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we managed to book spaces .... after THREE HOURS of trying to get some 😭

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we wanna go during easter weekend bc my gf's got the time off and im so worried that we're gonna have to leave it bc by the time im able to load in, they'll all be gone 💀 and i can't handle parks without rap in any case

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currently have been stuck on the confirm reservation button loading for TEN!!!!! MINUTES so im having to sack it and try again. but THIS time, it's just coming up with an error every time i try and load dates 😐

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why is the merlin RAP app so painful to use omg ive tried booking like 3 times now and every time it takes 5 minutes to respond to me pressing the park i want to book for and then the buttons load for so long that i have to keep exiting the app and trying again

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it makes me feel so pathetic

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one food made me sick (food poisoning i think) 6 months ago after the first time i tried it and the thought of being around it makes my anxiety spike and makes me nauseous. the worst part about arfid is when it's proven RIGHT because it makes it so much worse and it makes me 10000% more avoidant

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ppl who shit on "picky eaters" piss me off bc arfid has low key ruined my life lmao

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if i didn't rely on social media i would be a lot more strict with my screenzen settings... but it takes at least 30 minutes per video app to edit and upload videos to tiktok and instagram sometimes so i cant be too strict with it

Eden @cerisethedemon.bsky.social · 25/03/2026

downloading screenzen because ive developed an addiction to instagram reels and it's making my life noticeably and considerably worse 😭😭😭

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strawberry lemon corrected i wanna lemon lime from a new perspective

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i was just minding my own god damn business 😭

i can tell that spring is here because I've sneezed about 50 times already and ive only been awake for an hour lmao

not gonna go into it bc it's pretty much been resolved, but yeah. not a very good day. at least i know ppl have got my back. fucking hell

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i rarely get angry but God im angry. today's been so, so ass. all i wanted to do was finish my suit and hang out with my wife for their birthday but instead i got dragged headfirst into some petty, pointless fucking drama against my will that could have been entirely avoidable

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Eden @cerisethedemon.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

I can't sleep bc ive had a very shit day LMFAO today was supposed to be chill 😭😭

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hashtag lesbians 4 leon s kennedy

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im so angry about it man, i'm not in the games industry but i did 2 years of game dev in college and i can absolutely appreciate all the artistry behind these games seeing RE9 being used as an example fucks me off more because that game was absolutely BEAUTIFUL

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and it's not like modding, where there are ALSO human artists behind the mods (though i do sneer at people who make mods for the purpose of making people sexier and easier to objectify). AI is just a computer painting over real people's work

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"oh it uses AI to make photorealistic lighting!!" photorealistic lighting doesn't change your facial structure and give you makeup, you fucks and you know damn well it's only the women being changed as greatly as this. you know damn well the men don't get this much of an alteration.

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like they made grace look like she's got a full face of makeup and buccal fat removal. brother, that's an normal ass woman and FBI desk jockey that's been thrown into nightmares beyond imagination, WHY would she look like a runway model???

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Eden @cerisethedemon.bsky.social · 15/03/2026

nahh fuck the whole DLSS 5 thing. artists designed a game and its characters to look a certain way and i would much rather experience it that way, why on earth would you choose to use something that Yassifies every character and essentially paints over the original artists' work???

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i can bake but I can't cook for shit 😭😭😭

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Eden @cerisethedemon.bsky.social · 15/03/2026

cooked a sunday roast today. and then burnt water. so. i dont know if im gonna be cooking sunday roast again for a while 💀

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I have so much work shit to sort all on my own and i take so much time off this month... the 6 weeks of april-may doesn't feel like enough i dont think it ever will

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like what if we get lost, what if i take us to the wrong place, what if i end up melting down or panicking bc i don't know the stations. ive never been to these stations before and not knowing what to expect FREAKS ME THE FUCK OUT and it falls on me for getting us there in time

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ive just painted it with a colour that sort of matches, and im just hoping that the lack of gel doesn't make me more likely to bite it again :( i suppose I'm stressing a lot about work and ive gotta travel into London on friday and it's been really worrying me

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Eden @cerisethedemon.bsky.social · 10/03/2026

ugh, ended up biting one of my nails' gel off 🥲 im so stressed about so many things ugh I haven't bitten my nails in almost a year and yet

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i am so terrible at jackbox games that it's genuinely impressive 😭😭😭 i can't exactly call myself an improv comedian..... it's fun though hehe

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Eden @cerisethedemon.bsky.social · 09/03/2026

if you don't mind me asking, do you know why they're being boycott by so many furry DJs?

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Sheryl Weikal says Prosecute ICE @leftistlawyer.com · 08/03/2026

This International Women's Day, please remember that trans women are women. Full stop. No qualifiers.

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Eden @cerisethedemon.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

wife and I have a date in London the day reg opens so im really hoping we're able to get back home beforehand 😭😭

Eden @cerisethedemon.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

was planning on core element this year but the prices and the lack of day tickets is definitely a no for me... gonna be registering for wild north next week though!! really hoping we can actually get a place since they opened reg for last years attendees first =w=

Eden @cerisethedemon.bsky.social · 06/03/2026

god my back has been so so bad lately i have been in a massive amount of pain all day... got home and immediately laid in bed, the relief feels so good 😭😭

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Eden @cerisethedemon.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

i have work to do this evening but the only way i can relieve the pain is by laying flat on my side so i might have to leave it till tomorrow 😭 everything else hurts so much

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Eden @cerisethedemon.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

idk what i did at work today but oh my god, my back is in AGONY 😭 it hurts so bad.... i need someone to snap my spine like a glowstick

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Eden @cerisethedemon.bsky.social · 04/03/2026

not that my stage anxiety would let me, mind 😭

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Eden @cerisethedemon.bsky.social · 04/03/2026

would love to be a guest of honour at a con one day... but honestly i think i just want a chance to yap about my fursuit work to a room full of people who'll listen 😭🙏

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Eden @cerisethedemon.bsky.social · 02/03/2026

i miss having a bit of muscle on me tbh - i used to do a few sports when i was in school but by the time i got to my gcse years, i had to quit bc i got too busy i ran/walked a 5k race for life at school, i used to fence competitively, i did discus for a couple of years

Eden @cerisethedemon.bsky.social · 02/03/2026

mannn i miss exercising tbh. but i spend every waking moment just working, so i dont know where i'll find the time 😭😭 like i worked for 13 hours straight today. ive been doing 9-5 at the studio then till 10pm after work the last couple of weeks

thankfully i'm off work tomorrow (gotta look after the banjo, swapping my week day off) so i dont have to worry about trying to work on something as grueling as headbase lining while still freaking out 😭

blood test tomorrow and im very afraid. ive had tens of blood tests done in my life and yet i get so scared every time 😭😭😭 im super sensitive to touch and pain, and i have a needle phobia, so i have to have my skin numbed before getting bloods done. it's really uncomfortable but it helps a lot

my 3d printer has given me the infinite power to make any dealers den display pieces i could possibly ever need (sticker display model by squeak on MakerWorld)

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i really really want to attend a small convention but small conventions don't stay small for long and every single time there is one, it's clashed with something I've already got on ive blocked time for core element out at the very least though, so 🤞🤞🤞