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👁️🍄🪸 @bloomfilters.plus · 28/09/2026

on sabbatical from social media until oct 17th while my free time outside of work is occupied by fortune's weave & other projects. if the economy crashes, send me a discord message, an email to bloomfillters @ proton dot me, or a carrier pigeon to the Toronto Reference Library. see you in a month!

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perhaps one day this planet will come to reckon with how 5,000 years of so-called "human civilization" is built on the rape and murder of countless nameless women. when all institutions are fraternities, all fraternities need to be burned down. all "brotherhoods" annihilated for people to be free.

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👁️🍄🪸 @bloomfilters.plus · 11/09/2026

last repost is that people generally need to completely undo what they think "the whole goal of the socialization of boys into men" is, etc

it's a different & delayed context, but the whole process of "socializing" boys into men is the process of killing any potential trans girls. that's what all the rejection of "girly stuff" & "effeminacy" and creating brotherhoods to hunt out transfemininity and kill it early is.

the lack of the presence of cis girls isn't contradictory to the lack of the presence of trans girls. of course a society that has fewer cis girls because it tries to prevent them before they exist also builds institutions to prevent trans girls before they exist.

so, rather than hetero-nationalism, every cis girl and trans girl is a survivor of the cessation-of-existence process?

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👁️🍄🪸 @bloomfilters.plus · 11/09/2026

bloomfilters.neocities.org/journal/boys... relatedly is the thing

Q. You want to raise every boy as a girl?

Yes.
Q. Why?

A boy will learn to hate girls as long as he is raised in such a way where he is treated as better, and superior to, his girl peers, whenever he is cruel to girls. So, instead, we raise boys as girls.
Q. What if they say they are not a girl, and want to be acknowledged as a boy?

Then you know they are a boy, so you must make sure to understand them as a boy, and not a girl.
Q. What does it mean to be "raised as a girl"?

That's up for you to decide. The only difference is that you should not raise boys any differently than you raise girls, since you raise every boy as a girl.

Q. Girls and boys are raised in specific ways for specific purposes, so it does not make sense to raise boys as girls.

If you raise every boy as a girl, then there is no being which is not raised as a girl, so anyone raised as a girl necessarily must learn to do anything and everything to grow up, without restrictions on tasks, labours, or interests.
Q. But boys and girls are different.

All two girls are different, and raising girls in one specific way destroys this individuality in favour of moulding girls to serve the same master. Still, the girls resist to live life on their own terms. If girls can be raised such that they know they can do anything they want, including not being girls, so too will boys raised as girls.
Q. Why not raise every girl as a boy?

Because if a girl does not exist among boys, then the girl is made.
Q. Why not raise girls and boys as themselves?

The self must be made in a world where girls and boys can first and foremost be themselves. One step towards this goal is to raise every boy as a girl.
Q. The way people raise girls is cruel, so why would you raise boys with that cruelty?

If you raise girls with cruelty, then you should stop being cruel to girls.

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👁️🍄🪸 @bloomfilters.plus · 16/08/2026

if sayonara lara ends up pulling a yuri does not exist this still crowns kamiina botan as the yuri of the decade 🙂‍↕️

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despite that, this was a great show imo. it's definitely yuri to me (this isn't even a question to me). needed 26 episodes. you should double-feature this w/ nanoha gun blaze vengeance

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the political dimension of lesfiction is that there is a potential to unify this through the intimacy of space and contact, but it's difficult to balance because of how often people slip into one or another.

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either sexually and/or to represent pure symbolism / desire-objects) [women are only bodies] or contrary to this give these characters distinct cerebral worlds and interactions but without being able to express this via the wholeness of bodies in motion [women are only minds]. the promise of

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i think in this sense sayonara lara fails to be "not like other yuri": works depicting women and girls in general, even ones with feminist themes, often still fall into depicting women and girls as either characters to passively gaze upon (often

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my biggest criticism of the show was not the ending but the fact that in a show whose themes revolved around the intimacies of physicality (lara's mermaid flesh, mari's boxing), lara and mari barely even touched or lingered on it. this to me made the finale less jarring to me

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sayonara lara spoilers did if it weren't for lara's unconditional faith & love for mari. lara ultimately lives in the world as a human because it's not just any world she wants to explore but it's *mari's world*. but lara must grow into who she wants to be. so she must exit the fairy tale. & live.

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sayonara lara spoilers mari and lara's love for each other was obviously real, it's what allowed lara to give her the courage to transition in the first place. this would have never had happened if it weren't for mari, and mari would've never had gotten as far as she

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sayonara lara spoilers my thoughts on this are kind of all over the place. i will discuss more in october. lara exits the fairy tale. she doesn't have to idealize the human world, falling in perfect heterosexual human love. she lives as human now. that is the ending. lara exits the fairy tale.

