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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 1h

My influence has been felt for decades

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isa 🔞 LBX 430 @babeyxiao.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

kinktober day 3: misawa under kotatsu

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Saving myself for my future husband but you can still finger me if you wear black nitrile gloves it doesn't count

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Bro you're never going to escape the matrix if you keep calling the tomboymoder with double Ds "sir

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Yeah dude fucking awesome that another golden boy democrat running for office comes out as a hateful transphobic bigot. I live in fucking new york this shit is DIRE

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

No dude it's not crazy to roleplay as a wrathful guardian spirit possessing my host. It's nothing like yugioh stop saying that

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

If I push away every person that's ever loved me then no one will tell me not to buy another pack of smokes

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Ancient Egyptian Prayer Bot @egyptianprayerbot.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Wedjat-eye, Sekhmet, Great Goddess, mistress of the gods is her name. (BDQ)

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

now that we're unemployed we can finally get good at deadlock

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

pausing my irl crashout in order to virtually crashout on mahjong soul

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Bark @elfworm.bsky.social · 30/04/2025

aradia.. #homestuck

fan art of god tier aradia megido chilling with a very rotting aradiabot

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Dude if I see one more person say that my fucking *name* is a tranny stereotype I'm going to start killing

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

"What's wrong?" You still draw breath you dumb fucking bastard

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Fucked up that I'm not a real person and I'm still not as fake as these hoes

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

You aren't allowed to be chuuni except for nicotine cravings

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Commandeering may's vent account she can get bent

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Nothing pisses me off more than doing fuckall

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

Sorry for being hypersexual I spent 8 years sexually repressed after being raped and I am making up for lost time

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

it feels really good to actually have someone in my life for once that can calm me down and make me feel safe and cares about even when im acting a little insane but it sucks that it took almost 30 years

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

you never woke up you never closed your eyes you never lived your life you never loved mine

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

lets drink three bottles of nyquil with mama

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

If these mood swings don't kill me, then I probably will

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

I don't recognize myself in the mirror anymore. I've forgotten how to pray. It makes me so sick to see how happy I have become.

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

Another long day at the make up problems for myself cuz im bored factory

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for me was when my ex wrote an ep dedicated to me after i finally had the courage to leave him, as if those songs would heal the bruises he gave me, as if his words would make me forget that he raped me

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

Maybe I will feel better now that I'm not stretching my prescription to last

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

starting to realize that my mother's inability to care for me when it's inconvenient for her and my dad's alcoholism has really impacted my personality. who needs a therapist when you are highly analytical

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

Dreaming about this place. Time to walk away.

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

First paranoid ideations and now im seeing shadow people. Mentally logging this because it is interesting

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

I saw someone say they wanted to get raped and it made me really sad but i didnt say anything because i know its just a joke or a kink or something but it still hurts a little

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 07/06/2026

Why am i only capable of happiness when im being abused

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

It all grinds to a halt and im alone again

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

Things havent felt real since i was raped. Feels like someday ill wake up from a coma and still be with him like the last decade never happened. Thats what he always said would happen if i left him anyways.

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

constructing pain to give myself an identity. retroactively going over every event in my life and recontextualizing them as traumatic in order to make myself seem like a person that has lived as much as any other person.

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

the truth that ive been running from for so long is that im a bad fucking person and thats why everyone eventually drops me

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Red Spider Lily 🩸🦇 @blackmoonlilith64.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

its so pathetic that i lie for attention and it doesnt even work

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