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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I'm really thinking about doing Dire Machine and Living Machine adopts I've seen enough people talk about wanting one but never really got around to making or getting one sooooooo I'm thinking about making some!

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

introducing Mako, the F-18 HARV i've always liked Nasa projects, and jets are really cool so when i found out about the HARV project i really got into looking into it, and really liked the stuff they did for modifications.

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

the F-35 is probably my overall favorite jet, with the F-18 HARV/ F/A-18 Super Hornet being a good second fav if not tied with the F-35 soooooo meet Fulgur i tried to give him a Weddell Seal pattern cause i wanted him to be a bit cuter than the others

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

just a reminder that I will be getting back to working on owed art/commissions starting the 2nd week of October! that's when i will have a more solid que set up again, and continue slamming out at least 1-3 owed comms per week, while taking in stream comms, and doing AFH art

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

in stream comm for Linker of his crow and my Jeep! this crow found a new way to enjoy his new car friend!

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

i should make a streaming image sometime i figured since i stream basically 5-7 days/week it'd be a little annoying for my followers but I'm streaming! picarto.tv/Benjiboi lil bit of comm work, lil side work, then probably a lil gamming break just a lil bit of everything

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

CLOSED!! ahfdicjab i didnt expect this slot to go that fast! Ill be opening more slots around the same time next month though! Ill also still be taking regular in stream commissions as well!

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

i don't like reusing the pics for these but I'm gonna open 1 Artist for Hire (AFH) slot for October This one will be a little different than the one stream option you'll get 4 flat color images, 1 per week up to 2 character per pic the price is $650 message me to claim!

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Ive been grinding comms all week trying to get back to where i should be But I forgot about my tax payment, and medical payment So instead of getting ahead ive made no progress Im now 900 away despite the comms Didn't think a month of not taking comms would hit me that hard

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

In stream comm for @lepkisalandit.bsky.social ! just doing what lizards do

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

So you wanna know how much it cost to get the esophageal stent taken out? A whopping almost $58,000 That means i am now nearly $314,000 in debt! All because I dont make enough to afford insurance

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

i do actually get asked about this a bit so i'll go ahead and say this art of or with my OCs is fine, even NSFW art! definitely don't be afraid to message me about doing/getting art with any of my OCs!

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

The artist for a day slots were definitely my main bill payers But ive been enjoying getting to slam out a ton of commissions for people again Im not close to veing stable yet again, im about $850 away from being safe, but the month is only half over!

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

lets do a lil free art chance this time it'll be with my owl, Poji! AVIANS ONLY FOR THIS ONE! FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS IN NEXT POST NOT FIRST COME FIRST SERVE, NOT A RAFFLE he bottoms, tops, doms, subs, etc male, female, feral, anthro, doesn't matter!

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

i've been meaning to make a jeep oc for the longest time, or just a car in general but the detail always intimidated me but i finally gave in and did it! so here's Reuben!!

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Ive been so stressed over medical issues But while on vacation I got to go see Atlantis Getting to see a space shuttle in person was the most rad experience

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

so being in and out of the hospital had a bigger financial impact than i realized or budgeted for so I'm going to try to take as many in stream comms as i can, obviously only one at a time but i'm gonna try to do a like sketch-a-thon or something cause i NEED to get caught up

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Sneaky hospital doodle More to come

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

So they gave me about a week or two before going back to a normal diet Which means I have to stick to a soft diet for now Which means imma be on low energy mode for a bit But at least I can lay down flat to sleep again Not having literal constant acid reflux and heartburn is nice

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

They told me there was a chance they'd have to replace the stent depending on how things looked But they ended up removing it and not needing to replace it Back on clear foods tho And my throat hurts a lot

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

Ugh They told me on the phone before that they'd have the operation done today, and Id be out today But now that im here theyre telling me the schedule is packed and there is no guarantee it'll be taken out today but best case is it'll be out later today and ill be out tomorrow

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

The hospital wanted me to come back the day before the operation through the ER, they'll keep be overnight before the operation I assume this is to help me avoid the upfront cost of it normally being a elective surgery Hoping things go well

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Get home finally First thing I see Why am I still alive?

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Makes me sad that im going home today 😭 I definitely prefer the temperatures and weather here than back home I'll be catching up on messages, requests, and getting back into the swing of things tomorrow!

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

art work has been slow especially since i got sick after megaplex and spent the last few days recovering from that in the meantime, here's some art of Poji i did during a Megaplex room party, seeing people realize it was me, it was a surreal yet cool experience!

