Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 12/09/2026An empty room. Full of memories. Autumn sun shines through with an eloquence. Highlighting each crevice, each corner, each possiblity. Light dances, joy echoes, I fall to the floor. Listen for yesterday. A room full of hope. Abandoned. #vss365 051
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 08/09/2026I look into the garden, as the light fades, the evening chills. Think of nights walking with you. Holding on through dreams. Dancing on moss in moonglades. Brushing by ferns. Drinking in the moments. That make us remember. #vss365 043
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 22/08/2026I was 6. When I saw it. That you could break too. Shards of glass, drops of blood, a paper towel wrapped around your finger. You looked straight at me. Told me it was ok. That you'd be ok. I think of that now, as I hold your hand. Squeeze, whisper, pray. Please be ok. #vss365 1146
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 20/08/2026Your letter sits unopened by the kettle, stained with splashes of water, rings of coffee. Grains of sugar scattered like confetti. A celebration that never happened. Results that were never seen. Your name, behind a window. Forever waiting. #vss365 062
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 18/08/2026The joy of rain in this scorched summer. Large drops shatter, bouncing, beating. I stand on the porch, feel light for a moment. Comb my hand through my hair, search my memory for when I last smiled. When I last felt free. Listen to myself. Falling. #vss365 0113
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 17/08/2026In the back of a drawer, under layers of clothes. A matchbox sits, the boat faded, the cardboard soft. Weathered by years of holding onto yesterday. Onto a childhood, a dream, a treasure found. Kept safe, tucked away. Bits of a life, of a time. That mattered. #vss365 073
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 11/08/2026A breeze in the air, a feeling deep within. Breathe in the summer, forget the pain. The hurt, the evil that seeps around every corner. Watch the butterflies dance, the grass sway, blossom fall. Drifting gently down. Soft, like you once were. Years ago. #vss365 072
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 05/08/2026We thought we were fine. That we were ok. Sun shining, sea lapping, sand stretched for miles. Nothing on the horizon. Until there was, until it changed, until the world became chaos. A storm came gathering in. #vss365 071
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 02/08/2026I sit here. In the home we made. Curtains we picked, furniture handed down. A world of our own creation. Each cushion a memory, each cup holds a story. Trinkets from holidays taken. I pick one up. Turn It in my hand. It hurts. Every time I enter a room. #vss365 081
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 01/08/2026Walking through town. I think of you. Of grabbing your hand, holding tight, running together. Away from this. Would you join me, give in to temptation. Leave everything behind. For a day. #vss365 172
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 30/07/2026Kettle. Tea. A brake on the moment. From the pacing, the chuntering, the repeating ourselves. This familiar motion, this comforting gesture. Something to hold on to. To steady ourselves. A taste of once was. Before it turned bitter. #vss365 1143
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 29/07/2026Stepping from the car, sea air hits. We walk through sand dunes, step back in time. That stretch of coast from so many photos, the one from our memories. The laughing, the fighting, the salt on our skin, in our eyes. The tears that fall. As we say goodbye. #vss365 082
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 15/07/2026The sun shines, the birds sing, blue skies through the window. A summer day should conquer. Win. Flourish. Yet, the gap widens, the hole deepens. Time ticks louder, minutes move slower, without you. #vss365 071
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 11/07/2026I lay on the sofa, watch trees in the sun, hear the wind chimes in the breeze. Embrace the slow pace of the morning. Sip tea, listen to songs. Remember when this was enough. #vss365 0122
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 06/07/2026Tidying up. Putting away. I look at a photo of us. Before. Remember a time. When we were kind, hopeful, happy. Think of you tenderly. Linger in that moment. For a while. #vss365 2184
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 05/07/2026A picture, a painting, a memory like a heart beat. Pounding. In the sand dunes. Long grass swoons. Embarrassed by the beauty of the sea. The sparkle of the waves, on a summer day. I lay in the sand, wrapped up in a moment. Of a joy I thought I'd lost. #vss365 1123
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 25/06/2026Summer. That feeling. Like no other. The scent of hot tarmac and sun cream, roll in on a breeze. Pulls us back, to laughing, crying, passing away the time. To so many yesterdays. #vss365 050
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 13/06/2026After the rain, after the storm. We rest in quietus. Leaves weep, puddles lay still, a bird shakes itself dry. The air crisp, fresh, alive. A rain drop lingers, paused in a moment. Not quite ready to fall. #vss365 061
Reposted by BeckyVicente L Ruiz 🍏📜🎲🌓 @vicentelruiz.eurosky.social · 11/06/2026"Ah. A new #dawn." "Actually, it's the same one." "What?" "Time loop." "Again?" "Again." #VSS365 093
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 11/06/2026I shouldn't listen, shouldn't linger at the door. Yet. I hold my breath, press my head close until my ear aches. Listen to the secret whispers, the forbidden words. Unsure what it means. Hushed hurried tones, move in and out like a tide. I listen under a spell. #vss365 080
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 02/06/2026Late May. We drove on a whim. Took a gamble. Walked for hours along the sea. As the air chilled, the sun dimmed, the beach emptied out. An abandoned bucket, a pile of rocks, the scent of suncream lingered. As we walked, hand in hand, through a memory. #vss365 031
