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@brainrotexe.bsky.social
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@brainrot_exe on twt | 25 | ao3 fanfic writer & occasional artist | DID system | 🔞+ only

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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
I fear i only just now figured out it is in fact autumn. 😭
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Bro wdym it's already October 1st.... 💔💔
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
Bro dialed my insurances number wrong and accidentally started talking to a series of scammers. Luckily I didn't give them any actual useful information but like bro leave me alone 😭😭
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Every time I find out my package is being shipped by FedEx I fall to my knees and howl at the moon in agony (I fucking hate FedEx)
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Got the galaxy flip 8 and finding it v cutesy and unserious to use this tiny phone screen rn 😭😭
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
I like when older women call me pet names like honey and sweetie cause that means they see me or hear my voice on the phone and are just like "wow I feel maternal toward u" and then shower me with endearment
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
I feel like the people have forgotten the glory of femboys and I'm terrified that this means I must once again step up to the plate to keep myself fed 😔
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
Y'all.... I keep paying w cash at fast food places and istg the kids these days do NOT know how to count change omg 😭 Total $9.36, I gave her $10, she hands me back 6 dimes, a nickel, and 2 pennies ??? 😭😭😭😭 Baby the change was supposed to be $0.64..... 😭
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
Listening to the stream vod my British alter did and I just have to say.... What the fuck is this man saying 😭😭⁉️⁉️
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 02/03/2026
I saw a tiktok earlier of someone scratching their cat's scratch post with them to bond so i tried it with my cat and he climbed ferociously up the side of his cat tower breaking his neck just to come and slap my hand off HIS scratch post 😭😭😭😭👋🏽 Like BYE i was trying to bond with u???? 😭⁉️
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
😭😭
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
Instead of posting here, my headmates and I have just been yapping at each other on a fake twitter-style notes app to increase our communication 😭😭 here is an OOC peek at the whimsy being missed out on
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
After years of writing fanfic as a virgin, I am now proud to announce that it is in fact true that bottoming feels incredible That is all 🙏🏼
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
Aaaaaa I'm going to see my gf for the first time this week 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 !!!!!
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 27/08/2026
Using a notes app that looks like twitter to communicate btwn alters is honestly the best but then that means waking up to tweet threads of ur yaoi alters fucking each other using your body and then YOU have to blush abt it bc wth 🫣🫣⁉️
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taako | captain of the barouness @taakotuesdays.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
In honor of Dolly Parton's memory, I am reopening charity commissions for 1 week until September 2nd. I will write 100 words for every $5 you send to Dolly Parton's Imagination Library up to a maximum of 2k. Y'all know my fandoms at this point. Links to the google sign up and the charity below.
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
Just realized my profile picture is STILL my unfinished ass art of wriothesley 😭😭
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
Bro maybe I rly do have amnesia cause not me checking my alters notes to each other from YESTERDAY and not rmbring them at all 😭😭
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
Someway somehow, I will convince the yaoiful men in my brain to find time to get to work and detail what they want to do to each other via writing smut. ...mostly because I wanna read it. But also bc it'll be fun to embarrass the tsundere 😋😋
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
Guys I'm gonna see my gf in person for the first time in 2wks wtf 😵‍💫😵‍💫🫣😳🤯
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
Apparently they are now "trial boyfriends" bc the tsundere one is too shy (and OCD) to risk becoming Real Boyfriends 😭😭😭
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
My gf watching my alters yaoi-maxx right in front of her while she cheers them on 😭😭
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
Yes I voluntarily put myself in the cuck chair 🤨 Why wouldn't I??
