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Being a Monster

@beingamonster.bsky.social
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✦ Psychothriller, drama, urban fantasy novels 🔞 ✦ Author & artist: @darkenaz.bsky.social linktr.ee/being_a_monster

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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 08/08/2026
Monsters don't hesitate. Then why couldn't he do it? Could you kill someone who reminds you of yourself? ~ Illustration for chapter 39. of my webnovel Being a Monster #characterart #webnovel #oc #fantasy
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
He leads his own sister with such an innocent smile into her doom. Of course, she has no idea who he really is—or what he intends to do… ~ Illustration for chapter 38. of my webnovel Being a Monster #characterart #webnovel #oc #fantasy
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 11/07/2026
Dark fantasy isn't just about monsters. Sometimes it's about learning to live with what you are... Illustration for Chapter 37. of my webnovel Being a Monster. #characterart #sketch #webnovel #darkfantasy #oc #originalstory
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 04/07/2026
"He's changed a lot. Is there anything left that we still have in common? " Illustration for Chapter 36. of my webnovel Being a Monster. #characterart #sketch #webnovel #darkfantasy #oc
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 27/06/2026
"Loss" Illustration for Chapter 35. of my webnovel Being a Monster. #characterart #sketch #webnovel #darkfantasy #oc
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 20/06/2026
"Broken" Illustration for Chapter 34. of my webnovel Being a Monster. #characterart #sketch #webnovel #darkfantasy #oc
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
"I wish I could be the kind of daughter she wish me to be." Illustration for Chapter 34. of my webnovel Being a Monster. #characterart #sketch #webnovel #darkfantasy #oc
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 30/05/2026
"I don't think you're crazy" Sketch for my ongoing webnovel Being a Monster, Chapter 33. #characterart #sketch #webnovel #darkfantasy #oc
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 17/05/2026
"What is happening to me?" Sketch for my ongoing webnovel Being a Monster, Chapter 32. #characterart #sketch #webnovel #darkfantasy #oc
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 25/04/2026
Illustration for my ongoing webnovel Being a Monster, Chapter 31. #characterart #webnovel #darkfantasy #oc
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 15/04/2026
About my ongoing webnovel #webnovel #urbanfantasy #darkfiction
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 15/06/2025
Talia feels she doesn’t deserve Devin’s attention and that she’ll only end up disappointing them both. Her friend Mandy tries to convince her otherwise, yet she can’t shake the thought that it would be best for both of them if they never saw each other again. #webnovel #quote
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 07/06/2025
For me, "being a monster in the human world" is one of the most interesting themes in urban fantasy. After all, depending on species, each supernatural being experiences this phenomenon differently: they hide different traits, struggle with different psychological backgrounds and coping strategies.
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 01/06/2025
Jev breaks down completely, losing control over their body, which begins to shift and change uncontrollably. Devin is the only one who knows who Jev really is and what they’re struggling with. He’s incapable of returning Jev’s feelings, he still tries to stay by their side and support them.
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 29/05/2025
Illustration for an article about the dragons in my story. #dragon #art #fantasy
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 19/05/2025
Alone in her room, Talia goes over her encounter with Devin again. She can’t even imagine how anyone could like her, and the memory of Devin’s kindness is starting to make her feel uncomfortable. So she convinces herself that it’s best to end whatever might be starting between them...
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 11/05/2025
Devin is used to draining others’ lives to stay alive. Working as an Eliminator makes the hunt before feeding easier—he handles his targets with cold routine. That’s why meeting Talia catches him off guard: not only her resemblance, but his own intense emotions and confusion upset him even more…
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 10/05/2025
After her first meeting with Devin, Talia’s mother tries to warn her – in her own way. Her words wound Talia deeply. Even so, deep down she also senses that something is wrong with Devin, but she tries to deny it and hide her feelings.
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 04/05/2025
Talia is terrified of riding a motorcycle and swears she’ll never get on one again, Devin changes her mind with a few kind words and gestures. She feels like someone truly cares about her—but when she shares her joy with her mother, she brings up things about Devin that she doesn’t want to hear…
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Patrycja | Commissions Open @patrycjalerch.bsky.social · 22/04/2025
Shion #art #oc
A male with robe falling off him, his white hair are floating around with golden ribbons and petals from the tree, can someone hug him...
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 27/04/2025
Devin has already experienced being buried alive once before — and it still haunts him.
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 26/04/2025
To gain Talia's trust, Devin gives her his own helmet. Meanwhile, he smiles innocently, expertly hiding the raging emotions and murderous intentions inside him. And Talia has no idea who (or what) Devin really is—or that when he says, “I don’t die easily,” he means it quite literally…
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 20/04/2025
Talia has no idea about the emotional change that has taken place in Devin, and she seizes every opportunity to spend more time with him — even agreeing to let him take her home, despite being very afraid of motorcycles. Perhaps not without reason… #webnovel #darkfiction
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 19/04/2025
Devin is not human—he grew up in another world, completely without any familial relationships. So when he meets Talia and realizes that siblings can sometimes resemble each other in behavior, personality, and even in physical traits, it hits him like a shock. #oc #webnovel #sketch
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 13/04/2025
When Devin meets Talia, the realization that the girl resembles him—both in her reactions and certain physical traits—terrifies and horrifies him. If you are interested in reading my novel “Being a Monster” 🔞, check out my website or Patreon in bio (read for free - 🇬🇧 🇭🇺 )
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 10/04/2025
By seeing others’ auras, Devin easily navigates different kinds of relationships and emotional shifts, and he deliberately responds in ways that serve his own interests. #webnovel #sketch
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 06/04/2025
When Devin shows up in front of Talia’s school and she sees his expensive-looking motorcycle, the thought crosses her mind that something might be off about this librarian...