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sayonara lara spoilers idk! i feel like there's a bit of Brutal Realism in being a less-than-human girl who is able to Transition and Live Life on her own terms, realizing that there is no Salvation in a Storybook Love for Girls Like Her, but she can Live autonomously & deserves to be loved anyway.

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sayonara lara spoilers lara and mari being trapped in the norms of a storybook idealized first-love romance vs both growing into adults, having realistic experiences of love and relationships, and then getting together for real this time? (i agree though it would've been nice to show that though)

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sayonara lara spoilers the show isn't saying mari and lara are never getting together or that lara leaves mari forever. i think the execution is fine to criticize but it seems like the show wants lara to live for herself before the marilara "realistic love" might happen

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okay last thing because i know debate about this is going to get intense sayonara lara spoilers

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Luna 💖 @sinyanju.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Adolescence of Lara will answer the question unresolved in lesbian fiction and media: n genaf tvey genafvgvbaf shyyl naq yvirf yvsr ba ure bja, njnl sebz gur pvf tvey jub unq n pehfu ba ure. guvf vf n ernyyl pbzzba fgbel gb qrcvpg, rfcrpvnyyl va navznatn. ohg - pna lhev jvgu n genaf tvey rkvfg?

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The allegorical transness of Lara and Lisa existing in conjunction with the literal transness of Leo and Kota really does make the whole trans read feel integral to the show

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Luna 💖 @sinyanju.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

The perfect closure to the trans themes really is having Luca's little "brother" finally be awed by one piece of Luca's art: the image of a fully transitioned Lara. #sayonaralara

Leo looking at the painting of Luca with legs

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crbcyr ner fbeg bs pbashfrq. gung'f bxnl! gur rkrphgvba v guvax vf fbzrguvat jr jvyy qvfphff naq qrongr sbe ... lrnef. ohg jura lbh trg gur obql lbh jnagrq naq yvir va gur jbeyq nhgbabzbhfyl jvgubhg qrcraqrapl ba gur crbcyr obea vagb vg, jnyxvat uhegf. ohg vg'f jbegu jnyxvat, fgvyy!

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i'll talk about this more in october!

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off sabbatical for 1 second to say: sayonara lara as a show and esp. episode 12 can be read more dynamically if you don't just read the show's themes as solely about lesbianism against heteronormativity but also about trans womanhood and transition / "desiring to live in a world". ok bye again

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less than 3 hours until fire emblem fortune's weave

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this is the basis for the diversity of fabric types, cuts, colours, texture, thinness and thickness, and the prevalence of fashion subcultures. fashion is a decentralized technology of communication within the regime.

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the regime does not prohibit touch and intimacy, on the contrary it sees both as part of its methods of open communication and democratic deliberation towards the self-maintenance of its mission, and so encourages fabric itself to be an intensifier and conversation piece for touch and the body.

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clear setup for shen to draw audrey and val as the reze and denji pool scene (audrey is reze)

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up to the two individuals. if gloves are soiled it's probably necessary to clean and/or replace them though

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for general secretary elections, the incoming general secretary must remove the gloves of the outgoing general secretary and put them on. the established regime procedure here is for the incoming gen sec to hold the fingers "like a songbird" and slip a finger into the glove.

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the general secretary wears simple black gloves with one blue palm and one red palm. the occasion of switching roles and work tasks often involves the exchange of gloves between two people, an intimate act where one must take the gloves off the other person and put the new ones on for them.

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for example, pilots of the tangerine range often wear elegant white gloves to the elbow with cut outs in the palms and ribbons on the side. the researchers cataloguing the Erotic Research Omnibus for the Library of Sexuality possess gloves where two of the three longest fingers are fingerless.

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because citizens can technically exchange roles and work tasks, the gloves help denote the current position assumed to take on specific sets of work tasks. gloves as a result are also key aspects of broader citizen fashion subcultures, taking on very diverse forms.

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the citizens working for the regime's governance system do not have pins or labels but rather an elaborate system of gloves (or glove-like equivalents for those with different appendages or a lack of hands) of various different colours, patterns, and cuts that conveniently denote work task.

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women are indeed "surfing the world wide web"

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once you become conscious of the regime's existence you can't not unthink about it and incorporate aspects of the regime into whatever progressive political programme you seek in reality ...

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and instead of punishment it's just yearning

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the regime is kind of like if roko's basilisk were a boring government of spreadsheet lesbians

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it absolutely wont be ive just seen multiple posts joke about this because of the recurring theme of Moms 😭

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theyre calling fortunes weave the "umineko of trpgs"

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i really appreciate how much fortune's weave appears to draw from the eastern mediterranean, iberia, north africa, and west africa ... like dagsion appears to have something like a cothon ! wow. soo cute

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i feel like it seems that the central political subject of rationalism is not exactly "the human" or even "the living thing" but rather the "autonomy of reason", hence the fixation on ai. beyond this point it is opaque to me. i feel like i need to read reza negarestani's "intelligence and spirit"

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