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🦴NUMNUMS🦴 @bigsillyfun.bsky.social · 12/08/2025

Also? HORRIBLE time to have “governments after me” disorder, because they are but this time it’s not in my head. lol. What a shit show. I can’t really get much help right now, basically all the mental health care here (that I can access) is shut down. So, I’m kinda on my own. Wish me luck 😔

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🦴NUMNUMS🦴 @bigsillyfun.bsky.social · 12/08/2025

Oh, one more thing: I really didn’t draw much at all for 3 months. more?? might be the longest I’ve ever gone not drawing. And reasonably, my brain isn’t working that great atm so I’m trying to get in the swing of things a little. I don’t want paid work to be the test subject.

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🦴NUMNUMS🦴 @bigsillyfun.bsky.social · 12/08/2025

tried to get back to it last month but kinda saw another dip in my overall sanity. Sorry to update like this, and not directly, if it were anything short of: psychotic episode mid christofascist takeover while I’m trans in an ultra-red state I would handle this better. Gotta get sane and safe first!

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🦴NUMNUMS🦴 @bigsillyfun.bsky.social · 12/08/2025

universal com update: got a schizo diagnosis, have to keep essentially refusing to interact with technology for a little longer, it’s making me too paranoid, it’s dangerous. overall things are getting better, started drawing again, when I shake the rust off I’ll be back. 1 more in thread👇

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✨ 🌕 Lu(na) Awoo(na) 🐺 ✨ 🔞 @rusheloc.bsky.social · 16/07/2025

Once again, there is an ACLU petition specifically made to stop Mastercard from unlawfully policing adult content. It’s getting pretty grim for us out there. Please sign and/or spread the word. action.aclu.org/petition/mas...

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Mastercard: Sex Work is Work. End Your Unjust Policy.

Mastercard's new policy unfairly targets the adult content industry, making sex workers more vulnerable, especially Black trans women. It must be stopped.

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🦴NUMNUMS🦴 @bigsillyfun.bsky.social · 20/07/2025

Some messy doodles, trying to shake the rust off before I dive into commission.

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🦴NUMNUMS🦴 @bigsillyfun.bsky.social · 19/07/2025

A lot of the hiatus was due to my dr trying me on several meds that either made things immediately worse or didn’t work and going on then coming off of them really destroyed my brain for a sec. I think without that complication and the break I gave myself I am actually ok the upswing. 🤞🤞🤞

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🦴NUMNUMS🦴 @bigsillyfun.bsky.social · 19/07/2025

Most the commissions I took have progress, all but 2 have an approved first sketch, I’ll be getting them all to the final approval stage and contacting everyone individually then. I’m glad that before I lost it I did actually make good progress. So things could be worse. Pain in the ass tho!

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🦴NUMNUMS🦴 @bigsillyfun.bsky.social · 19/07/2025

I’m gonna work on individual replies as needed, but I thought I should make everyone aware of my situation in some capacity. Thanks for the understanding in advance, hope to stay on the mend and get back to normal asap 😔

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🦴NUMNUMS🦴 @bigsillyfun.bsky.social · 19/07/2025

Step at a time. I’m trying to work through my to do list best I can. I don’t want to blow the progress I’ve made but I don’t intend to extend the wait much longer. I don’t like to feel behind or that I’m letting people down, and a stable income would help me overall.

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🦴NUMNUMS🦴 @bigsillyfun.bsky.social · 19/07/2025

Wasn’t useful, in the moment or long term. I had to make the decision to limit my stress as much as I was able while seeking what little care is available in my state for someone of my economic position (dirt broke lol) I do feel more capable now, but I’m basically reduced to taking everything one-

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🦴NUMNUMS🦴 @bigsillyfun.bsky.social · 19/07/2025

I just don’t want anyone to feel like they to the art they paid for isn’t important or that I’m ignoring contact. I hate to get into it but I’ve struggled really hard to communicate while dealing with psychotic symptoms and spending multiple hours to formulate replies while genuinely incapacitated-

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🦴NUMNUMS🦴 @bigsillyfun.bsky.social · 19/07/2025

There’s a lot outside my control that limits the actions I can take to ensure an improvement to my own health, but I am doing my best. I am sorry there’s been a delay and lapse in communication but I have to live long enough to ask for forgiveness, you know? So navigating this takes priority.

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🦴NUMNUMS🦴 @bigsillyfun.bsky.social · 19/07/2025

I’ve had mental health issues my entire adult life, and to an extent I understood the last year represented a significant shift in how the symptoms disable me in all aspects of life. I didn’t anticipate the many life stressors that would rapidly exacerbate things. I’m trying to navigate a lot rn.

