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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I felt called out af at I Am But An Inept Villainess and the second episode cinches it. Ever wonder how a chronically ill person's daily reality is? Check out episode two.

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I...forgot how intense the itching can be when tattoos heal...and my dumbass hss a half sleeve now.

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Itchy Scratching Bear

ALT: Itchy Scratching Bear

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

As we get closer to election day I see more and more bots out to sow division. (I think we should play bingo) But I did see one that frankly made me pause. The White House is not *his*. Its *ours*. #vote #itsourhouse

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

The moment of excitement when the new project starts to move forward. *squeee*

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

On other news - just want to throw out the reminder that one of the hardest decisions a child can ever do is decide how much contact to maintain with a parent. Anyway, back to cleaning!

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I have found @cmalongi.bsky.social here and that is one less hold on me over on ig. It has become a time sink over there and I got things to accomplish! Like finish the move so I can go back to streaming/larping.

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I am a fantastic cook. This, I know. I have been complimented by professionals and laymen alike (even Yan from Yan Can Cook has said so!) But I have never cooked nopales until today. And let me tell you, fresh cut cactus smells divine.

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

Til that women with hypermobility disorders scored higher on autonomic symptom scales than MS and suddenly this last week makes complete sense. Its been a week and I am still struggling to get back to baseline.

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

To be so beautiful and enticing that a whole song is written about you and have no clue until a whole segment drops about how its made. Sisqo and the Thong Song...she left an impression alright.

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

I was asked today if I am vegetarian and the truth is I am not. I guess I am closer to a polloterian these days. Red meat is more of a treat as of late for various reasons chiefly that ita heavy and I find myself on a meat hang over when I *do* eat it.

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Tell me you are larger without telling me you are a larger. Found this potion at the bottom of my purse. #justlarpthings #darkwoodnights #pnwlarp

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

I guess the moral of the story is that life is too short for you to spend it trying to fit into a mold someone has decided is yours. Be yourself, unashamedly, truthfully.

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

"The man you marry is going to have to have a strong hand to put up with your attitude." - mother My ex called me hysterical, emotional and manipulative. We couldn't go two days without fighting. Tree and I have been dating for 4 years, living together for 3 and a half. Fights we have had: 0

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Me: have you ever done The Hot Ones challenge? Suula: I would love to, but I am *white*

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

I am officially Washingtonian despite having lived here for over a decade. I stepped out of the shower, spritzed my hydrating spray, looked at my reflection on the mirror and saw myself sparkle. Tree Hut's Ocean Breeze turned me into a vampire. A great smelling vampire.

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Noah Mika as Edward Cullen Sparkles in Twilight

ALT: Noah Mika as Edward Cullen Sparkles in Twilight

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

The funny thing about grief is how it can trigger chain reaction of memories that was buried for so long that the sudden resurfacing of it highlights how long one has been stuck on survival mode. And I am thankful I have made it to the other side. Living is not the same as survival.

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

I had been planning to do it for a while, and while I am saddened that it took Dolly's passing as the push that became a shove but I have found a way to continue to support my community fight food insecurity in a more tangible way than donating. Dolly and Mr Rogers, we have helpers.

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

I try to be the sort of person I needed at my lowest and that means holding myself accountable to change for the better. I will help you but I will not do for you -- and that is one of the hardest, most painful lessons I have ever had to learn.

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

Talking to Mom today I was able to articulate how I want to live: If I were to die today, I would like to be the sort of person who could look me in the eye without shame because I was the human who did not let hate or fear be someone I wasn't.

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

I mean.. Silence of the Lamb sounds great. I even have Chianti on hand....but Studio Gibli food is begging to be made. Help! #culinaryadventure #moviedatenight #whattocook

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

Doing something new. I havent had much time to stream amidst chaos and I am unsure when i will be able to...but Tree suggested nerd-food content when I said we should try a culinary experience date night. As in, watch a movie and enjoy food based on that movie. Where to start?!

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

Watching Yellowstone clips today. Came across the bit where Beth calls Rip and informs him that Daddy died. It broke something inside me as I vividly recall doing the same that fateful December. But he put me on mute. He left me on read. Showed hp 3 hrs later because of the bus schedule.

