my desire for service submission in the context of being someone who lives in fear of saying no I think it's something about the non-optional nature I feel in requests being made explicit when this person is better and deserves it, the illusion of my choice evaporates true freedom.

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

party for spice and liberation pumpkin for spice and liberation pumpkin for socialism and latte

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

need to suck off a girl who wants bottom surgery and treat her body with such reverence and awe and worship that she decides against it

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

injection day injection day INJECTION DAY INJECTION DAY INJECTION DAY RIGHTEOUS PENETRATION today is injection day.

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

misogyny kink is so cool because it's like wow women are inferior and subservient that's so awesome that's so hot, but then it naturally begs the question of, well what's something even lower than a woman? a girl.

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

so fucked up that your laundry and kitchen are so far away

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

so I never shaved since bottom surgery in 2014 but I needed to in order to get my pussy tattoo and now it's growing back and I'm like uh oh wuh oh I fear I am becoming a "no body hair at all" girlie which yes is very based very kidmaxxer of me but also I don't have the money for this shit dawg

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

hey so being ignored is kinda preferable to me is that okay where do I mail it

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

TAKE A BREAK FROM VIDEO GAMES INSTEAD I BEG OF THEE

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

squirrel maid tail broom squirrel maid tail duster holy shit

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

hey so there's this girl who looks just like you and also this other girl who gets mistaken for that girl a lot and is curious idk I mean maybe you could ask them maybe

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

thing about getting shot in the calf is she'd probably have to hold onto it real low and hobble a long distance to a place where she can take the bullet out herself in private which would be pretty cool thigh is more "immediate attention from someone else while laying down biting a rag" which idk

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

is it okay if it's to the calf instead of the thigh? femoral artery and all...

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

could do it with a 22 probably if that counts for you

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

"my deepest sympathies." "my deepest shrimpathies." "my deepest shrimps." "my deep sea shrimps." <- been saying this lately

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

FUN FACT: archaeologists uncovering pompeii was kinda foundational to our modern idea of porn vs art. there was so much sex art everywhere they thought the whole city was a brothel. but no - erotic art in your house just meant you had taste. same energy here imo. hope you get it someday!

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

that said I do like three different bitches' injections every week and it rocks lol

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

SO, I actually got close with my gf initially because she was gonna be my needle mentor? we got together for a first sesh and I unexpectedly got pretty squeamish and called it off. so it's something about injection type stabbing in particular I like, vs surface skin stabbing which doesn't hit for me

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I've straight up found that telling a therapist point blank that something isn't working for me has helped. like "hey this isn't helpful/doesn't address what I want" -> what can we do instead mutual problem solving type beat and then usually arriving at something that works through that process

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

okay but humbert humbert is literally the ideal man is the thing

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

honestly an extremely massive vibe that I, maid-coded little chores freak for others, live in a fucked up punk house myself, and love it here

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

yet another post inspired by discussions in the band group chat in front of our straight cis guy drummer

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

YOU'RE SO COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL I KNEW IT WAS SOME BULLSHIT LET'S FUCKING GO WOW THAT'S MY FRIEND

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

this has gotta be castration movie right eleanor

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

what if I just... inject saline... just to do it more

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

just did my shot and it was so awesome I already wanna do it again but apparently I CAN'T (BOOOOOOOOO)

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I was thinking sex tourism but you're right that it'd be good to diversify

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

hey yes so this is my dream and who knows maybe someday we could do it maybe if we have weird dubious revenue streams we could manage who knows

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

dude is out here telling us about his dates with cis girls where they end up being pro israel meanwhile I'm telling him about the inner workings of my feelings about the gangbang collective me and my friends are starting

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

truthfully it just begs the question of "would completing the circle improve or harm the band's chemistry"

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I told him about thigh sex and how if he likes blowjobs he should simply bag himself a tranny and he just put his hand on his chin and nodded with raised eyebrows

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

we're teaching him to speak fluent transsexual it's so dangerous

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

my band consists of three trans girls who are all fucking/have fucked each other and our extremely chill stright cis boy drummer who thinks this fact makes for better and more interesting art and referred to his drum throne as a cuck chair chat what does this mean

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

dude I went ~10 years of my transition without them and it's like I was a zombie only upon getting bangs was I liberated baptism by scissors

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12 year old meetra kotys @chestnut-curl.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

THE NEW BANGS GIRL SAID THEY'RE, QUOTE, "LIFE ALTERING" CHAT IF YOU'VE NEVER HAD BANGS BEFORE I SWEAR TO GOD THEY'RE LIKE, A BIGGER DEAL THAN TRANSITIONING GET BANGS ASAP IT WILL CHANGE EVERYTHING I SWEAR

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