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

Despite a some of megaplex being a little disappointing (not getting the gator plush for the gator scavenger hunt being one thing), and getting con crud, Megaplex was rad, was fun. Got to be part of a room party even though i couldnt drink a lot I did sit off to the side and draw

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Damn, I thought i was careful, was even taking vitamins while at the con But looks like i caught con crud The cough and slight fever sucks the most rn But im wrapped up in a blanket, resting and keeping up with vitamins and stuff Cause this bug isnt gonna survive long in me

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Im still really stressed about one thing I get back to my state the 31st, and the 4th is really the only soonest day they could schedule it. So i have to go home, go then go back to that city 4 days later

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

though I havent been able to fully enjoy myself because of this esophageal stent, I needed this vacation The break from those shitty neighbors Break from all the damn stress I feel relaxed At least a little bit Still kinda stressed Cause I have to go back to it all monday

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

Megaplex was fun but partially disappointing with some stuff I also didnt get to enjoy it as much as I wanted because of this stupid damn Stent in my throat Its really limiting what I do, what I eat, and how I sleep Its getting very frustrating and exhausting

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

Kinda sad I couldnt get my Gator suit done in time for Megaplex because of the hospital trip But it means i can at least time my time on it and add more detail to it

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

Something will always feel surreal about when its the big day of a flight or trip Making sure I have everything, double checking, then triple checking, then quad checking Feeling like im forgetting something But overall, it just feeling surreal

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

Also i had someone bring it up, but yes, I am 100% still going on this vacation. Imma try to not spend a lot so I can at least afford the lower amount of 20% but if im going to be going into super debt for the rest of my foreseeable life im going to enjoy this last vacation.

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

I tried to stream a little today But I just couldnt focus Was literally having to stop constantly because of the heartburn/reflux pains It was making it hard to focus And on top of it, I just couldnt successfully get anything I did get on the canvas to even look right

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

Apologies that I havent been streaming despite being out of the hospital My vacation trip is in two days but ive been jumping between trying to get as much sleep/rest as I can despite that being hard because of the throat stent, and cleaning/packing and prepping things ahead of time for the trip

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

Also its sad news but I most likely wont have my gator partial fursuit done by megaplex, the hospital visit really put me behind schedule And the head itself is only half way sewn together and its just not looking the way I was hoping it would...

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

Great Im getting this stent removed on the 4th BUT Unless medicaid accepts my application in time, i'll be required to pay 20% up front before I can have this stent in my throat removed

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

If sleeping in this apartment wasnt rough before it is more so now I have to keep my torso elevated at least 30 degrees to prevent acid reflux and ulcers from developing Which hasn't done much against tge reflux Its hard to stay asleep laying like this

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

I did not miss this apartment Im finally back home, was gonna lay down for a few hours but its just the shitty neighbors back to their shitty noise. Everything hurts and im sore and exhausted I just wanted a lil more zzz

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

The one thing that sucks is that I basically missed 5 days of unpaid work I was supposed to use those 5 days to gather rent and bills so I can go on the vacation safely So im hella behind rn

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

I think the hardest part of this esophagus stent so far is feeling like I've constantly got heartburn or reflux Thankfully they gave me meds for it Doesn't take the feeling completely away, but definitely helps

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

Good bye most uncomfortable bed known to man Thank you for the minimal comfort for the past 4 days But I will not miss you

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

All tubes and Ives and vitals monitors are out!!!!! Just waiting for news of my meds and discharge!!!

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

I get to go home today!!!!!!

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

Oh boy Dinner time Tea, chicken broth, jello, grape juice, and strawberr mango frozen thing

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

Getting my nose tubes taken out today, as well as an oral contrast scan, and we'll move onto drinking fluids, if all that goes well I'll be out tomorrow I cant wait. I'll be able to sleep when these things are out of my nose and throat.

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

So update Got a stent put in my throat. It was only a partial tear, not fully through, so the stent shouldn't be in for too long Not eating for 3 days sucks ass tho Supposed to get tge esophageal bypass cubes taken out in the morning tho

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

Im really not looking forward to the bill this time Scans at the first hospital, all rhe meds and antibiotics, the ambulance for the transfer to other hospital, the antibiotics and tests for this hospital, and the surgery

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Benji @benjidood.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

Aw shit here we go again Reminder to myself im not a real gator, i cant swallow prey whole, i need to chew my food better Might have torn esophagus Will be in deeper debt Yay

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