iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

also upcoming i have is: bon jovi - 6 days forida (wdw + universal) - 33 days paris (disney) - 100 days so i’ve been working since april non-stop and my holidays are finally coming around!! summer holidays? no thanks fall/winter hols? absolutely!!

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

i’ve been rewatching ouat though and i absolutely love regina mills so so much

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

i wanna come back to this app fr but i’ve just been so boring lately 🫩 i have nothing to say 🙃

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

coming back to say i met Tony & Ziva from NCIS on Saturday 😭😭

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 10/06/2026

how, how can i be okay for weeks on end, but then suddenly my brain just goes sad, for no reason, like in was happy, i was doing good, i wasn’t great but i was okay, i wish i could live a life without depression & anxiety & a brain that’s trying to kill me

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 30/05/2026

i’m about to go watch the backrooms movie in 15 mins!!

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

this uk weather is not for the insecure girlies like me who prefer to wear baggy jumpers and joggers and cover up don’t mind me just sweating my ass off bc i don’t wanna wear summer clothes x

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 21/05/2026

the fish has been eaten by something so there is literally no evidence xo

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 17/05/2026

i checked and loads of flies were on it.. pray for me that the evidence is gone n eaten by creatures within the next 4 days

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 17/05/2026

i chucked that dead fish over the back of the fence into the forest so hopefully an animal will find it and eat it.. i was gonna throw it in the bin but idk maybe feeding another animal is better 😭

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

⊹⋆ april #promosky ⋆⊹ ⟡ acnh, ddlv, fortnite, life is strange, pokemon + pokopia ⟡ cosy games ⟡ svu, ncis, 911/nashville, greys, criminal minds, the rookie, the pitt ⟡ disney + horror ⟡ marvel + dc ⟡ lgbtq+, safe space 🏳️‍🌈 ⟡ books + movies ❤︎/↻ lets be friends -mdni- #booksky #gamingsky #filmsky

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 17/05/2026

if i get rid of the evidence she’ll never know, everybody be quiet

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 17/05/2026

help my mum goes away for two weeks, leaves me home alone and there’s a dead fish in the pond

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 17/05/2026

i sat on the floor for a couple hours yesterday like i forgot i was in my 30s n now my back hurts so bad 💔

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 17/05/2026

delta placing FOURTH is an absolute win in my eyes!! #Eurovision

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

oh my auntie is gonna hate me so much tonight

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

ITS THE MOST WONDERFUL TIME OF THE YEAR #Eurovision

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

when i’m home alone my adhd can just go wild bc wdym the clean pots have been out on the counter for 3 days and i haven’t put them away yet and NO ONE HAS SHOUTED AT ME they will get put away, they always do but let my brain do it in its own time thank you x

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

does ANYBODY want to be mutuals on instagram? i am losing so many followers over there and i don’t even have that many 😭😭 emilyelizaxo is my handle 😭

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

went from following 990 people on twitter to 635 🥳

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

ik people don’t fuck w twitter anymore but i’ve unfollowed like 300+ people for being inactive and it feels SO good to not have my TL crammed xo

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

me n my adult money only buying the most unhealthy foods x

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

happy delta goodrem is gonna win eurovision for australia day 🇦🇺✨🌔💫

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

i have watched deltas performance on the semi finals too many times and the fact she soared up to SECOND FAVOURITE TO WIN after last night!! that’s my Queen!!!

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

i need to update pretty much everything on my letterboxd bc my favourites are constantly changing BUT pls follow me 🤧 #letterboxdfriday (@emilyelizaxo)

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

anyway goodnight, i’m up in like 7hrs and i’m still very much sad but somewhat happier now delta is firmly through to grand final on Saturday xo

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

australia is gonna win it!!! 🇦🇺🙂‍↕️🌔

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

i am a delta goodrem stan first human being second

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

i just need her to know that i would absolutely take a bullet for her. my queen. my winner. she’s literally everything to me😭 depression = cured anxiety = idk her mental health = stable

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

oh this means everything to me actually 🇬🇧🏳️‍🌈🇦🇺✨🌔

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

guys i’m so sad that what if australia doesn’t get through to the final of eurovision i’ve only been surviving for saturday 16 may bc of eurovision for delta goodrem and i’ll be even sadder if i have to watch it and she’s not even on it

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

hi🥺 can someone give me a link to watch tv shows and movies on bc most of the links i have are banned now😭 (in the uk, england)

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

wanna stay awake to watch delta goodrem on the eurovision semi final 2 but i just don’t want to be awake

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

do i order a big fat takeaway and binge it (ik it’s bad for u lmao but whatever) or just not eat bc i’m too sad to cook

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

i broke down in tears as soon as i stepped through my front door so that was fun x

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

i know it’s getting bad again when i haven’t eaten anything all day & all i’ve drank is a half-flat pepsi max 🫠

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

if i was to describe how i’m feeling it would be: when everyone else around you is blurring past and you’re just sat there, still. everything is too much today. too. much.

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

i am sad today but that snail did make me smile so i guess it’s not all bad x

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

she’s a 10 but she takes photos of every snail she sees

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

actually wait, i was meant to be awake so i could see the PRETTIEST SNAIL IVE EVER SEEN????

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

unfortunately i woke up and have to go to work, i literally just want to sleep the days away 🫩

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

i’m not sure “going to sleep bc i don’t wanna be awake” is a healthy way to think but anyway i’m going to sleep bc i don’t want to be awake x

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

having my fan on a low hum whilst i’m home alone has helped me sleep so much better just because i hate being by myself in the house, the silence is deafening and i need some noise so i don’t hear the house settling noises 😅

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

when can my friend green light me for a vacation to stay w her in new zealand, i need to go somewhere far away that isn’t the bermuda triangle

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

i just bought pizza n garlic bread from the lil corner shop and some monster energy, let’s gooooo

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

oh damn those tickets sold out literally in 10 seconds, how the hell did you expect me to get them 💀💀😂

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eliza 🍒 @bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

getting concert tickets for a small venue on presale gives me so much anxiety 🫠 even on general sale bc tickets ALWAYS run out before i get a look in 🙄

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