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 23/07/2026
Sometimes when talking to an elderly person on the phone at work it's like wow you never found out you had adhd huh 😭😭
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 19/07/2026
Finds out I grew up in a cult and every strict rule I've ever been brainwashed with is a lie so i immediately book a flight to go see my girlfriend soon bc IM FREEEEEE 😝😝😝🥳🥳🥳🎉🎉🎉🎉
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 17/07/2026
Honestly thank God I developed DID idk how I'm supposed to cope with all this information otherwise. In fact, I only now can agree fullheartedly that I MOST CERTAINLY had "severe enough" trauma to warrant a dissociative disorder. Like oh my god poor fucking kid me?? 😭⁉️⁉️ Like it actually is SO bad 😭😭
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 17/07/2026
And as if I hadn't realized enough terrible things this year ..... I just have finally realized..... I grew up in a cult. That my entire family is still in. And much of my lifelong guilt and acceptance of abuse have stemmed from something that isn't even fucking real. Yay!! Happy Friday 🥳🥳🥳
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 16/07/2026
Yeah I might be cute and wholesome but I'm also a raging slut so
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 15/07/2026
I guess I do in fact have OCD so atp if you have EVERRR read any of my fics or posts and felt they were relatable in some way.... get checked for everything ever I fear!! 😭 Like I just can't promise any words I have produced were neurotypical atp 😭😭😭😭
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 15/07/2026
Wishing a good day to everyone who has gotten themselves off using my fics 👍🏼🙏🏼
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 15/07/2026
When I was a kid I would sob and squirm and feel like I was tortured while getting my afrotexture hair done and get called dramatic or "oh it can't hurt that much" and now that ik I'm autistic and have seen autistic kids getting accommodated while getting their hair simply cut it's like. Wow 🥹🙂‍↔️
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 10/07/2026
The worst part about being autistic for me (and likely OCD) is that there are genuinely so many rules in this world and I want to follow them all and do things the Right Way but all the rules conflict and nothing makes sense and then I get a headache bc what am I Supposed to do!!! 😩😩
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 08/07/2026
Too invested in uncovering my own brain and experiencing friendship and romance to focus on writing fictional characters until I rmbrd I could just make OCs based on everyone and kill 2 birds with 1 stone 👍🏼
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 08/07/2026
One of my favorite parts of learning I'm a system is that we're no longer repressing our protector so now when he gets pissed he's fully allowed to step in and advocate for us and be assertive and it's actually sooo great 😝😝 like yeah fuck being nice let's tell this doctor hes fucking Wrong 😈
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 07/07/2026
I started playing a gooner gacha for the first time and accidentally infested my girlfriend with the same parasite and now we are gacha gooning together and beholding beautiful women #ThatsLove 💗
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 07/07/2026
Did an in lab sleep study which required being away from my precious cpap for the night and let's just say: dear God I am so fucking tired right now. 😭😭😭
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 06/07/2026
Thing that happened today: explaining to my therapist that i laughed when she suggested one of my alters teaches another alter something because they just so happen to be our enemies to lovers tension-heavy yaoi alters (repressed work-centric tsundere x confident flirty bisexual)
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 02/07/2026
spinning spool winding round and round
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 01/07/2026
Atp the only way I'll write a fic any time soon is if I now just write the characters exactly as I have been but more intentionally. Like yes sorry everyone is gay, autistic, ADHD, CPTSD, OCD, and yes, they also have a dissociative disorder. 😭
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 01/07/2026
"Came out" as a system on Twitter and didn't get booed
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Homelander's Surprised Smile in The Boys
ALT: Homelander's Surprised Smile in The Boys
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 30/06/2026
I am genuinely excited about sleeping now thanks to my CPAP and I haven't even had it a week yet HELPPP and let's pray it doesn't bite me later but like erm.... I wanna go home and breathe!! 😝😝 I fr stopped caring abt sleep bc it wasnt helpful or restorative for me at all as far back as I can rmbr
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 30/06/2026
Witnessing myself switching in real time due to a negative trigger is actually so unserious bc wdym if something bad happens I become a repressed tsundere 😭😭😭😭⁉️
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 27/06/2026
How is twitter these days? Terrifying? Normal? Better somehow?? I don't even have the app on my new phone so I haven't checked it in forever 😭😰
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
I already prepared how i'll redebut on ao3 in my next fic and it's going to be changing my authors note tagline to "welcome to OUR brainrot please enjoy your stay <3" except I haven't written anything since finding out, so. 😭
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
First night using a CPAP done and I must say.... I can't wait to try it again 😝😝 Gimme air!! Gimme sleep!! Yes yes, how magnifique!
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 24/06/2026
I don't even know how I'm supposed to in good conscience go back to writing and posting smut because now that I'm aware that my alters are just graphically documenting their desired orgies it's like. Does the reader need to agree to these little exhibitionists fuckin on stage in front of them or??😭😭
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 24/06/2026
I have a confession. My neuvithesley interp was unknowingly based on two alters in my brain who DO flirt in a similar manner and I feel like I'm going insane because they can. SEE and HEAR each other's thoughts. Like imagine nviwr where they BOTH KNOW what the other is craving and yet they REFRAIN??
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 21/06/2026
I'm the best doctor money could buy myself bc guess who Does in fact have sleep apnea 😝😝🔥🔥 I can only imagine how much worse it was nearly 10 years back when I went to doctors pleading for help bc I couldn't sleep well and was drowning in eternal life-ruining exhaustion 😚
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 20/06/2026
Ok actually I do miss the era of being a teenager watching teen Netflix shows like what happened to On My Block type shows let's bring them back!!!
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Xy ∞ @brainrotexe.bsky.social · 16/06/2026
Me, after receiving daily irrefutable proof of being a system and being clinically diagnosed: see but what if I'm faking and none of this is real and hey I haven't seen that alter in a few days what if he never even existed and-
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