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

I break my fast to simply say that I was not prepared for my theme of the year to be "I love you, but I love me more." Nor was I prepared to see how quickly folk leave when it becomes apparent that effort is necessary. A bittersweet end to a great beginning.

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

Growing up, I became fascinated by vehicles and bikes. Too many hours spent inside the garage with dad working on cars, I guess. I just *adored* listening to him info dump. So when i see a nodded 1930 Ford Model A with a custom radiator, I will sit, stare in awe, then info dump too. 😉

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

The amount of feet i have reconstructed is dumb. Next time.. ill be more careful about cropping off feet on accident.

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

Made a knock off twilight game on Rimworld called Dusk. Somehow this version if Bella (Nellie Duck) married both the vampire and would be were wold and their kid, Relaxing Elephant finally is old enough to help with chores. They're currently moving from Spork to Spoons, Wa.

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

I just bit down on an ice cube floating in my coffee and was pleasantly surprised to taste coffee and cardamom. Then I realized the ice was made with the last quarter cup if my special blend.

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

It was also incredible to see the *exact* moment the relationship ended with the Swede in that camera roll too. I see the text message. I get stuck in my head. Tears and hurt etched across my face and slowly the hurt transforms to some ferocious strength I had no idea existed.

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

I do not model often. I feel most comfortable behind the camera and after a decade long break (depression is a bitch!) I finally got back behind the lens. And to my poor heart's discontent I found a couple of sd cards I thought missing and was not prepared to see again.

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

A Swiftly Tilting Planet was amazing. I have not felt this excited about a series in a while and it feels like the clock is ticking backwards while I wait for the work day to be finished. Why? Because I want to sink into a rocking chair and Crack open book 4 of 5.

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

No wonder my teachers were amazed at my vocabulary at grade 6. A Wrinkle In Time had me reading the dictionary and thesaurus alongside it back then...and thirty years later im at it again with the rest of the series. I get to rediscover old favorite words and learn new ones.

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

I do not want to add fuel to the fire but . 179 pages into A Swiftly Tilting Planet and "scry" and "scrying" has been mentioned at least 10 times and we have not even gone deeply into Brandon's seeing ability. Btw, I got a dictionary coming because of the word "scabrous".

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

I started reading again...and that included reading the dictionary alongside it. I feel like we need to have an hour of reading on Wednesdays and have a discussion group right after!

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

Had fried catfish and chicken on Friday. Broke out in hives. The hives are gone but I got red dots all over. And it itches. Worth it! (There was fried shrimp on the menu)

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 20/05/2026

The awkward moment I have to explain to my doctor I simply have violent hobbies and I am not being abused. Had an exam and the look of alarm I was given when the many, many bruises from the weekend were seen. "Larping" is officially in my medical records.

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 18/05/2026

You know its been a great LARP weekend when both knees end up k-taped and you find three more bruises you were not expecting. #justlarpthings #dwn

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

Dear D, I am sorry to hear about the sad circumstances of your move. I know how hard you worked on your oasis. I am glad you still speak to my mother and eldest sister. May they give you the support they can't give me and the love I am unable to share with you. Love you always, suma

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 05/05/2026

Funny how this year I grieve the parent that is still alive as I have come to realize the one that no longer walks the mortal realm is always with me. Happy birthday from the universe, I see the signs of his presence when I least expect them.

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 16/04/2026

Do it. Do the thing scared. Chances are you will succeed more than you ever thought. :)

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 16/04/2026

We celebrate friends doing things to better their lives over here, even if said things are a little scary... like going back to school as adults. A nurse. A counselor. An engineer. I am so proud for them!! (And excuse me while start devising grad presents)

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

I may be afraid of heights and I may scream like a chicken, but this vacation is oddly relaxing. www.twitch.tv/sumasaurusrex #peak #iamagoat #chaossquad

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Lets go on vacation! - Chaos Squad Edition

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

Picked up a third job that is stronger to my skill set: Death and Taxes.....but also listened to the Chaos Squad when they suggested a vacation with Peak.

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

The Chaos Squad reintroducing me to a friend I had not seen in over a decade. "You remember Suma, yes? The one who rolled down the hill laughing while were supposed to keep them safe?"

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SumasaurusRex | vtuber - Ocassional Fleshtuber @chaos-supreme.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

Orientation went great and the new coach was fantastic. Made some good cash today! Thank you for stopping by!

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