iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 14h

I'm so embarrassed I really want to hang myself out kf embarrassment. I can't live in this fucking country anymore

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

I feel so hopeless living in this place I feel like life is not worth it anymore

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

I went to the famous youngster place to work on my illustration. There's bunch of men shouting. Since there's many violence attact recently, I got super scared. Im not even in my full dress up attire like usual whenever I went there

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

Why do hypmic announcing their halloween illustration like they're announcing new division. I would be more excited if it's the 1 year timeskip or something so they kinda change. New division after 9 years is a weird progress...

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

Jyutaro 🤍🍼 (spotify video for YES! Tokyo)

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

There's a possibility I might have to delete my entire art here. I don't know what will happen next

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

Deleting so many game screenshot. I just had to do it

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

maji destiny by yawashun 🤍❤️(M!LK)

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Jessica Elena @byjessicaelena.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

Happy pride month btw!!!!! <3

A digital drawing of a star character and a cloud character holding hands and looking at each other, with a rainbow running between them. The background is blue.

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

I wonder what's the reference ☝️🙂‍↕️... this was before I'm highly interested in the group

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

The way that this is almost true 😭 but I'm off from hospital visit for a couple months. I'm glad

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

Uploading some of my newest fanart 🥹

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

This month is full of threats. I will actually cherish my freedom while it lasts (im serious)

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

Heavy on multifandom. Currently into M!LK (I just like to draw them. I'm new and I like to take my time slowly). Please read bfy in my rentry

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 05/06/2026

Honestly so scared of everything happened in my country... no one is happy in my home...

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ItadakiYasu @itadakiyasu.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

I know its a little sudden, but I'm going to become a Asian medicine illustrator from today, sorry for all my fans who follow me for my food art all these years.

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 02/04/2026

Most of my money spend not on Comifuro PO but hospital canteen 😭

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 27/03/2026

No body knows me here in bsky. It seems like I'm very depressed and my hormones are so bad I keep getting sick every year. I even changed my food diet and it doesn't work. With everything happened in the world, it only makes me having more extreme thoughts.

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

Life update. I'm obsessed with Heated Rivalry and I realize something that I lost since a year ago (it's related to my personal opinion about my own drawings)

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 15/03/2026

I can't drink my favorite milk tea fanchise anymore I have to DIY it noooo 😭😭😭😭

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 13/03/2026

Went to hospital today for a "regular" check up. They vaguely told me to cherised my special body

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 04/03/2026

How to stay sane in this timeline and era because I lost almost everything 😔

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 03/03/2026

It's my birthday today. So I'm completing my OC wip from last year #originalcharacter

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 30/01/2026

My algorithm in twt is getting soooo bad and my IG is getting better everyday 😌😌

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 30/01/2026

Did this as a freebies for 2nd Anniversary Gathering. Yes, it was random (but matching stickers!)😌 #LoveandDeepspace

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 22/01/2026

I went to another offline event and have a several deep talk it made me realize that I need to go back to my psychologist 😭

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 22/01/2026

After almost 24 hour of rain with almost 4 hour stop.... it's raining again 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 20/01/2026

I never feel so used and useless at the same time after 10 years...

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 16/01/2026

Hpmi and Chrsma management are so bad I'm crying... so hpmi is already in their end phase or you're just gonna milk every merch without releasing new music? Yeah my castle is crumbling down... on live

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 16/01/2026

It's my MC because I gave her 💚💜 pillows

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 15/01/2026

I have to double check if this is an otome fandom or kpop fandom... some of y'all be acting like s4saengs 😭

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 11/01/2026

Atp they're bringing the "no male MC" thing as pengalihan isu. Because there's no way... I don't see people demand male MC I only see home decor post...

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

Me being inactive here because I can't handle more than 1 social media 😭 mostly on IG though

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 04/01/2026

Thank you scheduled post

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 04/01/2026

These entire situation did not help with my depression at all

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 31/12/2025

I did not finish my beer until midnight and I finish it in 2026 😂😂

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 31/12/2025

Happy New Year 2026! 🎇🎆 May this year brings you more luck (in real life and in game) #xavmc #LoveandDeepspace #xavierloveanddeepspace

Referencing Xavier newest free 5 star card. The card itself is very New Year themed! Happy New Year from GMT+7 !!

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 31/12/2025

Happy New Year from GMT+7 !!!!

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 31/12/2025

All I want for 2026 is I gain something... I lost everything this year I don't think I can handle more. I really want to heal... I'm so broken this year

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 30/12/2025

The 40GB update without solution is so sickening. My 256 GB phone I bought last year is literally in the edge

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 26/12/2025

I just spend 5 hours just to draw a pose. I'm losing my mind and sleep

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jen @carinazuli.bsky.social · 26/12/2025

I will post my personal new year fanart in IG instead of twitter 😂

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