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so much to ANYONE that my loss would hurt them. im so tired. and ill just wind up deleting this thread eventually, anyway. because none of it matters. no part of me ever has or ever will matter.

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wanna have these thoughts anymore. but theyre so fucking loud and its all ive been able to think about for DAYS. idk what to do anymore. i cant do this anymore. part of me feels bad for wanting to hurt my loved ones like this, but then i feel disgusted that im so narcissistic as to think i mean

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with it because every way i can think of leaves too much time for regret to set in because our instinct is to live even when we know death is the right thing to do. or they're slow and painful. the one way i want to do it, that i keep picturing, i cant. i dont want to feel like this anymore. i dont

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idk what to do anymore. im beyond help. im beyond fixing. ill never get better and all ill ever continue to be is a burden on the people i love, a disappointment, and a failure. theres nothing left. theres no one left. theres just me, laying in bed and sobbing because im too chicken to go through

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while getting shit from nurses for "if you were actually suicidal you wouldve done it" or "if you wont take our help why did you even come here". i just need to not be alone. i need someone here with me. every waking second all i can think of is just.... even my dreams last night were the same...

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i gonna pay the hospital bill? what can they even do for me other than put me on yet another medicine that doesn't work or put me with a therapist i wont be able to open up to because all therapy has ever done was give me MORE trauma. id be taking up space from someone that could actually get help

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out!" "we care about you so much" "youre not alone" "you can talk to me about it" etc. and its all such bullshit and i cant take it anymore. i keep wanting to go to the er and try to get help but like. whos gonna watch my dogs and my cat while im gone? how am i gonna make up the lost income? how am

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replying to the few people that have messaged me and some of the people i really love wont reply to me at all. ive desperately tried reaching out for help and theres just... nothing. no one. idk why im venting here. IF anyone even sees it im gonna get a few empty platitudes "you can always reach

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i hate that i went from being extremely comfortable to not knowing if im gonna wind up homeless, again. idk what to do anymore. looking for a roommate so i have more wiggle room to catch up, but even thats not turning out. im in one of the worst mental spaces ive ever been in lately, im not

If tail is MASSIVE, it may cost slightly more due to materials required. Handpaws made w/ YBL Suits pattern. Other fursuit parts offered tentatively on quote only until I have more recent examples to provide.

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Needing $400 by October 1st $80 single colour base price, +20 each ordered colour after. Steep discounts offered if ONLY using fur I have in stock. US shipping $15 flat for paws and $20-25 for tails (dependent on size). Flat rate; no increase for design complexity, only # of colours.

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puppy @boxyfoxbiscuit.secondlife.bio · 24/09/2026

if anyone is able to help her out ;; shares help too

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hes filthy, skinny, and has a wound on his neck (luckily mostly healed)

a dirty hand, covered in black filth with an orage ad white cat in the background

a photo of a wound on the neck of an orange and white cat

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puppy @boxyfoxbiscuit.secondlife.bio · 24/09/2026

i can get the tom vaccinated against felv, but i cant risk haida getting sick if he has anything :( everything in me is screaming to bring him inside but the only room i have with a door is the bathroom and im in/out of there too much during the day

puppy @boxyfoxbiscuit.secondlife.bio · 24/09/2026

theres the sweetest orange tomcat visiting me and i want more than anything to bring him to the vet and get him neutered and get his shots so i can bring him in but i cant afford it hes so fucking sweet but i cant bring him inside without his shots or being uttered bc i have a male cat with FeLV.

an orange and white tomcat eating kibble on a porch

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puppy @boxyfoxbiscuit.secondlife.bio · 21/09/2026

finally fixed the issues I had with the anatomy still not sure i love it but hopefully it's at least good enough to sell now

a drawing of an anthropomorphic canine with a fat body and large breasts, blocking their groin with a carved pumpkin in a pin-up style pose

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i just took a picture to use an art reference and it turned out really cute and made me feel a little sexy ;u;

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and i know making depressing posts all the time doesn't help. it just makes the circle of toxicity around me bigger and isolates me more. but if i just let the bullshit sit inside of my head i start rotting from the inside out

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sucks and youd think after years and years of social isolation id be used to it.

now so i cant even text them or voice call ._. im tired. all ive done today was lay in bed, make some potato pancakes (because i know if i dont eat SOMETHING i will be worse off later, and it was that or another bowl of ramen), and set up my bird feeder. being so reliant on socialization fucking

i feel so isolated i wish i had local friends, so someone could come out here and just sit with me while i unpack or something. i forgot how much living alone sucks. still better than abuse, but god the loneliness is physically painful. and to top it off, everyone in my life is in a bad spot right

Foxfeather Zenkova @foxfeather.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

i just set up the free camera bird feeder i got for reviews and the app wanted me to name it im very funny and original

a screenshot of the app for the bird feeder, with a field labeled "camera name" containing the text "Government Spy Drone Recharge Station".

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A graphic showing 24 vulture pin designs, each a different species (with California Condor represented twice) from the Visionary Vultures pin campaign

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peoples' following will move with them you need to shut up and stop acting like they're bad people for not wanting to lose their following.

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Stop shaming artists for trying to survive. MOST users are still on twitter and still looking for artists there. Yeah, I dropped Twitter. But I had the luxury of NOT HAVING A FOLLOWING THERE (or anywhere, for that matter). Fuck Musk and I wish twitter COULD die, but unless you can guarantee that

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It's unlikely that the average follower will notice they haven't seen your stuff in a while unless they actively seek you out on a regular basis or if they only follow a couple of artists. Yeah, twitter fucking sucks. But when you look at the user bases on other similar platforms, it's nowhere CLOSE

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"oh well just rebuild your following" it isnt that simple when MOST people still use the old site. People might miss your announcement that you moved, and unless they actively seek out your content then when they stop seeing your stuff on their feed they probably won't notice it's missing.

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I dont think people understand just how hard it is to rebuild your following when you move platforms. Even if you have over a MILLION followers on one site, you're only gonna get like a third of those when you move, IF that.

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and its usually cis men too despite me being very clear im a lesbian

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im so fucking tired what the fuck is with furries and not having ANY goddamn respect for EXPLICITLY CLEAR boundaries

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puppy @boxyfoxbiscuit.secondlife.bio · 02/09/2026

me: "hey dont try to message me anywhere else, ive had stalkers before and will reactive badly" people from barq: keep adding me on discord without ever talking to me on barq, not even liking me there me: flips the fuck out people from barq: "WOW BITCH" I FUCKING WARNED YOU, FIRST LINE OF MY GD BIO

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i fucking hate that in order to get any kind of a following or attention on most social media now you have to make fucking reels content i dont want to make reels and i shouldnt have to!

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last of my food from my dad's place that i managed to buy while i was still there. im fucking ugly sobbing. im so tired. im angry and bitter and i just cant do this anymore. if i end up losing this place im just. whats the point anymore, after that. im so fucking tired.

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online nowadays how am i supposed to get that stuff without asking him and him asking fucking questions? the only way to get any help is to be a perfect victim. i just need help i dont wanna be homeless when i finally got out and i wanna be able to buy food. especially because i cant even get the

landlord saying you moved out (my dad was my landlord, and he was the one abusing me), or a letter from a domestic violence shelter. the woman on the phone said i can get a bill with my dad's name on it and a bill with my name on it but i have to have something with his name on it. when everything's

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