allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 19hso I lied this fic is probably gonna be my longest and that's so scary 120
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 03/10/2026I keep staring at the artwork in my fic's page and sobbing i rly wanted it to have a b/w LN illust feel and it rly does :,) I'm so happy with it. looks #professional 050
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 03/10/2026when artist opens comms again and I slide back into their dms like-- 010
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 03/10/2026MY COMMISSION FOR A SCENE OF MY HANAHAKI CROWREAN FIC IS DONE!! it looks absolutely beautiful im super happy with it!! its the first time i do this for one of my fics so im rly rly happy. god bless the artist artist's page: app.notion.com/p/Calico-PH-... fic link: archiveofourown.org/works/851785... 15025
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 02/10/2026I like writing like how the snape wives describe jk rowling like a simply being who was born to channel snape into the page I get annoyed if I have to force things too much and the characters don't move 000
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 02/10/2026struggling with the romance progression because they like each other too much so I keep having to trim gay shit because it's not time for it yet 220
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 02/10/2026I accidentally took my anti depressants twice today and it had the effect of giving me a huge burst of energy so I used it and wrote like 2k words in one go . I'm trying to forget about this to not misuse my meds for yaoi 230
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 02/10/2026ig thinking back on it writing started becoming painful right around the time I started improving most considerably . well I still am very far from a good writer but I hope to become one someday 110
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 02/10/2026I only write in crumbs now but its not so bad. fic will be done in 2028 but as long as its done 240
Reposted by allenあじ @azitsukeniku.bsky.social · 30/09/2026クロリン/crrn カフェコンセプトグッズとても良かった！漫画はⅣ後の設定です。 04930
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 29/09/2026bad writing day.... only wrote a crumb my faith i can finish this fic dwindles by the day 210
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 29/09/2026I've been such a bandori hater my whole life its been hard to process the fact I do like everything they've released mygo onwards 000
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 29/09/2026I barely #ConsumedMedias this year but its ok because I just kept reading realm of the elderlings 010
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 29/09/2026I didn't write yesterday because I had to spend 24hrs awake to fix my sleep but today for sure 010
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 29/09/2026People love my blue lock fic too much *kicks rock* I'm sorry guys... maybe after s3 airs it could motivate me to write a sequel 321
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 28/09/2026writing was just okay today...? could've been better but I think I desperately need to sit and rewatch or reread a bunch of dialogue so I can go back to form 120
Reposted by allenKaito @touyachi.bsky.social · 27/09/2026world execute(me); | Prologue archiveofourown.org/works/933893... 187
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 27/09/2026today I'm so excited and happy but tomorrow I'm gonna be like "i only wrote 400 words and its all ass i should get publicly executed" and it will be variations of happy or public execution everyday 140
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 27/09/2026IT WAS EITHER MAKING HIM HAVE VAN'S JOB OR THE JOB FROM THAT SHITTY NETFLIX ROMCOM WITH NOAH CENTINEO CALLED PERFECT DATE OR SOME SHIT LIKE THAT. omfg I had vivid flashbacks to that terrible movie 120
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 27/09/2026this really wasn't the intention but the more i write the more i realize the kind of job i gave crow in this AU just turned out similar to van's hjdfsgdf IN MY DEFENSE MY IDEA WAS JUST "HIS JOB IS TRAILS SIDE QUESTS" then i realized the only guy whose job is entirely trails side quests is just van 320
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 27/09/2026it makes me embarrassed how all my fics are the same fic in a different outfit but lalalalala I like playing and drawing they will never make me write a second fic just like they will never make me play my second jrpg 010
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 27/09/2026I JUST SAID THAT BUT IGNORE IT TODAY WAS A DAY OF UTTER TRIUMPH. 2K WORDS WRITTEN TODAY. FINISHED SECTION 1 WITH 5.5K WORDS. 180
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 26/09/2026I have to go over my pre hanahaki crowrean fics sometimes to fix the punctuation in those but I'm so lazy 020
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 26/09/2026I think most of my favorite authors just write like this 000
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 26/09/2026wrote some more crumbs today (600 words or so) im washed as hell I'll have to put in work to fix my prose I don't know how I lost all the writing skills I got while writing my past crowrean fics.... why am I writing like I did in 2019 and into enstars.... 330
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 25/09/2026writing this fic i realize I'm so rusty its a bit sad... by the time I wrote the crowrean hanahaki it's like I was possessed, it was insanity I managed to write 2k words everyday, I don't think I'll ever pull that off again 130
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 23/09/2026youtu.be/ptnYBctoexk?... crowrean song. to me (im gay)youtu.be米津玄師 - 馬と鹿 Kenshi Yonezu - Uma to ShikaYouTube video by Kenshi Yonezu 米津玄師 010
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 23/09/2026WHOEVER YOU ARE WHO COMMENTED ON MY HANAHAKI CROWREAN FIC THANK YOU I LOVE YOU IM ENDLESSLYGRATEFUL MADE MY DAY MY WEEK MY MONTH 010
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 23/09/2026Altina icon will remain forever because I get sad favoring either crow or rean over the other so cute daughter makes me sleep better at night 070
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 23/09/2026RP great bleet. though i die on the side of "cold steels heroine is crow" 061
Reposted by allenKris Wolfheart @kriswolfhe.art · 22/09/2026"Falcom isn't consistent on who the heroine of Cold Steel is" sure they are it's Rean 215955
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 23/09/2026why does the new avatar water guy look like crow and rean had a child 250
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 23/09/2026 out of uni hell so I got to continue my fic! will be super similar to my first crowrean since most of all I wanna have fun and not worry about prose or anything serious I can feel the humanity returning to me. you know I write fic for 8 years now but no other ship was as fun to write as crowrean 160
Reposted by allenGuild Loot (Bracer Guild) @bracerguild.bsky.social · 22/09/2026To all the Trails fans who couldn't make it to the Cupsleeve Event: This one's for you! ♡ Like, follow, RT & comment for a chance to win one keychain AND one PU leather coaster of your choice! Five winners here AND five on X! No FOMO on our watch! Good luck! 💜 6811783
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 19/09/2026kennit liveship traders is one of the funniest characters ever 000
Reposted by allenQian_ko @qianko.bsky.social · 18/09/2026Trailstember Day 18 - Altina Also daughter 🖤🐰 #trails #falcom #kiseki #閃の軌跡 #TrailsofColdSteel 1205104
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 19/09/2026I started it crows voice is very rusty in my head now...... but I press on 140
Reposted by allenQian_ko @qianko.bsky.social · 16/09/2026Trailstember Day 16 - Rean Now onto Cold Steel 🫶 #trails #falcom #kiseki #閃の軌跡 #TrailsofColdSteel 217290
allen @bluedestinies.bsky.social · 18/09/2026maybe after 50 years will write another crowrean fic that only i want to read (fraudulent fake dating modern au fluff nothing ever happens) 160
Reposted by allenQian_ko @qianko.bsky.social · 17/09/2026Trailstember Day 17 - Crow (*drawing faster so I can play the remake longer*) #trails #falcom #kiseki #閃の軌跡 #TrailsofColdSteel 212866
