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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

god yeah cock rings are a nightmare. so are condoms. only ones that stay on are too tight to be comfortable.

river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Sex toys are far too expensive and don't have enough options for shape, girth, length... I don't have the time or money to buy 400 different prostate massagers in search of the right fit and the right feel.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

would love to spend all day pissing myself with you

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

there was a hot chub bear who I think was called 'fatguypa' whom I miss as well, made several fantastic wetting videos. I remember being so glad I found a guy who was as big as me.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

There was one guy that made a lot of piss videos in cowboy gear, which I realize doesn't actually narrow down much because that was a pretty common theme lol. but he had a ginger beard and usually wore deerskin gloves, was always in his garage and had a black f150 in the background.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

been a little sad lately thinking about all the wonderful sexy guys that used to make videos on xtube and how few of them have ever cropped up again. worst is that I don't remember exact usernames of many, so I couldn't really look for them...

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

What was supposed to be a small on-purpose ended up being a big accident. Being in the bathroom setting up my phone caused me to suddenly go from 7/10 to 10/10. Tried to just leak before I unzipped, but instead it was a huge gush and I couldn't stop!

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

You both get banned for life. The food wasn't that good, anyway.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

He chuckles at your attempt to be brave, encourages you to just relax, to let go. It helps to imagine yourself at the urinal. You want to let go, he tells you. You just have to take a deep breath and let go. It's easy to let go. And with his deep, fatherly tone guiding you, the warm flood comes.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

You've had plenty of fluids yourself, and only a few minutes later you feel the need for relief. Standing up while he's mid sentence, you announce your need to pee. You try to let go, only it doesn't come so easily to you. Just a spurt, a small wet spot. You're too hard, too anxious...

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

The wetness spreads all over, first on the right side than the left after he adjusts himself. He sits back down, looking equal parts humiliated and proud, continues on chatting like nothing happened. Your cock was throbbing, but you weren't sure what to say, so you just went on, too...

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

Except, he didn't go anywhere. Right there in front of you, in his light blue jeans, he wets himself. At first just a dark spot on his crotch, then a line down his right leg. He gives you a nervous look and apologizes for having to do this, then takes a deep breath, relaxes, and fully lets go...

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

You're out on a date with a mustachioed older man, at a restaurant. It's not too busy, but just enough there's a background of chatter. The man started fidgeting a while ago, after two beers and a water. Once the conversation reached a lull, he stood up and excused himself to go to the toilet...

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

in my dream life my pits reek and my pants are wet all the time

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

sometimes the sense of impending doom is just being too horny and jacking off fixes everything

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

I love it when a really smelly guy sits near me on the train. Other people get up and move but I stay because I like it. Wish I lived in a world where I could just tell a random man that I like his smell and want to put my face in his pits.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

I think I've been struggling a lot with internalized homophobia and insecurity about gender, too, which probably contributes to being anxious about sex with men. Fascism rising, internalizing the hatred. Believing on some level that being a regular straight guy would protect me.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

I like other things, too, so it's not as though my life feels totally incomplete. It's just tough when I think "I wish I could make this guy whimper under me" and then get all twisted up inside because I doubt that would actually happen even if I did top. I end up resenting the desire entirely.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

I want to top but my performance anxiety is so bad that I'm put off of even trying. So much sludge to trudge through. "is it big enough to feel good for him?" "did he say yes because he feels obligated?" "do I have enough energy?" "can I even get hard enough?" So I go on just saying I'm a side.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

There are also very few fat gay men in Perth. People here are so skinny and fit. The few chubby guys are all losing weight. It's a bit depressing. I need big soft bear cuddles so bad.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

I unfortunately don't really have the ability to do anything fun where I'm living for now. Even less so than back home. Apartment living; smells are too noticeable, no real privacy. Struggling to find other pigs in Perth. Seems like the entire gay community is in Melbourne...

