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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 23/04/2026

Meds took my ability to jack off but Itll never stop me from drawing cute girls kissing

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 21/04/2026

I self sabotaged my progress and gained the inch back🧍

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 16/04/2026

I'm such a fat chud argghh

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

Felt so nauseous today after throwing up

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

My weight is terrible I'm close to morbid obesity but at least my fitness is improving and I can run now + muscle growth🧍I've just been maintaining the same range of weight for the past couple of years and it makes me want to claw my eyes out

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

At a party and I am so terrible at socializing that I'm stuck in a bedroom watching TV instead of socializing

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 11/03/2026

Binge purging will fuck up my teeth but I can't help it

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

My stomach is protruding and my face is bloated as hell and I weigh 2lbs more than previously did I really get fatter this fast? I feel heavy as fuck

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

I can't gain that weight back. I need to chill. I need to not binge

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 02/03/2026

Got out the hospital and lost 5 lbs during the week I was there. Lifehack

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 16/02/2026

I'm gonna eat myself to death and I'm gonna cut myself because it's not like it matters whether or not I "fix" myself ill always be unwanted

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 16/02/2026

Why was I born so fucking ugly and uncharismatic. Why does no one fucking love me even when I love them

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 15/02/2026

Trying to write it out to fight off binge urges. This is torture 😵‍💫

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 15/02/2026

OMAD. Very hearty but it was tasty and made me feel better about being unloved

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 11/02/2026

I need to regain control again

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 08/02/2026

Getting food cravings while alone in the house with no one to talk to is scary

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 07/02/2026

I need to lock in so I can be as beautiful as my queen

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 07/02/2026

Idk how to take good pictures but this was so good I'm so proud

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 06/02/2026

This is one of the best protein bars I've tasted

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 05/02/2026

Successfully fasted for 24hrs. I feel great and the meal I broke it with was SOO GOOD. God it's great to be back in controm

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 31/01/2026

Omad. Ground turkey, mash potatoes, greenbeans, and pickled onions. It was very scrumptious

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 31/01/2026

My world is stagnant. I don't know what to do or what to feel but at least it's making me lose my appetite.

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 28/01/2026

My muscles are so SORE GRAGGHHHH

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 26/01/2026

I don't think it matters whether or not I'm fully clean. It doesn't matter anymore. I am alone

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 24/01/2026

I also tried exercising today but it literally felt like my heart was about to jump out my chest. I've been so dehydrated

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 24/01/2026

I want to rip my insides out. I wanna throw them all uo. I want to remove the need to consume

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 21/01/2026

I'm gonn die I hink I see God holy shit this feels awful

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 21/01/2026

Actually feels like something is tearing open my insides holy shot I shouldn't have done that

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 21/01/2026

Binged om spicy food I'm so so fucked my stomach is fucked

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 12/01/2026

I tried to exercise but I feel so bloated and fat. I regret eating breakfast

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 12/01/2026

Almost binged last night but it was delayed and eventually uber cancelled and refunded it. It was a sign from god

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 29/12/2025

Why does just existing hurt so much

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 28/12/2025

Work outs been good I've been good and I've been getting stronger but I stopped being able to SHIT😭

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 21/12/2025

I feel so guilty and sad and useless and like I'll never be able to live s normal life or care about anything ever I am a shell

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 20/12/2025

Was doing so good this week with staying in a deficit but I binged. It was all I could think about and now my stomach hurts a lot

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 12/12/2025

This is what I've got logged

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 12/12/2025

Today was such a good food day. I meal prepped spaghetti w/ beef and chicken for the week and they both came out so good and filling I didn't even have the urge to binge. Maybe heavy lifting has been improving my mood ☺️

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 09/12/2025

I wonder if the food service workers know that all that food is gonna be inside of me within in hour

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 03/12/2025

Vomited and my upper abdomen feels so fucked

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 01/12/2025

They weren't that great but I ended up binging on left over foods and I feel like throwing up

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 01/12/2025

Urge to binge so strong I'm making my own cupcakes. (Not following a recipe I'm just guesstimating measurements and maybe they'll come out so bad it'll stop my binge)

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