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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Me: I want to eat healthier My body: I will react violently to anything other than basic carbs and make you wish you werent alive if you feed me otherwise

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Alright, I am doing a lot better so no more meds! The parasite basically destroyed my natural gut bacteria and enzymes so I need to take pre + probiotics to help restore that. And then just eat what my body can tolerate. The recovery period could last for months, but I am out of the danger zone!

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I'm so anxious to eat. Today has been fine so far, but I'm just waiting for something to trigger it again.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I was able to eat two bagels today without issue. Might be my new staple while I ride the rest of this out.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

If you're smart you will invest in Pedialyte, Canada Dry, Lipton chicken soup, Gatorade Zero, and Great Value bagels. /notserious

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

If I don't feel better by Friday/Saturday I think I'm going to admit myself into the hospital. I can barely eat at all, I'm feeling weak, and I think I need more help than what I can do at home.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I'm just gunna mute everyone that annoys me. Idgaf anymore.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Being too sick to play video games is the worst. I'm suing the parasite, and then idk maybe the government after.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

i am so tired of being so fucking sick for so long this parasite can kiss my ass !

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

brb just gunna lay face down on the floor and drown in melancholy for a while

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Life is pretty miserable right now but at least I have my best friend at my side to help me find the will to keep fighting.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

My dr thinks I have a bacterial infection on top of lingering symptoms from the food poisoning. Antibiotics and some testing. I am so sick I can barely eat without severe consequences.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I was up until 5am in agony despite being medicated. It's a living hell. At least I get another steroid injection soon.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I cant express how disabled I am from my shoulder injury. I basically cant do anything but hold it stationary or very specific slow movements. I need this MRI *now*, I need this surgery *now*. It's almost been a year!!!! Mike is going through so much right now and I cant do shit! I can sort laundry?

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

I will never forgive my parents for doing this to us. never.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Doing a lot better now that my pain is under control.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Depression is so weird. Like why is my own brain suppressing the whimsy in my heart? Do you not realize you are also a part of my body and only suffer from this suppression too?

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I think I'm just going to lean into the melancholy today and not fight it. It's okay to feel negative feelings. I'll focus on self-care and utilize distraction as coping methods.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I'm so chill with being neurodivergent except when it comes to alexmythia

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Let's see if I can have plain butter pasta without my body trying to eject itself.

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Moldy @moldylavalamp.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

One of my classmates sent us a message in our class group about the government lying to us about deaths rate with the Covid vaccines. I deleted the message and he left the group lmfao. I dont want your conspiracy theory mixed in with my studying hahah

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

In case anyone is worried about us, we are doing a lot better today. We are keeping things cordial while getting everything sorted out.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Thanks for all the support today. It really means a lot to have people that care about us.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I just want a stable life where my housing situation isn't at the mercy of another person. I really don't think that's too much to ask for.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Hmmm shall I cry, throw up, or have a panic attack first?

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Our lives just got flipped upside down. We need to find housing within 6 months, despite Mike not having a job and being in school, or we are kicked out by my family.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

No cannabis ever again for me :( There goes one of the best pain relievers ever.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

I'm really struggling, mentally. Instead of crumbling, I researched psychologists and found one that I want to work with. I think that's all I can do today. Next time, I will book in for an appointment.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

My CPTSD got super triggered yesterday and I'm suffering the consequences of that today :/ Emotionally dysregulated and hypervigilant.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Everything is a struggle and I'm sick of it.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

I am so sick today :'( My tummy is killing me and my fibro is also trying to murder me

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I'm really struggling both physically and emotionally.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

pain & anxiety & pain & anxiety & pain & anxiety & pain & anxiety & pain & anxiety & pain & anxiety & pain & anxiety & pain & anxiety & pain & anxiety & pain & anxiety & pain & anxiety & pain & anxiety & pain & anxiety & pain & anxiety & pain & anxiety & pain & anxiety & pain & anxiety & pain & anxi

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

I'm so miserable (physically) today. I took some meds and hopefully they help me feel better.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Of heckin course my body decided now was a great time for my occipital neuralgia to flare up. Like today wasnt miserable enough.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Life sucks sometimes and I think it's okay to acknowledge that.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Called my cardiologist, just waiting to hear back about what to do next. This sucks.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

This happened again today. It might be a PSVT after all.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

First vertigo attack in over a MONTH!!!!!!!! Such good progress.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

I hit a breaking point last night and had one of the biggest meltdowns I've ever had. It's probably why I'm so exhausted today.

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Manders is venting 😠 @catobervents.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

I slept for 8.5 hours, had a big coffee, big diet coke, and modafinil and I'm still absolutely exhausted. I'm either flaring or getting sick.

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