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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 04/10/2026

if you have pushed people out of spaces or called someone unsafe for talking about an SA they experienced then you should shut the fuck up. your principles aren't worth shit, you're just being performative for optics

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 04/10/2026

last month i told a friend about a sort of idea and at first she gave some pushback but uhh yesterday she called me to chat & just randomly started making supporting arguments until i pointed it out and she connected my idea to what she was saying and it started to click

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 04/10/2026

ngl a lot of y'all are hella performative just saw a post from someone that SAd me saying that rape apologists should be in mass graves

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 04/10/2026

okay but like really, I'm stiff as a board when recording but emote and get silly in familiar one on one's and group calls

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 03/10/2026

I'm presyncope just sitting. I already had to catch myself earlier shits hella depressing & angering & every little annoyance adds up

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 03/10/2026

I wrote like 20 pages organizing my thoughts on different things last week and it's been a lot better than how things normally just kinda swirl around, in and out of focus

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 03/10/2026

ngl this heat fucks with my physical & mental health in like a one two punch and idek how to describe it

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 03/10/2026

that might have had me at a separate event but last time i went to transcendant i spent my whole night worrying about being jumped by a vendor and I've heard talk of SAs happening at them

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 03/10/2026

if people don't know events are cruising environments then how can they consent to enter? things need to be said out loud; especially in a culture where you consent by being present

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 02/10/2026

it was fun, I'm just a little awkward/anxious on camera and that was our first time speaking

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 02/10/2026

I guested last night on an IG live while waiting for my hair dye to develop and I stg I gotta loosen up

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 02/10/2026

people think im asking in earnest when im the reason my insurance has a separate code from the more traditional surgery

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ItsAkemi @missakemi.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 29/09/2026

I began posting reels on ig over the past couple of days and it feels like I'm just getting started Instagram.com/casssdreams

low angle selfie of me leaning against a wall, lighting a blunt in blue jeans and a black t shirt with a scorpion on it

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 26/09/2026

so i guess on the next Google street view update for my house im gonna be out front smoking a blunt🫪

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 26/09/2026

adults are responsible for their words and actions. not being able to handle other adults talking about something that you did is not a positive sign although imo THAT is less embarrassing than confusing being talked about with being talked to 🤷🏻‍♀️

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 26/09/2026

so i sent them a screenshot of their friend trying to hurt me by saying how she was only nice to me because she wanted to fuck me

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 26/09/2026

after over a month of unwanted conversations with someone AFTER I chewed her out & told her to fuck off I felt the need to explain to someone why I don't trust her or their friends and didnt want to be around them after that

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 25/09/2026

finally getting new glasses my vision isn't that bad but it's like just enough to strain my eyes

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 24/09/2026

I remember Jane holding me personally responsible for other girls telling her to end her life this was over a year ago and there was greater context

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 24/09/2026

my whole house smells like durian rn😥😥😥

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Benjanun Sriduangkaew @ Persephone Effect out now @benjanun.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

so can I say anything about how awful white people are to women of color, or does that not count because it's inconvenient? this has happened to me repeatedly: a white woman was genuinely fucking awful to me, I pushed back, and then her friends come in to do the precise thing you're doing.

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 24/09/2026

im pointing at your silly double standards and how you're policing one side for talking about an experience with someone while the other is making shit up about the woman you're policing

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 24/09/2026

weird how that account can call you names and accuse you of shit but mention that you've had problems with them to someome and you get a "is this really necessary"🤔🤔🤔

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 24/09/2026

a friend's in town visiting with her gf and last night she talked me through how to get injectable prog through my doc(i was told no previously)😊😊😊

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𝖓𝖎𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖌𝖋 @nihilistgf.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

boosting! still at $100/$500! 🖤

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 21/09/2026

I'm mostly happy with how I shot it but the edit sessions kinda take a lot out of me I really can't wait to share it

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 21/09/2026

I'm ngl this film was well written and the actresses killed it

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ItsAkemi @missakemi.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Lmao gg

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 13/09/2026

yes all men how 4 men gonna stand by and watch a homeless man try and touch on me on the fucking metro

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 12/09/2026

reviewing an edit and legit started crying from it and its not even the final cut

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 09/09/2026

sometimes I forget how fast i edit when I have strong guidelines

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 08/09/2026

it is raining on my fucking bed right now white woman powers fucking activate

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 08/09/2026

it is currently raining inside my house because the roofing crew my landlord hired are dumbasses

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 07/09/2026

I was DP on a short, now I'm editing💪😎

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 07/09/2026

Principle photography on Blood 4 Blood is wrapped. I've been in some some awkward ass positions over the course of the shoot but it's been worth it to get the footage the director and I wanted

BTS shot Blood 4 Blood

me bent over a car getting coverage
boom op and boom pole in foreground
the actresses

BTS shot Blood 4 Blood

me in position waiting for the shoot
leaning against bloody garbage bags in the back of a pick up

BTS shot Blood 4 Blood

me crouching down in an alleyway getting b-roll next to the director
MUA behind me
2nd AC next to the MUA

BTS shot Blood 4 Blood

on the ground in a parking lot getting a dutch angle shot
script supervisor with pink hair
director in red
actress in a shorts and a jacket

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Castration🦂🥛💉 @casssdreams.neocities.org · 05/09/2026

someone called lapd on our shoot cuz they thought there was a domestic violence situation happening lmao

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