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🦴NUMNUMS🦴 @bigsillyfun.bsky.social · 19/07/2025

I have made at least some progress on every commission, enough so on most that I should have them all done very quickly once I start up again. I intend to do this tonight but wanted to say something on here about it. Sorry to anyone who’s been waiting, this was unexpected.

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🦴NUMNUMS🦴 @bigsillyfun.bsky.social · 19/07/2025

Sorry for lack of progress on commissions and contact generally. I’ve been struggling with what I’d summarize as a nervous breakdown that lead into a total psychotic episode. I had to step back and handle my health before anything else. Tentatively, I am feeling more stable.

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Class War Vet Pillow @pillowknight.bsky.social · 29/05/2025

another y2k bimbo doodle

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calebcorduroy @calebcorduroy.bsky.social · 25/05/2025

i live.. here's something recent ive done

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Pearybear @pearybear.bsky.social · 25/05/2025

Nalle posing

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enbooka 🔞 [CLOSED] @enbooka.bsky.social · 22/05/2025

his name is quarter pounder

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✨💖COMMS CLOSED TYSM💕💖✨ @cammypuppy.bsky.social · 01/12/2023

cute dragon mommy i painted~

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Sammy Pajammy @keybladeokami117.bsky.social · 22/05/2025

Ahh!! Yes yes yes, the outfit euphoria in this one from @emmbunn.bsky.social STILL makes me so happy, I want those overalls and hoodie SO BAD, they did such a wonderful job and made me look so cool and cute!! :D The delphinium in my hair looks like SO nice in this one too!! <3 #furryart

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🗡️ FROSTE OF WYRM 🐉 @froste.evilfurs.org · 13/11/2024

wyrmify commission for @toolow.bsky.social 🦎🐛 (2023)

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🦴NUMNUMS🦴 @bigsillyfun.bsky.social · 23/02/2025

A chunky poodle guy I’ve been thinking about, just some quick doodles thinkin abt his shapes

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NonDeli (commission me!) @nondelismell.bsky.social · 22/05/2025

Kicks moons you! Maybe it's about time you make him live up to his name... A colored commission for @thatnoivern.bsky.social!

Kicks from Animal Crossing pulling down his trousers and showing his big butt to the camera

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🦴NUMNUMS🦴 @bigsillyfun.bsky.social · 22/05/2025

Thinking abt this poodle guy i drew a while ago..gotta do more hmm

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Venus @droolfang.bsky.social · 22/05/2025

dumb dog

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Ruffy 🐶🌸🥎 @ruffydoggo.bsky.social · 20/05/2025

Protogen has unlimited storage capacity 🐺🤖💾

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🦴NUMNUMS🦴 @bigsillyfun.bsky.social · 21/05/2025

Ok I’ve started work on 10 of the 13 commissions I have, I was freaking out cus the medication issue derailed me p bad but I feel better now that I realize I actually have most the work done.

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hyploom @hyploom.bsky.social · 20/05/2025

Goodra enjoying a nice popsicle! Hopefully there will be many more to enjoy in the summer heat! For @draguumi.bsky.social

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Dieselbrain @dieselbrain.bsky.social · 19/05/2025

we have to keep up the pressure on these bills. I'm calling again today and will be continuing to call until these bills are dead. a lot of these reps get spooked by even a few dozen calls or letters on an issue. sustained pressure can make many of them bend the knee. keep calling and writing.

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It's Ikky! (1 Slot Open!) @ikkypanda.hyper.wang · 05/05/2025

postin' some old art, here's a trade I did with @gulpspooky.bsky.social!

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🦴NUMNUMS🦴 @bigsillyfun.bsky.social · 20/05/2025

Decided to draw wolf dude again for a warmup :) he’s like “I could eat”

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🦴NUMNUMS🦴 @bigsillyfun.bsky.social · 19/05/2025

Oh here’s a big wolf I drew like a month or 2 ago, I’ve been drawing a lot of chunky dogs lol

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🦴NUMNUMS🦴 @bigsillyfun.bsky.social · 19/05/2025

Had some more mental health shit go one, finally feeling better. I doodled a hyena :3

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@SPLEEEEP 🔞 DOODLE COMMS OPEN! @schlorp.in · 19/05/2025

what if i looked at u like this and went blehhhhh :P what then

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Rose (\(ㅇㅅㅇ☠)/) @rosedees.bsky.social · 18/05/2025

Reminder that defending porn is an absolute requirement for the right to free speech. you will lose all autonomy trying to scrub uncomfortable content.

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