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Poosha

@birokto.bsky.social
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🔞 Digging in my butttttttt. I dont fucks with incest or underage shit tumblr.com/antematter twitter.com/easylivingcrowd

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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 40m
I just finished rereading volume 11. Nuclear bomp
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 40m
Knowing what shrhm is capable of drawing I want her deanruit file. Orufrey folder is already a given but I want to believe with all my heart theres at least one drawing of beldaruit getting touched pleeeaseeeee please. Old man hole be feeling like silk .Pleak.
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
I wasn’t reading fanfic (or fiction tbh) before getting into witch hat so i didn’t realize how difficult it is for me to imagine perspective until i kept having to take myself out of what i was reading just to imagine what position everyone’s in. And even then…💔
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
I dont think the demon possessing my body mind and soul can be released until I finish this f*cking comic but i hate paneling so muchhhgggh uggghhhh if i can’t even do it for a regular drawing how am I supposed to do it for sex. I’m begging the apple to rotate its stuck. It won’t move
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
With fandom infighting I’m just left having to wade through the discarded remnants of discord conversations invading my timeline. Idgaf!!! Iran if you can hear me!!!!!!!!!!
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
At least with the antisocial character of online communist infighting I end up getting like 3 book recommendations and a laugh out of it bc it invariably ends with everyone telling each other to get sold into white slavery before blocking
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
But then people will frame it as activism & fighting the good and just war by way of either “combatting censorship/moral purity” (??) or “protecting the community” (??) depending on what cheek from the ass you lean towards and it’s like okay. Utterly asinine
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
Fandom discourse gets me so irate because it’s genuinely all drivel, like equal opportunity drivel, inherently so because it coalesces around the nucleus of “shipping” as the primary lens by which you engage with art
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
They’re saying Qifrey is the first male victim of misogyny and religious guilt. Me. Me’s saying it
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
It’s Qifrey based. TO MEEE. Thank you Julia Jacklin. Her discography makes up half of my oc and orufrey playlists respectively
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
Qifrey withholding money from Olruggio of the Torch. He is spending his hard earned commission money on various artisanal cheeses
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
One of my favorite little headcanons I’ve stewed over with oomf is Olruggio being the breadwinner but handing over all bookkeeping/financial responsibilities onto Qifrey. Little to no basis in canon but extremely funny conceptually. He don’t know a single thing about where his moneys going
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
I was so distraught man
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
My first ever #orufrey fanart…drawn sometime during the week long haze after having caught up to the manga
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
Wehnever I see 🔁❌🙅🏼 people retweet my comic I smile a solemn smile....I hope you are enjoying the ride but at a certain point you may have to disembark...Unfortunately it is very important to me that they both get touched on. The issue is moreso what they want vs what they can accept
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
There are some parts in my comic I took out at the very last minute because they didnt fit and one of them was a page of qifrey listing out various methods of stopping himself from reaching orgasm, including this 3 panel bit which I still like. Awww
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Ya mama
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Girl whatever!!! #orufrey
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Olruggio on the other hand....I have no qualms about sticking him in the chip bag and shaking him around. He likes the chip bag, even
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
The panel that makes you want to hurt yourself and others
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
But he is so adept at finding out ways to torture himself endlessly that anything I feel inclined to project onto him feels gratituitous (which is the point ofc but you know) if it is not reinforced by his overwhelming desire to treat and be treated gently at the end of it all
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
I understand the need to put your favorite character through the wringer put them in a chip bag and asphyxiate them a little. I do it all time time but for Qifrey specifically I can't commit to it....I justcant... Not even in a way thats like oh he didnt do anythinf wrong like Okay lets not lie now
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
I’m 22 years old and I’m SCARED of seeing Olruggio with abs. Anime love interest Qifrey with muscles. Some of y’all need to put the stylus down
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
I operate out of contrarianism half the time so I just default lean towards whatever it is I see less of. It’s slightly easier to filter out the slop that way but unfortunately with the way people move you will knees in it anyways. The slop being weird essentialism. Among other things I can’t name
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
At the end of the way I really do see them as capable of exploring desire any which way, my (and shrhm’s) personal preferences notwithstanding lolol whenever I see people get strict asf with it I’m like danggg not even a little bit? But I think that’s just how fandom tends to operate with m/m so wtv
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
This is a good avenue for navigating the boundary between pleasure and pain and punishment as method of getting that sense of relief. But i don’t think Qifreys at a point of doing this in any way that’s healthy. Something else to resent the silverwood for entangling in its roots….
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
On wallahi Qifrey is making sure Olruggio getting touched on. As for his own wants.…I think the ferocity of desire is as strong as his fear of what comes after
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
To me it’s more interesting that way…beneath u lies a man who trapped you in a cycle of ruining and saving and ruining the other for the rest of time. What will you do with him? What can you possibly do to make up for your own part in this ? (Q’s perception). Grasp at any chance to negate the damage
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
It translates well to a service role in bed but his work-life balance is so miserable it’s not even funny. Theyre putting him through the wringer. He needs to get drunk and touched on. More importantly though i think its Qifreys own need to put himself in a service role that overpowers that of Ollys
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
For Olly that drive is reinforced by decades spent embodying his identity as Olruggio of the Torch, a role in turn shaped by Noz ..burdening him with a responsibility he was never meant to shoulder that he nonetheless carries with him to this day…if I can’t help you what’s the point etc
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Even with the explanations given it feels like there’s so much left unsaid wrt silverwood…my understanding of how they navigate sex apropos of canon is that they are genuinely just driven by overlapping wishes to fulfill the needs of the other even at cost of their personal desires #MyTruth
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
“He is so repressed he wouldn’t even want to put himself in that position.” Waiter..!! 500 Qifrey ruined orgasms
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Asterisk sign I genuinely do not know what his point of no return is. I am trying to grapple with this in my comic but I think it’s somewhere between “I don’t think the physical act of him coming would trigger the sw but the moments precipitating it and the relief that follows certainly will” and
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Genuinely tickling me that my first ever orufrey art was them having sex like wallahi I was so distraught I skipped all pretense. What do you mean if he comes he dies. What do you meannnnnnn. It took me years of mentally preparing myself to even draw Sandy getting a blowjob. Crazy crazy
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
All that is to say. Thank you witch hat for making me want to create art again. And by art I mean orufrey prostate massage
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Whenever I twote about my ocs to my friends it’s like thank you for indulging me but because I refuse to explain my story to anyone this means nothing to you. But thank you anyways…
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I lowkey stopped drawing after oct 2023 which on one hand was good for my political and personal development but it also meant I basically all but abandoned the one thing I actually liked doing. I missed drawing! I missed putting art out there and having people understand it!
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Not that I particularly regret having avoided fandom sphere lol I genuinely don’t think I have it in me to care about all that. But i do think I missed out on being able to sit with things and really think on it . Woah I realized I don’t have to say anything coherent here because no one reading this
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
meaningful analysis of anything of my own accord. The last "fandom" i was "active" in was hxh tumblr in middle school and from then to now it was just my ocs rattling around in my head
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
No one even gets how serious this is for me. For a long time I found it incredibly difficult to care about characters outside of my own like to the point where it genuinely upset me and dampened my ability to enjoy stories because I just did not care about anything enough to do
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Poosha @birokto.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I’m in the mines….im toiling in the orufrey mines….
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