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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

KUNI BIRTHDAY?! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUNI!!!

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

When the manifesting actually works... Damn I did not expect that

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Time to park it again I got the friend tag rip

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Ugh she makes me so giddy again helppp

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I can tell I've just started 🩸 because I am five seconds away from telling everyone to shut up for being so damn stupid

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

A senior manager should not be cornering someone 4 pay levels below them to tell them they should be doing something they had no idea they had to do... I hate having cptsd where one of the triggers is authority figures

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

I need a new spine 💀 augh why does it hurt so much

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

Happen so who knows. I see all this stuff Id like to do, or hear people talk about stuff they've done with others and wow. It's like another world. I do wonder a lot about how people see me and every now and then I'm just hit with this idea that I'm just a moral support friend.

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

I wish I was a fun friend. Or someone people want to have fun with I guess? I don't know how to explain it, but I feel like I only really see people for coffee or food or something. Not to DO stuff. Maybe it's because of my health? I remember doing things with friends before but now it just doesn't

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

Asking people to hang out is a humiliation ritual istg

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

I think I just need to get tipsy drunk and just spill my guts out with someone to equal out my brain space It's not gonna ever happen. But I can dream.

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

Like I just want someone who is "mine". Which is the most selfish, kinda dangerous and impossible thing. But I still want it. Idk. Maybe it's also because everyone who's ever hurt me has used me as their only source of companionship and I don't know how to cope without that. Bleh

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

I wish I didn't have attachment issues. But I guess it do be like that when you have cptsd even if you're technically in remission of symptoms.

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

Oh lord I feel it this morning...

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

I am now extra tired But I did get on the shoulder press and chest press for a bit. So I'm proud.

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

Going back to the gym today hopefully. I haven't been all month because of ✨life✨ and I don't know if I'm excited or just too tired haha

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

I need at least 5 business days to recover from that alert, good LORD

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

Bored. Lonely. Fed up. Gonna nap

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

Would be gym day today but honestly I'm so tired that it's just not worth it. Might be having a mini flare, who knows. I just want to sleep when I get back from work today.

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

I feel like I ballsed that up good and proper

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

I don't want to do my resit. I just want all this over with. I'm so goddamn anxious 😫

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Clara Mello @clar-a-m.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

Zoerumi pillow fort song writing session turned into cuddle session which then evolved into nap time (inspired by this short www.youtube.com/watch?v=ezQT...) #KpopDemonHunters #Art

Fanart of Rumi and Zoey from Kpop Demon Hunters. They're both cuddling, holding each other close as they sleep. Zoey has her face pressed against Rumi's chest and Rumi has one hand on top of Zoey's head, tucking her close.

They have pillows all around them, as if they are inside a cozy pillow fort. Scattered around are also a number of notebooks and a few pens. One of the notebooks is open with some writing in it, as well as small doodles of Rumi and Mira with hearts around them and a little turtle

Outside the pillow fort built in huntrix's living room, Mira leans down and looks in curiously

Mira then squats down to take a picture with her phone. She thinks "Heh, they're so fucking cute."

Now walking away while looking at her phone and smiling, Mira thinks, "I'll go get some extra snacks for when they wake up [heart]"

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

I was going to go to the gym today But I'm gonna rest before my resit I'll go tomorrow

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

I feel like someone is taking a chainsaw to my insides 😭 whyyy I have important things to do today

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

I'm in dangerous territory with this crush but I don't care anymore I'm just gonna vibe with this as long as I can from a distance because I like feeling giddy

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

Nothing beats tandem yelling about an AU

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

Fully using this as a rest weekend. I need to stop feeling bad for the fact I'm sick and chronically ill. I'm not failing if I don't do anything productive or useful. Rest is productive and useful.

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

God I just wanna make her laugh forever

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

Gym day 4 Was feeling kinda tired so didn't do as much but I still did pretty good and I'm very proud. But so tired now 😴

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

I have let a lot go since I had to move back home though and got really sick before the fibro diagnosis. So part of me isn't too surprised. I just have to get back on track and start working on things again. At least I've already joined the gym so that's a start. I'll go twice a week from August.

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

Which. Again. Isn't a lot. For someone who used to be chronically under weight. But it also is in the grander scheme because I'm short so that means I only have so much before it becomes an issue and I'm skirting issue territory now. So that's a fun thing to think about...

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

I try to avoid the scales as much as I can still now. Because it will trigger something. Manageable, but something all the same. But I've been having a few issues lately and thought I should probably have a little look. It's been 2 years since I last checked. Turns out I've gained 2st.

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

TW - weight, disordered eating I spent a lot of my <18 years concerned about weight, mostly because I was always under, and had various hospital visits about it etc. Which accidentally - coupled with the many undiagnosed issues I had - made me a scale watcher. I spent years coming out of that.

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

I need to make a meme or something for when the alterous warm fuzzies hit because it's happening again

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

Did my third gym session. Decided to download the app the machines link to to keep track. Man I'm tired now

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

Me: why do I feel bad Also me: currently reading a story that hits too close to home trauma wise Me: it's a total mystery

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

Hell, I hope everyone knows they make me happy

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

I hope she knows she makes me happy

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Why in the hell are we AI generating images of product WE HAVE NOT TEN FEET AWAY WE COULD JUST PHOTOGRAPH?! God I'm so pissed off

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

I have added a new tattoo idea to my list... I need to stop

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

I did cardio at the gym today I will feel it by Monday I bet

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

When you feel a flare coming on so you have to book a day off work in advance 💀 hope I have energy to go to the gym tomorrow otherwise my money is wasting in the drain already

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

I want to scream, my boss is driving me insane with stupid comments.... Which is even more annoying because he's usually super good and a sound guy

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 03/07/2026

Bit too early for my gym induction tour thing, but at least it's dry and nice outside so I can just have a little sit in the fresh air first.

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

I have officially signed up for the gym Oh lordy

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Tae @bramblebouquet.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

I am not embarrassed hurrah!

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