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BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 15/01/2025

I'll be at this meetup, I've been looking forward to Tempo's lecture for a little while now.

BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 08/12/2024

"Hey, where is Missouri?" "ILL DIE A THOUSAND DEATHS BEFORE I RECOGNIZE MISSOURI" *squirt bottle and squegee noises*

BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 06/12/2024

Sorry you're going through this. Being a public furry and vaccine researcher makes you a target on 3 fronts. Death threats are almost always meaningless/from cowards, but do protect yourself, emotionally and physically.

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BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 26/11/2024

Chise, im a huge fan of your work and efforts in public outreach. I hope you dont mind a "mascot" comparison, you're doing a great job at being one.

BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 25/11/2024

Check out other site again. All rage bate, bot adds, and very little fur content. Yup, it's done. Looks like bluesky is the main platform now, or at least now has the momentum to make it inevitable.

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BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 22/11/2024

From anger to grief, all hope is lost. I'm sorry for my anger. I'm sorry for my bitterness. I'm sorry for the sorrow I bring to your life. I'm sorry, my pain overwhelmed me and I couldn't see anything past it. I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 21/11/2024

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BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 21/11/2024

I cant fathom of a life more cruel. None are left to witness, none stand to bear testimony, none to remember the pain . How can someone regret a life while alive, and the death when dead? Forsake all vows, all time, all the earth, your time is now, breath in a song for the world to hear. Love today.

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BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 21/11/2024

A scream into the dark, none to respond, a breath strangled, unheard, unheaded, unknown. No on knows when the toll will come but that it comes. Of the dark, only loves leaves a light against the unknown, the uncaring, all that does to undo. Now all that's left is your memory, and the pain it left.

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DegenTechINC @degentechinc.bsky.social · 12/11/2024

we have stickers!, if you want one, @btex.bsky.social will be at MFF, contact him to coordinate

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BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 18/10/2024

So there's been more calls from twitter furs to move here. I hope that happens en masse, finally...

BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 29/09/2024

Are you publicly admitting you ignore your mom? To prove me wrong, upload paw pics NOW

BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 16/09/2024

Oh hey, look at this lecture about blackholes from Skye! It's from the monthly DegenTech meetup. Check out the next one! www.youtube.com/watch?v=95mu...

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A new galactic monster: Analysis of black hole candidate swift j1728.9-3613 by SkyeBeat in vrchat

YouTube video by Degentech

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BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 14/09/2024

Comments are more real than likes/shares. Bots can like/share, but bots cant hold a conversation. Twitter is more dead than not by now.

BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 04/05/2024

Another day the other website starts my day with an ultra graphic death. Im just done with that site. That site has just started pandering to absolute psychos. I deleted the app. Im done.

BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 09/03/2024

Often, when I look at people

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BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 10/11/2023

Do you like you? That's someone.

Life goes on, and I still have hope for a better day. The long grey has been spotted with sunshine, and I am wishing to feel warmth again, but today I woke up cold and alone. Tomorrow I will wake up, and I hope something will be different, though little will change. Hope, the last of Pandora's box

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These missives are my attempt at getting the pain out without furthering the agony onto others. I'm not in a drastic mood, but this is how I have felt for years and years and years. I have tried to build something better, but it has so far failed. I guess this is a vent of frustration. I'll be okay

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There's a pervasive hopelessness in it all. Everything feels like it won't change, everything good ends in the worst way, the faces of joy burned away in memory only, and the languishing agony of those who remain. What evil have I done? What worth is there in all this?

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I am hurt too, and I always tried to keep it to myself, but that too all felt in vain. I cannot hide my anger, I cannot tolerate the pain either. Suffering is a fact of life, and what does that lead to? Through my suffering I hurt others, and I'm afraid even now I'm worrying people. I'll be OK tho

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I've hurt people. I never meant to hurt them, but hurt they still are. Anger and bile and ash and spite are all that came of it all, vitriol and remorse for all that could have been. I hope in vain I can help others to atone for the hurt I caused, but it all feels so meaningless. I'm sorry. I am.

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BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 01/11/2023

This is my smallest social platform and the only one I feel comfortable even saying anything is wrong. I wake up remorseful over things that I had so little control over, but still I had my part in the result. I never am able to say "I'm not doing well", because I seem to be doing well.

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Home made cider and childhood diabetes makes for a good evening

BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 24/10/2023

You know I would. I've been working on my bark too! Check it out. *ahem* *meow*

BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 23/10/2023

Remind them that engagement stats don't matter unless they are a public figure making money from engagement. Otherwise they have a moral obligation to go to the platform that *doesn't actively hate us*, and to help the public figures justify moving.

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BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 18/10/2023

I got these identified at the local universities mycology society, BTW. I'm not that reckless >_>

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BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 18/10/2023

Tonights forages dinner. The lower left are bolets of some kind, the upper right are (hopefully) honey mushrooms, and the lower right is just bacon and onions to balance the meal. I only took a small bite of the honey mushrooms, very delicious, but possibly toxic so I kept it minimal.

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BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 18/10/2023

This is the type of posting I strive for and need on my feed

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BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 17/10/2023

That mosh pit incident is a reminder that we furries are a targeted subculture and that needs to be taken seriously. Stick together, protect each other, defend the defenseless

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BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 16/10/2023

Play cyberpunk? Just go outside, we living it now

BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 15/10/2023

My condolences. We all are born into the world without knowledge nor clue. Our times are short, and we impact the people we know, even if briefly, most of all the children we bring into the world. Your journey is yours as his was his. Make the world better than what was given to you.

BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 14/10/2023

Received my varjo aero and one eye doesn't work. Rage, sing muse of your rage

BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 13/10/2023

First batch I've ever made. It took over 8 hours and two buckets full of apples. Can't wait to try this in about a month or two.

BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 08/10/2023

How much money and time have you spent on the "Free, casual" game of VRChat? Me: around 2,500$ and about as many hours.

BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 06/10/2023

Yea, but that app is like the 5th largest in the world. Blusky has to expand slowly or else their servers will collapse. I'm putting my chips here, even tho I'm a nobody on social media. F$&# Musk.

BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 04/10/2023

YOUR PANS ARE TRYING TO KILL YOU, THE RAIN IS SHRINKING YOUR TESTES, DONATE BLOOD TO SAVE YOURSELF I'm not crazy, I'm a scientist and I'm talking about PFAS

BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 04/10/2023

Whomst are these randos following me? You know I'm literally hazardous waste, right?

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BTEX-BOI @btex.bsky.social · 04/10/2023

This is so cursed. My eyes are shriveling into my socket as my soul recoils in horror. Something in my reptilian brain stands on end in fear. I love it, 10/10, would do the weirdest drugs with you in illegal places