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This is probably a stupid question. If I asked my partner, their answer would be an immediate "yes!" Anyway, I'm already feeling the catastrophizing over the SOPs and LORs themselves.

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 14h

I wonder if I catastrophize too much.

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

(Random Thoughts) Talking about my mental illnesses is always a mixed bag, but I really dislike how my bipolar disorder has been weaponized against me. It’s a bit disheartening seeing assumptions that people with bipolar are violent or, using the ableist language used against me and others, “crazy.”

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I need to tap into skeb more. Just got some legendary pieces.

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Stealed my resolve. I’ll at least attempt to get into a PhD program first before making this sort of decision.

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Genuinely thinking about quitting my pursuit of physics academia.

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Didn’t go *badly*. I think. I’m drunk as hell right now and badly needed a break.

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

I take my Physics GRE at 12 PM tomorrow. Wish me luck.

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I haven't been doing very well on Physics GRE practice, and I feel like it's weighed against me because a lot of it runs on swift recognition and recall for trick questions which, having taken exclusively grad classes, I'm not used to. Not that it's unfair, but it's something I never trained for.

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I don't talk enough about how discovering furries online became my biggest money sink and the single most life-changing thing that has ever happened to me.

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I feel like a total dork listening to video game OSTs sometimes (in principle, I think video game music is beautiful, but I'm a person with a lot of shame), but The Last Guardian's soundtrack sometimes does the trick for my stress better than therapy. I can feel my gray hairs retrieve their color.

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

After two months of back-and-forth and the testing organization questioning my diagnosis in a dehumanizing charade, I finally received testing accommodations.

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

I tried THC drinks for the first time a couple days ago, and it's unbelievable how much they did for my mood.

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

I've got a song that nobody knows

creature listens to music on an ipod touch on an oversaturated background. A bunch of funny nonsensical shapes surround them.

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

I think an underrated defining piece of tech during my youth was the BlackBerry. I have a weird attachment to phones with physical keyboards.

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

If I were liberated—cringe and free—I’d paste song lyrics all over my Discord profile.

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

I think I keep overexerting myself in everything I do—or I have a low threshold for work. Either option sucks.

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

Ugh, I have a 5-hour exam tomorrow. Wish me luck.

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Jammy @jammyjarswah.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

I love umbrellas :3 #furryart

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

Made some grass you can trample. I don't know if I did it correctly, but after a lot of documentation and tutorials I wrote a small shader that would randomize the sway of the grass texture. Then, I put the scene in a TileMapLayer and duplicated. I don't know how to use MultiMeshInstance2D.

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Lack of jump animation bothered me. I'm a spoiled artist.

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I was only on my first day of learning any sort of game development, but it made me feel alive. Did I choose the wrong pursuit?

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Literally started like yesterday—don't laugh. I learned how to do a few movement things, added an NPC with random movement, and implemented a working dialog system with chat area detection. Basic stuff, but it was more of a pain in the ass than I expected. Also learned pixel art for the first time!

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Serpent_x @zorrito.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

random drawing as i feel uninspired today

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

At the same time with learning GDScript, I think I need to get back into learning frame-by-frame animation. I went on a roll this summer doing some of the key exercises.

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Serpent_x @zorrito.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

LABradors ueheuhehehee

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

I think it's time to learn GDScript.

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Recently started watching Link Click with my partner. The pacing in the first season so far throws me off sometimes, but it’s pretty devastating.

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

I really need to get back to finishing up FFIV. Was awestruck with every part of it.

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

I'm quite excited for my research in the coming half-year. This summer, I made a few discoveries that require investigating. In particular, I enumerated a number of novel theories and analyzed their behavior when you adjust their energy/length scale, which we call the renormalization group. 1/7

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Never introduced myself. I'm can. Most people who knew/know me knew/know me as an artist online. Eventually, somehow, I became the "physics fella" in my circles. Now, I'm back to being an "art fella". I mostly do quantum field theory/string theory with a focus on non-perturbative aspects of both.

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can @canary-cannery.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

I think the stress of graduate applications—especially in high-energy theory, which is especially competitive—has been making me ponder a lot on what my goals in life are. I love what I do in quantum field theory. I believe in it. I also recognize just how grueling everything surrounding it is. 1/N

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