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 01/04/2025
In the past, I usually drew Jev as a man, even though they often take on a female form—particularly alongside Devin. As the Dragon of Transformation, no matter what shape they take, they can’t change the original colors (blue and white) of their dragon form. #characterart #watercolor #fantasy
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 31/03/2025
Devin's past pains and the feeling of emptiness are a constant state he tries to fight against, but they keep coming back. Although Jev is by his side, their relationship is complicated, full of inhibitions, racial prejudices, and a complete lack of personal space… #webnovel
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Patrycja | Commissions Open @patrycjalerch.bsky.social · 29/03/2025
I... I couldn't just let you die
Painting of my oc being traumatized by yours truly~ 
Not a glint of light in his soulless eyes full of pain
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Patrycja | Commissions Open @patrycjalerch.bsky.social · 24/03/2025
If you loved me you would have let me die #art #oc
Side view of a man with curly long blond hair, he is in pain, bite marks on his neck
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 29/03/2025
Talia keeps brooding over what happened at home. In the solitude of her room, she feels even more ashamed of her own hopeless, intense emotions. However, no matter how hard she tries to push the new librarian out of her mind, he keeps slipping back into her thoughts over and over again. #webnovel
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 28/03/2025
As an energy vampire, Devin can see the auras of other humanoid beings, allowing him to determine their species as well as their mood and emotions. When he glimpses his own intense energy around Talia, even for a moment, he is thrown into confusion…
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 26/03/2025
For Devin, "family" is just a word whose dictionary meaning he knows, but he can't associate any emotions or experiences with it. To him, Talia is still just a stranger, a girl he must kill. However, there is something strange about her…
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 24/03/2025
Talia, due to the trauma she suffered at home, craves attention, care, and love. Because of this, she is deeply affected by Devin’s calm and kind demeanor, which makes her feel safe around him right away. She has no idea that he works at the library solely to get close to her and kill her…
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 16/03/2025
Talia is a teenage girl from an abusive family, struggling with deep-seated feelings of inferiority. This is one of the reasons she falls in love so easily—with anyone who shows her even a little attention or kindness... which fills her with shame, just like the intensity of her own emotions.
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 15/03/2025
For Alden, Devin—and their relationship—meant weakness, something he despised above all else. Yet, for his own safety, he had to take care of him… He had always had his own ways of keeping Devin by his side, ensuring his protection.
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 10/03/2025
Devin grew up in another world under the guardianship of a ruthless dragon—he knows nothing about family bonds. If you are interested in reading my novel “Being a Monster” 🔞, check out my website or Patreon in bio (read for free - 🇬🇧 🇭🇺 ) #webnovel #thriller #fantasy #foundfamily
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 07/03/2025
Poem by @lorianaindal.bsky.social about Devin in my novel (Being a Monster 🔞) Thank you so much for this! I am so happy you like my characters! #poetry #fanwork #literature
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Lorian @lorianaindal.bsky.social · 06/03/2025
Lorian the Unseelie king by @darkenaz.bsky.social / @beingamonster.bsky.social Lorian has a pure shadow form, which can become very monstrous when he wants - but also can still resemble a Fae in shape. #faeking #darkfantasybooks #darkelf #shadowfae #bookwip #darklove #darkromancebooks
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 05/03/2025
Since Devin mustn't grow wings in the human world, he rides a motorcycle whenever he can—whether it's for everyday errands, road trips, or tracking down and eliminating his targets…
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 04/03/2025
Talia struggles with learning difficulties, sometimes forgets to wash her hair, and wears her brother’s old, worn-out clothes. Her parents expect her to take better care of herself and get higher grades. Their impatience often turns into verbal abuse, which only causes pain and anxiety.
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 02/03/2025
Talia's father suffers from severe depression, which makes him withdrawn and passive at times, yet at other moments, he turns aggressive. She misses the happier times, but nowadays, all she feels toward him is fear. Still, she tries to reach out to him… #webnovel #thriller
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 01/03/2025
Even though Devin is unable to eat, he loves cooking for others. Besides, he can use his kindness to deceive others just to get what he craves... If you are interested in reading my novel “Being a Monster” 🔞, check out my website or Patreon in bio (read for free - 🇬🇧 🇭🇺 ) #oc #morallygrey #webnovel
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 27/02/2025
As an energy vampire, Devin does not have a human digestive system. In his free time, he enjoys reading cookbooks, preparing meals, and watching others eat with fascination—it's something he can never truly understand. #darkfiction #webnovel #urbanfantasy
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 26/02/2025
Some info and what you can expect from my novel in progress. If you are interested in “Being a Monster” 🔞, check out my website or Patreon in bio (read for free - 🇬🇧 🇭🇺 )
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 23/02/2025
Talia tries to go about her daily life, but she starts noticing strange changes in herself. Her heart doesn’t ache when she runs in P.E. class, and the bruises from family conflicts heal faster than they should. A growing sense of dread settles over her—something abnormal is happening to her…
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 19/02/2025
Devin is the reincarnation of half the soul of the Dragon of Death, Alden. Over the years, they have both changed; Devin has become a ruthless predator, while Alden became a heart surgeon. They hate each other, but they have no choice but to tolerate it; if one of them dies, the other goes with him.
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 16/02/2025
Jev's reaction to Devin's assumption that they are jealous. For Devin, smoking is a way to imitate the sensation of soul-draining - a warm flow around his teeth. That’s why he occasionally lights up a cigarette, either to curb his hunger or simply to give himself pleasure in private moments...
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Being a Monster @beingamonster.bsky.social · 12/02/2025
Poem by @lorianaindal.bsky.social about Talia in my novel (Being a Monster 🔞) Thank you so much for this! I am so happy you like my story enough to feel inspired by it. #poetry #fanwork #literature
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