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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎

@cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social
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23 | she/her? | -18 dni | edsky | undiagnosed crazy person | self image + bingeing issues | here for community + venting | trying to live the life I deserve 5'5 | hw: 215lbs | ugw: 120lbs | cw: idek (¬ºཀ°)¬

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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 07/05/2026
RIP good luck!
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 07/05/2026
absolutely milking my screen time this morning before I have to get up for work ☠️
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 07/05/2026
back at it again with the intermittent fasting. finished a 29 hr fast yesterday 🙌
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 22/06/2025
it's really just a matter of changing my mindset. i've been missing out on so much life because i feel like i have to be this idealized version of myself in order to even deserve to be happy. i just need to listen to my body and soul for once instead of stripping away everything that makes me human
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 22/06/2025
doing that thing again where i'm thinking of just loving myself and focusing on health instead of beauty... wonder how long it's gonna last this time
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 16/06/2025
i'm not here to be negative, but damn is it hard not to be negative rn
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 08/06/2025
I feel so inadequate. I think I'm just gonna start fasting again. I don't know what I was thinking.
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 04/06/2025
down 1 lb this morning (⁠ʘ⁠ᴗ⁠ʘ⁠✿⁠)
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 04/06/2025
hot girl walk of the day concluded 💅
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 01/06/2025
went on a walk with hubby after work. I really didn't want to but this weight ain't gonna lose itself ┐⁠(⁠ ̄⁠ヘ⁠ ̄⁠)⁠┌
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 01/06/2025
I'm going to be walking on the treadmill every single day, no exceptions. I am allowed one rest day per week. my goal is to walk at least 3 miles per day which takes about an hour depending on pace. gotta lose all the weight I gained back QUICK
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 01/06/2025
been obsessed with VS lately and I've been binge watching all of the fashion shows. ✨ manifesting ✨
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 29/05/2025
tried jogging today and got the worst mile time of my life 😭
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 29/05/2025
just snacked on some snap peas that I grew myself ☺️🌿 I didn't harvest much (like 6 or 7 pods) but they were so crunchy and sweet I love them
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 28/05/2025
I have a little treadmill that I need to use more often. I really only use it on my days off for 40 to 60 min walk sesh and then go about my day. I wish my job allowed for an actual lunch break 😭 we just chill whenever we get the chance
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 28/05/2025
most of my job is just standing in the same spot for hours and I dont live in the city so I don't really have an excuse to walk anywhere either. After work I usually walk up and down my stretch of road which is about 2 miles. I only average between 5k and 7k steps a day 😞
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 28/05/2025
how tf do some of you guys get like 20,000 steps a day
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 26/05/2025
Anyway, rant over. Trying not to stew in what others think of me because their opinions don't mean shit, but also this is just super unfair and idk if I should do something or not. Really tempted to get these mfs fired
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 26/05/2025
All these bitches are just that. Bitches. I've worked so fucking hard to get to where I am today and this is the thanks I get? Are you kidding? They throw me in the middle of everything not knowing WTF is going on and get mad when I mess up. What sense does that make? Maybe show me what's up first?
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 26/05/2025
it's like this though; I've only been at this job for 2 months and everything I have learned is no thanks to them. I trained my damn self. Yeah, I still have room for improvement, but the only way I'm going to improve is by working in places I need to improve in, which they don't allow me to
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 26/05/2025
found out all my coworkers think I suck at my job today 🥲
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 21/05/2025
wasn't that bad actually...
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 20/05/2025
got like 5 hours of sleep because the rain woke me up and I have to work with the owners of the business I work for. today is gonna suck ass I just know it.
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 19/05/2025
I really couldn't tell you if I had more energy today because I have a sinus infection and I'm on my p e r i o d
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 19/05/2025
gonna try and focus on having multiple small meals a day instead of just one huge one at the end of the day because I always end up over eating. I'm really hoping I'll have more energy and motivation and try to be more active.
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 19/05/2025
Intermittent fasting is just not it anymore. I've gained 11 lbs in the past 2 months and I've been doing IF the whole time. ngl it worked like magic for a little while but a lot in my life has changed lately and it's just not working anymore.
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 19/05/2025
just had ⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𝓫𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝓯𝓪𝓼𝓽 ⋆˙⟡ for the first time in literal months
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 14/05/2025
i hate my face. and my body. and my psyche. i think i just hate myself.
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 13/05/2025
yeah I hardly ever see it 😭
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 13/05/2025
yo malespo kinda hits different
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 30/04/2025
~ D I A R R H E A ~
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 27/04/2025
girl, same
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 27/04/2025
XD I'm cackling at this question. but yeah depending on how much fat you have in your abdomen sitting up straight can make it go away, but if you have a belly you just have a belly and the only way to make it go away is to lose weight
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 25/04/2025
tysm <3 i just try to ignore it all but sometimes it gets difficult. nothing i can't deal with though!
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 25/04/2025
oh I'm fine Dolly!! work is just stressful. It's a lot of drama for no reason lmao
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 25/04/2025
definitely not chill so far DX
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 25/04/2025
bro that's my goal weight XD
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 25/04/2025
didn't sleep for shit. hopefully today is chill however i doubt it
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 23/04/2025
the bf wanted pizza last night so... we both binged on pizza
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 21/04/2025
reeeaaally thought about having breakfast this morning since i didn't sleep well, but i inevitably decided against it. idk if this is a win or not lmao i guess we'll see after my shift today.
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 20/04/2025
i think my time away to relax on my diet was well deserved but its time to lock back in. i've gained a significant amount of weight and i can see it in my face. it's getting warmer. it feels like my time is almost up but i still have so much work to do.
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 19/04/2025
ive still got some things i need to take care of but it shouldn't be so much i can't take care of myself anymore.
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 19/04/2025
life keeps on life-ing. anyway a lil update: i got a new job and i'm a lot happier now. gonna focus on my weight loss now fr this time (ᵕ—ᴗ—)
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 07/03/2025
periodt. ⭕
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 07/03/2025
my coworker, who i consider to look relatively normal, is in the mid 150s if I remember correctly. i wanna be normal 🥺
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 07/03/2025
even though i've lost 43 lbs i'm still the fat friend
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 06/03/2025
😫 i feel your pain!! i'm also an ex nail biter (still struggle sometimes) i always filed off the free edge whenever I had the urge. not so short that it hurt though, just enough that I couldn't rip them off so easily.
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 06/03/2025
every time i look in the mirror i still see myself at my worst. ig that's just how it is when you have a high starting weight. 12 more lbs till my next goal ✨
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 06/03/2025
did not realize that you have to shake your apple cider vinegar or it'll separate. definitely stronger now 😖
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ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔶 𔓎 @cherry-gh0ul.bsky.social · 22/02/2025
why doesn't the universe let me sleep whenever i have an early morning DX
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