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•tristan (27)

@bfddlskej.bsky.social
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he/him • 27 • autistic ednos, ocd, social anxiety haver Just a secretive relapser looking for community. TW: eating disorder relapse. bmi 22.0

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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 07/07/2026
31 days without nicotine 🥳
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
385 cal I think... lots of sugar because it's a 🐼express style recipe
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
I just bought so many veggies.
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 24/06/2026
Also I'm 2.5 weeks into quitting nicotine and haven't gained any weight 🕺
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 24/06/2026
I had so much fun last night and everyone complimented me on my hat
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 23/06/2026
Is it weird to wear an fur hat to the club in the middle of june? what if I look really cute in it.
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 22/06/2026
🐸
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 21/06/2026
Jesus these intense dreams make me want to go back to smoking weed
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Lily 𓆩♡𓆪 @lowfatlily.bsky.social · 19/06/2026
Me frfr
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 19/06/2026
If i don't get to hook up with someone cute in the next month i will probably wither up and die
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 19/06/2026
youtu.be/w_EgZMHbQuk?...
youtu.be
Sports - If You Want Me (Official Music Video)
YouTube video by Sports
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 18/06/2026
It's very sexy when someone has 1 or 2 lip piercings
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 18/06/2026
On day 5 no thc. I keep having bizarre dreams. Only a few have been actual wake-up-in-a-panic nightmares but they're all uncomfortable
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 17/06/2026
Oh god so hungover again
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 17/06/2026
Lol I finally told my boyfriend about my crush on club buddy and he said "yeah I could tell" in a very nonjudgemental way. First of all. I'm humiliated he could tell just from the way I've mentioned him. What the hell But I feel so blessed to have someone who understands and loves me regardless
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 16/06/2026
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 15/06/2026
I've been basically THC free for 36 hours, that's my little win
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 15/06/2026
Feeling the bad things again
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 15/06/2026
Flying into a rage in public: people hate when you do this. Leaving the function early so you don't fly into a rage in public: people hate when you do this.
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 14/06/2026
Oh... Nvm the 4 lbs came back off. I am dehydrated though
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 14/06/2026
Bizarre ass uncomfortable dreams every time I try tapering off weed
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
I think I'm going to see how long I can go without weed. Probably not all that long
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
I've gained 4 lbs since quitting nicotine a week ago :( because I keep snacking like a fool
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 11/06/2026
Truly disgusting how awkward I am
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 11/06/2026
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 11/06/2026
It should be legal to kill your neighbors for playing music at 2 am on a weeknight
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 10/06/2026
Good news: I quit nicotine Bad news: I definitely need to reconsider my relationship with alcohol
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 10/06/2026
He grabbed me in for a hug and I felt very gay
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 09/06/2026
I'm so sad about that weigh in. I know I did it to myself. But man
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 16/05/2026
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 09/06/2026
Just read a statistic on how most people gain 5-10 lbs when they quit nicotine... I gotta lock in. It can't be me. It absolutely won't be me
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 09/06/2026
I didn't do this
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 08/06/2026
If I avoid alcohol for a couple days I think that would be good
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 08/06/2026
Day 3 no tobacco oooiyuuyuuhgh
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 06/06/2026
Woke up with terrible muscle and nerve pain yesterday, I decided I never want to feel like that again, so I am making the obvious lifestyle change that any doctor would recommend 🚭
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 05/02/2025
24 hours no nicotine
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 06/06/2026
Was like super recovered and shit and then I had random and debilitating intestinal cramps 3 days in a row. Scared of food now
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𝔐𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔦𝔰ᛪ༙ @mvntis.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
attempting to make plans for tn
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 30/05/2026
Also I met a lesbian couple, they're both into me potentially I think. They invited me to hang out in their bed. So like, I don't think it's crazy that I hope they invite me for a 3some, right? But maybe I already fumbled that. I was in their bed. I mean like what the hell
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 30/05/2026
Well, I'm fat and have been drinking too much but my social life is great
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 30/05/2026
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 23/05/2026
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 22/05/2026
Oough
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 22/05/2026
Waaaarghh auuugh
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 20/05/2026
Everything is so much... even the good stuff
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 20/05/2026
Oooagh aaaaagh
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sierra @siisfat.bsky.social · 19/05/2026
im so fat and it’s hot. this has to be motivation
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 18/05/2026
My boyfriend says he likes women that aren't considered conventionally attractive and I asked "like who?" Lol he said anya taylor joy
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 18/05/2026
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•tristan (27) @bfddlskej.bsky.social · 17/05/2026
Someone at the bar last night told me it was "chaotic" of me to order red wine... I thought red wine was like the least chaotic alcohol you could possibly order.
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