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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

i realized how much this song says about my issues with relationships... damn man, i miss her so much...

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

i miss 2023... unfortunately this year was the start of my depression.

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 25/10/2025

i can't stop thinking about her. i can't stop thinking how i hurt her. i can't stop thinking about my life with her. i can't stop thinking. i can't stop thinking. i can't stop thinking. i can't stop thinking about to kill myself.

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 24/10/2025

suicide thoughts comes again to haunts me... fuck it.

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 24/10/2025

i miss you so much... i should have treated you better.

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 16/09/2025

i'll never fall in love with someone the same way that i fell in love with you.

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 19/08/2025

i'm tired of being tired... idk if this makes sense, but yeah... i'm really tired of all this bullshit, and stuffs. i don't even have motivation to get up of my bed, knowing the cycle of the day are gonna repeat... again, again, again... and again.

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 17/08/2025

"[...] I'd move on. And probably forget about you." - Jax.

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 30/06/2025

is it worth end with everything like that? ... i'm sorry, but ig my time in here has ended. maybe i can come back... sometime... idk. thx for everyone here. i love you all. bye.

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 14/05/2025

that takes me one step closer to the edge, and i'm about to break. (yeah that's a linkin park reference, but... idk.)

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 06/05/2025

why did i make a profile to vent? (in english) - here my posts range are smaller to the main - i guess here there are more friends than strangers (all who follows this account i consider my friend) - i feel more confortable to speak in another language for themes like this :)

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 05/05/2025

well, at least... i'm trying to move on... :) ʸᵒᵘ ˢʰᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵈᵒ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵃᵐᵉ

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 05/05/2025

i want vent so bad here, but im afraid fuck

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 30/04/2025

i only back to bsky just to vent out. bye.

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 30/04/2025

i'm such a hipocrate. i really hate me.

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 30/04/2025

fuck man. i really don't know, what to say, but, really... just stop with this, it's the same thing, again, and again, and again... stop jumping to conclusions, you really know that's not true. i know i might being so much hipocrate now, but.. just stop overthinking, really. im tired of this shit.

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 17/04/2025

that's it? i'm drowning in my own ignorance? in my own rudeness? i'm losing all. all my life. go f*ck yourself wendel. you're a such an asshole. ...

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 06/04/2025

idc if call me ugly, even if was a joke i already see myself as the ugliest person :D

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 02/04/2025

one person who i talked to like every day, just disappear... and that was after i stop it to keep contact with it one more person who i made sad. wow, what a great friend i am... somebody just km pls.

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 01/04/2025

🇧🇷 :). "Não quero falar de amor Que volto pros momentos de tudo que aguentei Uma pena que eu não vou Da tristeza eu lembro, que bom que você se foi" - (des)amor, Odeon

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 31/03/2025

i'm useless, right dad? i don't deserve anything. i'm your worst son. sorry.

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 30/03/2025

i want to cry so much... why i'm like this? i only make people sad AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH sorry. :(

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 29/03/2025

i just want to get away from you... pls, just leave me forget me

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 29/03/2025

maybe i'll block it on my main account too. :p

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

i don't care anymore, it's the same thing again, and again, and again... if she thinks that i'm with someone, so i'll not even try to prove the opposite. i'm alone, just me, with my friends. so... just leave me alone, with my thoughts, and happy.

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 11/03/2025

i fell my days are just passing in loops... it happen just the same thing, every day. every. day.

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

"Doki Doki Literature Club! OST - Sayo-nara" ...

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 28/02/2025

it sucks to dedicate a song to a person, and now every time i hear this song i can only remember her..

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 20/02/2025

why do I feel bad for a person who turn up my life into a hell..? i hate myself.

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 14/02/2025

i watched these two movies... (ig) i cried. i swear... omg, these two are masterpieces. ... :(

Movie poster of "The Tunnel to Summer, the Exit of Goodbyes" (Natsu e no Tonneru, Sayonara no Deguchi)

Movie poster of "I want to eat your pancreas" (Kimi no Suizō o Tabetai)

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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒈𝒈 𝙴𝙽. @chaggen.bsky.social · 11/02/2025

and here we go to read some old conversations... gn.

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