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Benjiflam @benjiflam.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

refsheet completed for henry on Discord :3c

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Benjiflam @benjiflam.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

:3c drawing from my stream earlier today

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Benjiflam @benjiflam.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

my vintage story save crashes every 10 minutes ,m,

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Benjiflam @benjiflam.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

holy sheet I can do so much with this setup

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Benjiflam @benjiflam.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

perhaps the feelings are temporary. But the joy seems just as fleeting.

Benjiflam @benjiflam.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

wish i could be whimsical enough for myself to be just a lil happier than I am

Benjiflam @benjiflam.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

mmm im always lil gloomy. i just dont have it in me to be whimsical everday

Benjiflam @benjiflam.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

i am so delusional- I don't see my own merits or my value. but my family sees it so clearly. I am just a butterfly in a cocoon

Benjiflam @benjiflam.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

sick in the mind - I dont want to familiar to anyone. I dont want to be remembered. can the feelings be resolved in some way??

Benjiflam @benjiflam.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

hhhhh the feeling of wanting hide is coming up again.....

Good Buddy [COMMS:❌]🐾🌟 @collie.baby · 20/09/2026

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Benjiflam @benjiflam.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

does anyone know any method of animating individual layers? programs? >.< I tried animating into a GIF Tuber but cant rotate the layers???

Benjiflam @benjiflam.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

RRRRRRRRRRRRRR BREAKING HIATUS TO SAY THIS ONE OF THEEE ANIMES EVERRR

Poster of the Anime "The Cat and the Dragon"

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Benjiflam @benjiflam.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

fck it, hiatus time. i'll be back when i am brighter and happier

Benjiflam @benjiflam.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

wooo yay depression arc yipee

the world is blind to me, and I am blind to those who can see me

Our hands, our embrace, our touch. Together we are the image of a happy pair. I should be able to feel your love. Even in the company of you, I feel alone and unseen. I am incapable of feeling what you feel for me.

and... if and when I do get seen. looked, and gazed upon. Eyes locked together, I feel like I am looking through you. I realize that despite it all. I will never believe you are seeing me. I want to feel your warmth. Your heartbeat. Your hands. Your touch. But all I feel is cold. but ... How?

I have to act and show the world that I exist before it even addresses my existence. to even be seen for a second is already a heavy task...

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I often don't want to be seen... Being invisible has its benefits. But when I do want to be seen. The gift bestowed onto me is an insult to my previous wishes

I may take interest in the small details about you The quirks, the accommodations, the heart, what makes you tick but no one seems to ask about me

We may talk for an hour but I am the only one who is listening. I am not seen, nor heard, just present to hear the story it would seem my story is just hot air

anyone may glance at me but it always seems like they're seeing through me. Like I am not really there

a dreadful existence -... Cursed to never be seen

I suppose being hikikomori is inescapable

i kinda want to hide in my bed for a whole day - i just want to feel a little bit safe, just a little bit

Benjiflam @benjiflam.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

there is not much to look forward to nowadays. everyday feels so glum