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 25/03/2026

I can derive some pleasure from making my partner feel good, but it's not enough to really motivate me.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 25/03/2026

It doesn't feel Bad, to be clear. I'm not being forced into anything. I just don't really know. Maybe my cock is bad.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 25/03/2026

Being jerked off feels like nothing. Being sucked feels like nothing. I'm too tight to bottom and I'm too small to top, so I haven't experienced either of those things really. The only thing that feels good is having my nipples touched/sucked, but I can't cum from it. so. I don't know.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 06/03/2026

I'm in Perth (australia) now.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 11/02/2026

I need a muscular dudebro with an irritating voice and unfunny jokes tied to a chair and begging me to let him use the bathroom. All that machismo, those religiously built muscles, can't stop his pants from filling with shit and getting soaked in piss.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 07/02/2026

I was afraid to wear the kind of clothes I enjoy wearing because I was 'too young' for it, also worried that I'd been seen as straight and conservative. Now, I figure this is everyone else's problem. If someone wants to assume something about me because of my looks, I can't stop them.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 07/02/2026

yeah the scat and smokin aint necessities per se but they represent that self-absorbed inconsideration I get real horny about i feel ya on the anxiety too. gets in the way of doin what I really wanna do too often.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 06/02/2026

Put on your favorite pair of jeans and lets grind till the denim is wet with cum; and other things, if you're so inclined...

Fat hairy white man with cropped brown hair and reddish beard, wearing glasses, dark red t-shirt, and medium blue jeans, is sitting with his legs spread in a relaxed, inviting position with expectant countenance. His bulge is not very large but is prominently displayed.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 29/01/2026

I make some really embarrassing faces in this one lol. Edged for about an hour. No sound bc I forgot I had my white noise machine on.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 29/01/2026

I make some really embarrassing faces in this one lol. Edged for about an hour. No sound bc I forgot I had my white noise machine on.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 28/01/2026

sorry to post about this on my horny account, but man it's truly astonishing how stupid chatgpt users are. "I have to ask chatgpt what emojis mean" holy shit how do you even breathe at night. there's literally so many sources of information on this you don't need to ask the idiot machine! what!!!

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 25/01/2026

son with silver hair son with a husky, aged voice son that gets cold easy and needs his daddy to keep him warm son that never thought he'd call someone fourty years younger than him 'daddy' but can't imagine it any other way now

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 25/01/2026

the comfort of daddy's big soft body

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 22/01/2026

I'll gladly take the chance!

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 19/01/2026

I can teach you a very powerful spell. just listen closely. if you call me "big guy" with a hearty smile I will get rock hard and then if you give me a solid pat on the shoulder and a belly rub, you can bring me entirely under your control

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 18/01/2026

need to feel hot piss hit my chest and pour over my belly, soaking my clothes. swallow a couple mouthfuls. rub it all in my beard.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 15/01/2026

I need to suck dick so bad rn nice and small, something I can take all of easily press my face into his musky hairy fatpad

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 11/01/2026

tops with small dicks not only exist but are my favorite kind of person to exist YOU 🫵 are allowed to have a small dick and exclusively top. (you can top me, specifically)

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 10/01/2026

Like all my fantasies it's hot if it's done brutally, but it's way hotter if there's a calm sense of normalcy about it. The man could have a good demeanor, speak to me as a friend, but then do these disgusting things. Almost as though he were unaware it was wrong to do this.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 10/01/2026

Feeling such a strong need to be totally soiled. I want a big filthy man come to my house and piss all over me and my things. Shit on my bed. Eat my food, smoke my weed. Use my body. Maybe he never leaves, makes it his place. Maybe he has buddies.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 04/01/2026

(the undershirt and briefs really stink btw)

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 04/01/2026

the hat feels so indulgent but I love it it possesses me, almost

fat hairy bearded white guy wearing glasses, a black leather jacket, black cowboy hat, white tank top and white briefs, sitting with his legs spread, one hand on his bulge.

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river @bigstinkybear.bsky.social · 16/12/2025

It's not even that I'm anti BDSM, it's just really fucking annoying that it's totally inescapable. I enjoy some things which fall under BDSM, but that doesn't change the fact that it's completely inescapable.

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