cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 30/09/2026nervous system depressants in general make me feel so normal it sucks that like all of them are addictive and bad for your health long term 110
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 30/09/2026turns out the only thing i needed to have enough confidence to roleplay in a public space was half a glass of vodka. fiund the cheat code 191
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 27/09/2026here's a new oc i'm working on (and might make them in ffxiv too) 050
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 25/09/2026one of the things i'm most looking forward to doing once i'm medicated is roleplaying, tbh it's just not really realistic at the moment with how much anxiety i have but i love writing and i love sharing things with other people it's like one of my favourite things in the world :,) 0100
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 25/09/2026in the future i think i'll avoid any medication that has a possible side effect of making you want to super kill yourself 040
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 25/09/2026i tried going on a new medication recently that was supposed to help my anxiety & adhd, and i got all the worst side effects and none of the positive benefits from it, so that's kinda where i've been for 2 months i'm getting myself off of it now though :,) 1100
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 24/09/2026slowlyyy going to try returning to public modding soon, i have a huge backlog of stuff that just needs a preview to put out there 161
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 24/09/2026#1 is your typical emotionally neglected soldier type #2 is a really shitty lawyer who often skirts the law himself #3 is a psychiatrist and drug manufacturer who works with the garlean elite #4 is a journalist who writes anti-government pieces and hates rich people 040
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 24/09/2026it is a little frustrating that there's absolute radio silence about these social media changes infringing on personal privacy until it happens to americans. like i get it, you're far less likely to care about something unless it affects you personally, but we've been dealing w this for months 0120
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 24/09/2026it did this to me when i tried to verify with photo only and i ended up having to use my id... like i literally have a beard i don't know why it thought i was a minor 120
Reposted by cheembs🤍 beleth is existing @thornguts.bsky.social · 20/09/2026iunno, has some issues ill fix.............. eventually www.xivmodarchive.com/modid/169311 heliosphere.app/mod/pxr293vb... 09037
Reposted by cheembs🤍 beleth is existing @thornguts.bsky.social · 13/09/2026i modded www.xivmodarchive.com/modid/168881 heliosphere.app/mod/xv91cyq5... 05122
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 21/09/2026mr solheim your natural aegyo is off the charts save some for the rest of us 020
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 21/09/2026i give up on trying to give him actually curly hair 😭 new vanilla thing in progress ... 180
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 21/09/2026it frustrates me that this is a controversial take in some circles because nobody would argue with you if you said that making caricatures of other types of people is bad 010
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 19/09/2026i'm too cooked to gpose anything for real rn so i'm just making tobias do emotes and clapping my hands like a seal 1140
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 18/09/2026i could have a look if you haven't found anyone else to do it yet ... 010
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 16/09/2026i hope the russian influence is as obvious as i've tried to make it 150
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 16/09/2026i've been slowly working on alexius's house. here's his bedroom :) 2180
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 16/09/2026feels kinda weird designing characters younger than 30, i have to add less definition to their faces and i'm so used to putting in wrinkles and eye bags and stuff it feels like something is missing lmao 040
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 15/09/2026oh my god bruh bluesky set my messages back to only allow them from people i follow idk how long it's been like that bc i literally changed it and They changed it back 000
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 14/09/2026damn, i just realised i lost the little house i made for my lizard 😭 it's fine, i have enough screenshots i can recreate it still feeling the effects of losing my ssd... 050
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 13/09/2026i think the root of this issue is that a lot of people struggle to separate the character from the writer, both from an outside perspective and from the writers themselves. another reason why i'm afraid of roleplaying. people don't treat oc writing the same as other forms of writing 1131
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 13/09/2026seriously though i worry about talking about the darker aspects of a lot of my ocs openly because people will think that means i hold the same opinions ... no i just really enjoy writing about guys who fucking suck 060
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 13/09/2026shaking my head when writing oc lore so that everyone knows i don't condone their actions 170
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 13/09/2026i used to be active in this server but left a while ago mainly because the lead moderator is an absolute fucking twat, i'm seeing that hasn't changed i really am not the kind of person to openly say shit like this but fuck that guy 1160
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 12/09/2026i think it's been long enough i can post that yesterday's wordle was ASTER they did this for me.. 071
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 11/09/2026he's also probably one of my most mentally tortured characters 110
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 11/09/2026now that i'm thinking about it, alexius is probably one of if not my most morally evil characters he was comfortable building a nice life for himself on the suffering of thousands, which i suppose is how he became a legatus in the first place. he only wanted to break free when it affected him badly 130
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 11/09/2026i'm gonna use julius's old design as what he looked like when he was younger and the current one as what he looks like rn i think... he's barely existed for 2 weeks and i've already changed him so much lol 0110
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 11/09/2026i didn't even see the Thing in the background when i first liked this post and i looked at it again and got scared 110
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 10/09/2026crafting a new corruption arc for alexius because there is no way he has the capacity or the desire to fully heal after everything he's done lmfao at least he's not committing war crimes anymore 020
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 09/09/2026worth noting that i've never actually done something like this before so it's going to be a big learning experience and certainly won't be released any time soon, though i am planning to have ftm options and other things on release this time 020
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 09/09/2026yeah basically, it's just that using tbse as a base is sort of counter-intuitive and i'd need to retopo + reweight & probably re-uv half of the entire thing before i get it to a point where i'm happy with it, which is why i just want to make something from scratch 120
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 09/09/2026i'll finish the ftm add on before i ever start anything but i've been thinking about making something from scratch for quite a while 130
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 09/09/2026would u guys be mad at me if i made another body from the ground up and abandoned support for tbse xl lol 270
cheembs @cheembs.bsky.social · 09/09/2026i'm pretty sure wol aster is an ISFJ-T ? honestly i don't like mbti as much as stuff like enneagram because the descriptions are always aggressively positive. he is not a healthy or normal example of this personality type lol 050