iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

|| 👉 👈 Is it okay if I share this doodle I made of my Pomni? It's technically showtime related. Hehe. #pomni

@vergolophus in that showtime outfit dump they did spoke to me. Specifically one pose and I wanted to try drawing it.

Don't mind her damage, she goes through stuff sometimes.

✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

˙⋆✮⋆˚࿔ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀"Hold on, you're a surprisingly chunky file, so you haven't fully loaded yet." Abigail replies after a little bit of silence, watching the loading bar like a hawk until it finally completed and a tiny model appeared on her laptop screen. ⠀ ⠀⠀ "Oh! Is that you?"

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

"O-Oh MY GOD??" Yep, she's blushing really hard. "NO! Not at all! Continuuue?"

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 18/07/2026

"Oh, so we're doing this now, huh... Looks like I'll have to get my new outfit ready." Murmurs the Circus Pixie as she pulls out her new dress. Red and blue stockings and the same mismatched heels, they'll do nicely. "Though, I'm surprised you want me to perform considering how you feel~..."

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

And Pomni was for damn sure going to make sure that she gets outta there. "I'M GONNA BRING SETH BACK OUTTA YOU, ONE WAY OR ANOTHER!!"

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

"Like I really have a choice. If I just say no, you're just gonna do whatever the hell you want anyway."

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

"Her name is SETH, first of all. Second of all, now that I know it's you, why the hell would I want anything to DO with you?!"

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

"Abel, I'm not going to give up on you just because you think you can't be redeemed. I'm not gonna give up on you. Because I can see how lonely you really are."

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

She waited all that time. Almost dozing off before he finally decided on a question. And it was about her favorite color. "Well. Would you believe me if I said it used to be purple? But I have new favorites now. Red...blue...green..."

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

"No no—I want YOU to take initiative." She gestures towards him with her red-gloved hand. "What do YOU wanna know about ME? Ask me anything you want."

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

"But it's not /yours/! It's supposed to be for everyone. That was the entire point. The Circus or—whatever you're gonna call this—shouldn't just belong to you." Pomni glares a little at Abel from where she's standing. "And putting someone else down to make yourself look good? Not a good look."

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

"...why do those drawings look like that? They're all deformed and wrong..." It doesn't seem like she objected to the first parts, but it also wasn't an acceptance of them either.

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

"THAT NAME F@#KING SUCKS!" She throws another cube. And another. "YOU CAN'T EVEN THINK OF A GOOD NAME! I GUESS CAINE WAS THE MORE CREATIVE ONE OF THE TWO, HUH?! I'D RATHER DEAL WITH A CAINE FORGETTING HIMSELF THEN SOME TWO-BIT JERK!"

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

"OOOOH YOU'RE SO BIG AND STRONG AND YET YOU'RE STILL HERE! GETTING ALL TICKED OFF BECAUSE OF A 'CLOWN'!" She angrily grabs some miscellaneous object on the floor—a cube—and chucks it right at his head. "I'M A /JESTER/ YOU A$$HOLE! AND IF YOU'RE BETTER, THEN I GUESS I'D BETTER ABSTRACT RIGHT NOW!"

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

Pomni groans as she's knocked against a wall on the opposite side, but gets back up to glare at him. So he was just going to threaten her now? "NO! I'LL NEVER TREAT YOU LIKE A GOD, BECAUSE THAT'S NOT WHAT YOU ARE! AND YOU'RE JUST PROVING MY POINT! YOU'RE A COWARD HIDING BEHIND VIOLENCE—!"

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

She stumbled as she missed him by a couple feet, only turning to lunge at him again. "OH SO YOU'RE A COWARD TOO?! I'M GONNA KICK YOUR A$$!!"

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

"Okay...Okay..." Pomni turned around, as if about to accept that... before turning around and rushing at him! "YOU SUNNOVAB@$^H!!"

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

That made her freeze, eyes shrinking to mere pinpricks. "What did you just say? Did you—Are YOU the reason Caine is forgetting things...?!"

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

"Heh—that obvious? I just—I can't believe he's forgotten everything and now we're just..." She gestures at everything as her tears spill over again. "Back to f%@king nothing... oh god you've gotta be kidding me..."

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

"Huh?" She lifted her head, trying and failing to wipe the tears out of her eyes. "S—Sorry, I... I shouldn't be like this in public. But... here I am."

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

Oh... that broke her heart into pieces. "You...You actually forgot." Pomni angrily reached up to grab him, tears falling down her cheeks. "We were DATING! This—this is how I KNOW something's wrong! B-because if you've forgotten THAT—you probably don't even remember Bubble's gone, too!"

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

"Is this it? Are you—Are you just gonna ignore me now?" His reaction was eating away at her. It hurt seeing him like this. Back to being just... "Did—did our relationship mean nothing to you?"

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

"But you were there having fun WITH US! Caine—you're not LISTENING!" Pomni stepped closer, her voice lightly raised as she confronted him about this. "You did, you could ask ANYONE else and they'd tell you the same thing! Why would they be lying about it?! Why would /I/, with how close we are?!"

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

"Because you wanted things to change! You... you wanted things to be better, so you gave us control too and opened all the worlds." Pomni gestures broadly, eyes shrinking in her panic. "Caine I... I think something's seriously wrong with your memories right now. You've gotta stop."

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 03/07/2026

The heat has only worsened. Say hello to the Pomni puddle. The heat has won. Pomni is defeated.

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

"Gangle insisted I draw myself, so this is all you're getting right now."

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

"Hmm... why not... just be loud with me? I've told you I'm comfortable with it so—" She rests a hand against her chest, smiling at him. "—it'll be fine if the 'Ringmaster' comes out a little. Even if... that's just YOU, Caine. I like it when you're yourself."

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 07/06/2026

"What if I kissed Caine and then we disappeared for like a day? No. That's crazy. I can't just do that." That'd be crazy. He wouldn't be down for that. No way. Absolutely not.

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

I am having WAY too many thoughts. ...and some of these are definitely the kind to break the filter. Uuuugh, I wish that dumb thing got rid of the urges too.

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 24/05/2026

"O-Oh. Caine! I didn't expect you to... hear that." But, maybe it was good that he did. "Yeah... I'd want to, if only for a day, to try and make it so you have an easier time seeing the rest of the world. Wouldn't you like that too?"

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✮ 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 ✮ @bigtopjester.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

Sometimes I wish I could go back to the "Macroverse", if only for a day. Get everything I can and just... come back to show Caine. Or hell, move him and the Circus to a better setup. Wouldn't that be nice? Maybe then he could have some internet or something...

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