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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 03/10/2026

Been a while since I posted on here. I will eventually post some pictures from this past month of September. However, I really enjoyed my time spending my birthday with Luna and Silver. I wanted it to last but now Luna is back home and I miss her dearly😭😭😭 [ #b.rambles ]

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 23/07/2026

Oop there it goes again sighs [ #b.rambles ]

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 20/07/2026

Feeling a lot better seeing Silver on Friday and going to the museum with another friend on Saturday. Still low with depression but at least the load is lighter 😭 [ #b.rambles ]

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 15/07/2026

Now if only dabble would let me write 😭 [ #b.rambles ]

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 15/07/2026

Thank you again Kel!! I hope I like the therapist since there's only been like 2 and half that I've liked 🤣

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 15/07/2026

Thank you, Kel!! It's been sometime since I actually had a therapy appointment 😭 my last good therapist was from 2018...at least I always had my meds 😅 I appreciate you checking up on me 🩷

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 15/07/2026

I love you too Elle 🩷 Thank you!! 😭😭

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 15/07/2026

My brain is like haha nope. I appreciate you Sammie 😭😭

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 15/07/2026

It's been sometime since I actually had a therapist. My last good one was in 2018. I knew as soon as I was getting the ideation again, I was like let me set up an appointment. I know I'll get through it but it's definitely hard with my brain thinks that way. Like I know I'm loved and wanted but

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 15/07/2026

Can't help but feel this way at times.

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 15/07/2026

Fair warning for this post honestly Cw: depression, Suicidal ideation Pretty much the depression has forced me to go back to therapy because it's so bad to the point that I feel people are better off if I'm not alive. I know that's not true and I'm not going to do anything but [ #b.rambles ]

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 15/07/2026

Set up a therapy appointment through my work for eap so I can get some sessions covered. Unfortunate side is it won't be for a few weeks 😞 [ #b.rambles ]

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 13/07/2026

I'm definitely feeling a bit restless today at work 😔 Hopefully it'll settle soon enough. [ #b.rambles ]

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Orangesekaii @orangesekaii.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

Another colored sketch request done for @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social 🪻 Thank you so much for your kind support~!

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 03/07/2026

😭😭😭 I'll eventually be fine. I might go out tomorrow to see Silver at least but this weekend, will probably be a rest weekend for sure.

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 03/07/2026

Feeling a tad bit overwhelmed and overstimulated today 😔 I'll try to take it easy the next few days. [ #b.rambles ]

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 14/06/2026

Distance Worlds in NYC 🩷 [ #b.rambles ♥︎ #b.travels ]

An image of a white mage chocobo in front of Distance Worlds.

Cloud plush in front of Distance Worlds.

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 13/06/2026

Pictures from yesterday from the Mets game!! [ #b.rambles ❤︎⁠ #b.travels ]

An image of the NYC skyline during a sunset.

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Jaws🎃 @jaws-stone.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

I’m tired of living in a world where they try to enforce that sex is somehow worse than violence. I am sick and tired of it.

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natto ♥ 7.5 spoilers @windupkotoe.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

its so funny how most biphobic stuff is just misogyny . anyways all the ffxiv characters are bisexual or pan 💝

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 09/06/2026

I'm feeling it today at work. My emotional disregulation is bad today sighs. Making it harder to do my job 😭 #b.rambles

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cola @colamander.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

Sony seeing that Nintendo gets the kingdom hearts 4 reveal

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 09/06/2026

Thank you Swiftie! I'll eventually get over it and I think I'm halfway there.

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 08/06/2026

In my own thoughts and kinda down about it. I'll eventually get over it but doesn't hurt any less 😔 #b.rambles

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 05/06/2026

It's honestly been a long week with work 😔 #b.rambles

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 28/05/2026

Not sure what's with today at work but some of these interactions have been not very pleasant 😒 #b.rambles

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 19/05/2026

Always love going to The High Line when I can. [ #b.rambles ❤︎⁠ #b.travels ]

The High Line in NYC while people are walking on it.

An image of The High Line as greeny and other buildings surround it.

An image of one of the grassy areas on The High Line.

An image of old train tracks as greeny surrounds it.

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 15/05/2026

Pretty sure because of my friends, I'm solidified as a Mets fan. Thanks Silver and other friends 🤣 #b.rambles

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 04/05/2026

Hello everyone!! I'll be moving my nsfw posts to my main account @fourthwing.etheirys.social and having this as my personal! I'll be in the process of deleting images onto here. #b.rambles

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 04/05/2026

Wanted the Anya plush so badly but the tokens weren't working 😭😭

Upclose of spy x family plushies in anime claw machines.

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The GR Team @thegrteam.bsky.social · 25/08/2025

Something with our original characters. We know it's not xiv or WoW but we hope you can still find some enjoyment in it still. 😊 Voicepacks: hoshinomeririri and KGF_Kiko SFX: @opennsfwsp.bsky.social #nsfw

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B ♡ @bloodofthelily.etheirys.social · 08/08/2025

I cannot wait for mods to get back. I really want to pose Cassia and Naveen going at it 😭

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