iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

currently drafting what is going to be #6 on the main blog. what i discovered: microblogging broke my brain, and once again i have brought myself unknowingly into the loving arms of impostor syndrome

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im genuinely happy with the way im now presenting myself online. is this superficial? prolly. its a nuanced hyperrelative ratio of honesty humor and cynicism

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signing off social media again because: overstimulation

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i dont f ing get it. what is it w choosing texas or ella langleys twang thats so riveting?? and yes like most of the universe, i didnt think country would be in my 2026 bingo card

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time to line edit dinosaur-old works

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mallow's hyperrealistic blood @bajablastenjoyer.bsky.social · 29/03/2025

today i am in love w adjectives

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the internet starting to re-fragment into having Actual Websites again as centralized social media self-destructs is unironically one of the absolute best, most positive things happening rn

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Courtney Milan @courtneymilan.com · 25/07/2025

7. I sometimes see people at dog parks yelling at their misbehaving dogs. Your dog doesn't understand English. You're just doing something so that people think you're "trying" and it's your dog that is misbehaving.

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jess m. ☕🍂 @jametc.bsky.social · 06/12/2025

I'm so serious that we should all go invade dreamwidth and make accounts and communities and start live journaling again

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tery gasmen @bluemoontery.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

i miss boredom. nah i miss life. looking around. accidental eavesdropping. ugly belly laughs and toothy grins. laughing at your own jokes or crazy scenarios in your head. sighing. real human friends. real human conversations. family.

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tery gasmen @bluemoontery.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

im so over this monsoon season. everything is just cold and moldy. i keep checking if we do have a typhoon. nah it's all just monsoon

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tery gasmen @bluemoontery.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

i dont own a washing machine (bc im broke). this sentence becomes significant every laundry day.

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poppy <3 @omiomipepperoni.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

opened wattpad for the first time in a million years and suddenly im 12 again

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tery gasmen @bluemoontery.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

you are a human with a wide range of emotions. now all you feel is stimulation and numbness and frustration. shame on you for letting yourself get to this point. shame.

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tery gasmen @bluemoontery.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

a bunch of dripping wet kids passed by the gate and their howls followed by bullet's supposedly scary young adult barks returned me to my body. people need to be loud more. i mean it.

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tery gasmen @bluemoontery.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

i should once again take down some busy thinking-consuming times to insert a few more boring times, and see if my thinking becomes more coherent, congruent with whatever it is im trying to get to.

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created a new tumblr. turns out i will forever ache if it isnt in my select few socials

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nothing hits harder than a really good dystopian book in the hum of the rain and a fast asleep boyfriend at 11pm

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cass, runner shell ✨ @starsetbyte.lol · 13/11/2023

all my online presences are testdrives to see if i can commit to being a citizen

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girlblogging is a state of mind

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slightly agitated trash mammal @slightlyagitated.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

do people even hip hip hooray anymore??

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so i looked out my window instead

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tery gasmen @bluemoontery.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

lucky that my cable has this channel

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still learning how to live without looking at other people's lives

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tery gasmen @bluemoontery.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

finally arrived at: your storage is full. a mighty opponent these desperate times

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tery gasmen @bluemoontery.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

first typhoon at the new house. VERY scary

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tery gasmen @bluemoontery.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

ok ill say it. it feels refreshing typing right there on the posting menu of dreamwidth and giving it exactly ONE reread—nay, skim—before hitting post. this is the raw bold chaotic internet blogging i signed up for

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tery gasmen @bluemoontery.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

you happy now? i got out of the house to touch grass. got rained on bc my raincoat is a size too small. feeling sick now. you happy?

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i be sighing a lot these days

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a mantra: you are NOT special. you are average. dont let others tell you otherwise. you will live a normal life bc of your normal-ness. congrats!

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honesty time: im ok that im at most average in everything i do & everything i am. that im spiritually disoriented & lost since walking out from religion. that i dont have a 5-year plan nor feel like i have to set one. that im so disgustingly passionate abt writing & cant exist/function without it

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when im sad i just watch videos of internet strangers' belgian malinois dogs and i get a little better each time

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fuck i graduated with an IT degree and html and indieweb used to be my favorite thing in the world how do i not get dreamwidth??

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its truly just a matter of using your brain when you navigate the web. im such a dingus

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