lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 30/09/2026im getting convinced again that im an unlovable monstrosity. perhaps the past me had a point. maybe we are really not built for human connections 100
lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 30/09/2026its really polite of my brain to keep giving me dreams of people who exited my life when im already going through a very lonely and grieving time 👍 001
lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 29/09/2026i love how whenever bsky eats shit its my main acc that takes the hit 010
lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 28/09/2026my childhood diaries have entries like "im scared dad is going to kill me one day" and i feel so sorry that i cant even deny, wish i could tell that young kid that he didnt attempt to do just that. sorry young lili. he really does hate you and theres nothing to do 120
lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 28/09/2026WHEN HE IGNORES ALL MY HEALTH ISSUES, FUCK, TRIGGERS MY MIGRAINE ON PURPOSE ITS NOT MEAN?!?!?!! 100
lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 28/09/2026"you shouldnt avoid him, thats so cruel 🥺" OH BUT WHEN HE THREATENS TO BREAK ALL MY BONES AND MURDER ME ITS *NOT* CRUEL?! 100
lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 28/09/2026"hes just like this, you should accept him as he is 🥺" THATS A GROWN ASS ABUSER MAN WHY ARE YOU PITYING HIM. ADDRESS HOW MUCH HE HAS HURT ME FIRST 000
lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 26/09/2026i was thinking about a turkish nickname for myself and thought of ağlak zambak im crying lmfaooo 100
lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 23/09/2026next time a privileged white person makes a comment about my life in turkey ... 😃😃😃 120
Reposted by lifei 🎀lilya 🌿 || faustkisser!! @fancifulily.bsky.social · 21/07/2026princess bari cookie 162
lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 23/09/2026she must have found the meme i made before really funny (nodding) 010
lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 21/09/2026million tabs for my work this evening bruh (whatsapp also for work cuz talking w coworker) 030
lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 21/09/2026THE WEBSITE I HAVE TO USE FOR WORK IS GIVING ME WHITE DAMAGE 020
lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 16/09/2026shoutout to the 3 people who can tolerate me, yall know who you are 010
lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 15/09/2026i mean well in the grand scheme of things ive endured it was just indeed a random "unpleasant" day but still, i should let myself acknowledge that it was NOT alright 000
lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 15/09/2026in the shower i caught myself thinking "ok but attempted murder is not that big of a trauma" WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT GIRL 100
lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 15/09/2026reached my limit. time for self destruction and reconstruction 000
lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 11/09/2026despite it all, im still happy you know? its just that the mismatch with society is too much. im being pushed out of the system. since i cant pay with money, i am paying with my life—its that kind of thing. 010
lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 11/09/2026as for why im still concerned about others feelings when i myself am hurting beyond words, i dont know. 010
lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 11/09/2026dont worry, i shall survive this night, as i always do. 010
lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 11/09/2026when i leave, it will be quiet. but i hope that i can be remembered as a warm light. 001
lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 11/09/2026Kiss kiss kiss 단 하루도 빼먹지 말고 Love love love 잠들기 전 꼭 속삭여줘 140
lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 10/09/2026I JUST GOT TWO WIND ARCHERS RIGHT AFTER ANOTHER??????? CHAT WHAT IS HAPPENING RN 020
lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 10/09/2026"oh someone from my guild is 3rd place (looks down) hoW AM I 50TH PLACE— 110
lifei 🎀 @briahlayer.bsky.social · 09/09/2026i never get the idea to hurt or insult someone randomly so why do people keep doing it to me stop stop stop enough. 130