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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 17/10/2026

threatening women in your skyline with physical violence is sooo fembrained omg slayyyyyy 💅🏻

Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 17/10/2026

thank you for touching on this bc I've thought a lot about the fandomization of trans spaces as someone who does spend a lot of her time in a merit-based (for lack of a better term) fandom space

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 16/10/2026

Respectfully, being dysphoric + withheld from care one requires what amounts to a social prothesis and constant suspension of disbelief in order to function at a fraction of basic level. this is the “noble gnc savage” life. Or just denying urself entirely. How is this is worse than being dead?

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 13/10/2026

When you call me a 4chan nazi this is who ur being mean to Also 6months pre-hrt / 20 yrs hrt:

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 13/10/2026

We should recenter original sin discourse on the women and “men” who pollute this world with life from their disgusting blood rituals and then rape their sons and trans daughters for balking at the noble station of tending to the betters

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 13/10/2026

I really feel for the rare staffer who had his face scanned for Grimshaw. He didn’t know the books would canonize the character as a degen gooner that alters the proportions of his female coworkers’ holodeck deepfakes to make them more fuckable. So in foj Grimshaw is gonna be the guy on the right.

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 13/10/2026

I freehanded his right arm with my MacBook trackpad I should get back into drawing with paper and shit

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 13/10/2026

I had claude test my financial literacy. I broke down crying when I saw I might live another 50 years. I don't want to be here that long. I'd rather be home but I'm too narcissistic to ruin my pretty corpse or leave in a malebrained way and I'm kinda losing interest in working myself to death 😭

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 06/10/2026

I've marked on my perfect dark self-insert where I do my shots, give or take. Front / back around the top of my iliac crests and then I do a shot or two on the squishy part of my butt that I can reach. umbilical region is for freaks

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 04/10/2026

For some reason I imagined this logo inverted anyway I get to do art project shit again for Friends of Joanna starting with drafts for a logo for the Baeddel Institute Cultural Outreach Mission for the sustained contact, friendly contact, between baeddels and humans.

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 04/10/2026

This the fifth or fourth book I’ve purchased for Friends of Joanna research. The Book of Textiles doesn’t count bc we just it lying around and used it pick names for the replicants. And this is more of a reference for some sci fi words bc I don’t know Japanese. The other were pkd novels and 📚 abt 🧚‍♀️

The Japanese translation of Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 04/10/2026

as the self-appointed west coast Joanna Dark larper I'm required to drive into the suburbs to buy the alien themed boymoder hoodie every season

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 02/10/2026

Oops I did not notice the huge run on the back-left side of my tights before I went into the office

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 02/10/2026

I am hyper aware that my eyes are shaped differently but I’m skipping the egirl amounts of eyeliner bc I have a video call with my manager and I’m tired of him talking to me like a fucking idiot so

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 29/09/2026

This seemed like such a good idea at the time

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 29/09/2026

babe wake up there's 200+ messages in the discord about preserving the sanctity of Brett's Vision

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 28/09/2026

the algorithm wanted me to know that the two cis women on the right have opinions on trans women

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 25/09/2026

I don’t really get why the outfit on the left is perceived as sluttier and I’m kinda proud of that fact

Catherine Reprobate; Baja blast shirt; femboy shorts with black studded belt and black tights

Catherine Reprobate; Baja blast shirt; femboy shorts with black studded belt

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 24/09/2026

I'm debugging a texture bug in Friends of Joanna and so I disabled the textures with Kai lua framework and oh look someone vetex painted a 🏳️‍⚧️ in the Area 51 elevator. the texture bug only presents here I should just disable the textures for this room and fill it with 🧀 that'll be fine right

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 24/09/2026

wait I found more reminder this is 6 months pre-hrt that is excess skin and duct tape

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 24/09/2026

I was sanding behind and to the right of the cameraman when this photo was taken

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 24/09/2026

NoHRT manhon Perfect Dark Zero crossplayer who doesn’t eat to a cowmaxing Perfect Dark PC port modder

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 20/09/2026

building a skin-tone matcher for perfect dark. @foslerfer.bsky.social, Willow Dark, and myself are the immediate beneficiaries of this bc we're all paler than N64 Jo but long term I want to add foj with darker skin tones next: freckles (for me lmao) and decal support (pdz jo's tattoos + scars)

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 19/09/2026

Thanks to @jonaeru.bsky.social giving Jo a pp7 in every mod of his I've played and @jjmhbe20.bsky.social demaking the xbla model Mikado Dark's signature weapon will something we're all familiar with, but better <3

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 19/09/2026

32-40 went back on pills (6-8 mg) because of too many horrible injections and the orgasms were retraumazing me. This is me about a year ago, ~1 month before I went back on injections (cyp this time) and 3-4 months before I started workout out again

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 19/09/2026

It's mostly fat distro after that. Which I fucked up by being a pillhon and getting fat again and not in a hot way. I socially transitioned in 2008 IRL and things kinda stagnated until I got my orchi in 2014 and went on injections (valerate.) this is me in 2015 post-rhino but pre-FFS.

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 19/09/2026

started HRT at 21, a few months later I had severe growth pains to the point where I had to cut back my daily walkabouts. my body was shaped like this when I started. Like you could fit my pelvis inside my rib cage. After four-5 months it hurt when I sat up too quickly. or stepped too hard. 2006:

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 18/09/2026

The look on my face is confusion I used to need a belt to wear these 10year old jeggings

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 17/09/2026

somewhere there is a timeline where Rare was never sold to Microsoft and zoomer trans girls played with Perfect Dark Zero / Barbie collabs in the aughts.

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 16/09/2026

nuh uh the devil is in the details I learned what we were when i was 5 and I found a SMB2 instruction manual. And years later when I was picking a name Catherine was at the top of the list because of this

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 16/09/2026

I am a replicant but I put the tortoise back on its feet and give it some water. what kind of question is that you sick fuck

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Catherine Reprobate 🪤 @catherine.baeddel.institute · 16/09/2026

I'm not worried about the shape of my sweat deposits on the lat pulldown seat anymore but do I have ph of a passoid

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