celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 08/10/2026I got put on new medication and holy shit i see why people get addicted to pills 010
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 23/09/2026man I never would've cut if I had weed back in January and February 020
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 11/09/2026quick months update, I can drink now, I smoke weed now, and i haven't cut for a while but ive been wanting to 150
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 12/05/2026why is any uncomfortable emotion met with wanting to cut? 020
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 09/05/2026fuck this is awful how the fuck do you even explain a self harm addiction to people 020
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 09/05/2026ive had one of the best days why do I want to cut so bad? 030
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 06/05/2026"I'm fine! I dont wanna cut anymore!!" im back in the fucking building again 071
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 06/05/2026I forget I'm addicted to cutting until I cut and I cant stop thinking about it 030
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 06/05/2026I cant even focus on homework because I want to cut so bad 130
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 27/04/2026there is something terrible under my skin 070
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 21/04/2026rubberbands can only do so much to bide my decaying mind time 030
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 18/04/2026I almost forgot how relieving the feeling of throwing up is 030
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 17/04/2026I just BEGGED my coworker to buy me a redbull 050
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 15/04/2026also despite my injuries, I am going to try to work out more. 1) I wanna get more lean 2) I wanna have a nicer body for my partner 030
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 15/04/2026I found out my ex is going to the military. I know it was his plan before we got together and oddly enough im happy he's gonna do something with his life. when I was with him he pretty much had no direction or purpose and I hope he finds what he needs. on that note, going to the military now??? 🙄😬 040
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 15/04/2026I deleted tiktok and Instagram to try to focus better 050
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 14/04/2026I got cut with glass at work, I know you guys know a lot about cuts, how deep is this? 020
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 13/04/2026I feel like im fine for the most part? maybe I should post about different things 140
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 13/04/2026I got a really bad cut on my leg at work, I guess someone had glass in the garbage bag :/ 140
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 11/04/2026I really really wanna cut i just wanna feel better 050
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 11/04/2026had an older guy at work come behind the counter and block off the exit and demand a hug. I threatened to kick him in the nuts and I called the cops after 040
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 09/04/2026i pray for a savior, only to be told i must be the very thing that saves me from myself 030
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 09/04/2026my dad wrote on my whiteboard "I ❤️ myself DONT FORGET THAT!!" ow ow ow ow ow 040
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 09/04/2026I dont know how to communicate without being afraid the other person is going to think im trying to manipulate them 050
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 09/04/2026should I communicate? yes. do I want to? no. 030
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 09/04/2026I dont get this at all why do I feel this way 030
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 06/04/2026I accidently mixed two pain relievers youre not supposed to take together and then drank a bunch of coffee which you're not supposed to do on one of them... 140
celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ @celests0ul.bsky.social · 04/04/2026I think I'm sick, I threw up a few times 040
Reposted by celest ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁yari ♡ 姫女子 @yarinaose.bsky.social · 31/03/2026i dreamt of you wringing your hands around my neck 081