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 26/05/2026The light fades, the air cools but still clings. The evening sticky, close, one of those you don't forget. Memories rush through my head. Warm wine, butterflies drifting, long grass against my skin. A signal missed, a moment lost, another life. I could have lived. #vss365 081
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 22/05/2026Busy. Always busy. My mind floats, my thoughts run away. Lost in a forest, an ocean, a maze. I tether myself with things I know well. A song, a poem, a face I once knew. Smiling, crying, lost in time. The days pass and I still reach for you. #vss365 0113
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 13/05/2026It should be a sunday. There's that feeling of things left undone. I wrap my arms tight, pull your jumper a little closer. Breathe in memories of you, of us, of an easier time. Watch as the fire burns. The sun dims, and evenfall brings with it dreams of yesterday. #vss365 070
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 11/05/2026I clean the surface, dust the floor, wipe away the marks of our life. Lean in the doorway and look around the house, haunted by what could have been. The mistakes we made, the choices we regret, the opportunities that never came. That we never took. #vss365 0113
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 06/05/2026A lazy slow afternoon. One of those that stretches forever. I listen to the music from the old record player. Lay on my back, eyes closed, beat flowing, memories crashing in my mind. I'm young, free, unfettered once more. And you, my dear friend, are there beside me. #vss365 030
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 30/04/2026In the house we grew up. A gallery of lions, stuffed toys, postcards of statues, ornaments of soapstone. We made a collection. From moments. Every time a mane tousled, a roar emitted, a paw touched the glass. A cub played, in the long grass. We thought of you. #vss365 082
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 29/04/2026Flowers bloom, tears fall, we laugh through gritted teeth. Sit together, yet apart, the dichotomy of a broken family. The curtains close, the people stand. We move on, away, your years all done. #vss365 072
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 21/04/2026This room. Every bit of it. Breathes you. Shelves of books, ornaments, occasions. I pick up a small jade statue, remember when you had that phase. Bidding on eBay, excited by the parcel in the post. Lining it up with the others. Just so. Always, just so. #vss365 091
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 19/04/2026Blossom buds on the apple tree, fresh cut grass in the air. A bumble bee zig zags through the garden, a ladybird lands on my skin. I lay here, in the April sun, eyes closed, face warm. Cast a spell, a trickery, let the scent of better days drift in. Pretend, I'm ok. #vss365 041
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 17/04/2026I pull my coat tighter as I walk into the fog over the pier, seafoam whispers to the rocks. The salty fret touches my lips, and a secret is shared. My heart pounds, stomach turns, fingers reach out. To something, someone from long ago. #vss365 1133
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 14/04/2026Across the way, there's a walk, a familiar loop. The trail one I've seen in a symphony of seasons. As the first snow drops sprout, spring blossom bouquets, a rabbit bounds, birds sing. I pick myself up, step out of the house. Onto the path, that feels like home. #vss365 180
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 10/04/2026Morning sun peeks through the blind. The hope of a bright day. The chance to move on, connect, reset. To begin again. I lay for a while, bask in the warmth of possibility. #vss365 091
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 06/04/2026There's a scar on my hand that reminds me of you. That day, that time, that feeling of hope. Sitting in the library we'd laugh, dare, imagine a life. That never came. #vss365 0101
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 04/04/2026I let the telephone ring. No machine picks up. No voice on the other end. I hang up. Try again. And again. No one answers. Anymore. #vss365 091
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 24/03/2026Rain pounds. On the roof. Drumming a beat. A symphony. I sit tight. Wait. Watch. Hold it in. The feeling. The moments. The tiny explosions that frustrate. That burn. Flaming bright, inside me. #vss365 051
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 21/03/2026Not sure anyone fed me today. The old lady cat is at the forgetful stage. 030
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 21/03/2026Each day. Each season. There's always that divide. The before and the after. The clear line between. That's how life is. Will always be. No decision. No vote. Just how it is. Every day. Without you. #vss365 072
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 20/03/2026Yellow daffodils on the window sill. A sprig of colour bright against overcast skies. A timid spring, birds sing in the garden, a hazy mist rolls. The day moves slowly. Winter holding on. #vss365 082
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 14/03/2026Finally, I stand in the warmth of the March sun. Stop what I'm doing. Just absorb the heat, the hope, the joy. And for a moment. For a breath, a blink, a pulse. It's all better than ok. #vss365 0103
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 13/03/2026Meet at the corner. Red brick, cracked pavement, names faded on the wall. Time moves slowly here. Wrappers gather, memories whisper, that flower still blooms. A spark of colour, a stain of oil, a reminder. Year after year. #vss365 093
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 08/03/2026Fire dances, flames deftly move. The night presses it's cold hand on the back of my neck. I move closer, watch spellbound as memories burn. #vss365 052
Becky @bexspence.bsky.social · 04/03/2026Beneath blue skies the trees are still bare, as daffodils bloom in the garden. A cat sits on the trampoline, basking in the sun. I long for a day of lethargy. To sit for hours, do what I please, no timetable, no commitments. Just the breeze and the scent of possibility. #vss365 0133
Reposted by BeckyJeff Noon @jeffnoon.bsky.social · 17/02/2026The doctors drip-feed light back into you. How slowly the darkness fades. I look at your ashen face and see the dusk clearing from your eyes. 031
