beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 12/10/2026this ustatic.klipy.comJerma985's Bedtime TransformationALT: Jerma985's Bedtime Transformation 110
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 17/09/2026genuinly so happy to be working again. for a lot of reasons 000
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 13/09/2026just got a rainbow perfect on soccer dreams B) 000
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 13/09/2026I think it is true that the challenges in groove are a bit too much (having to get 3 perfects in a row) but I'm glad they let you keep your streak for a specific game and then go do other ones as opposed to being forced to play the same game repeatedly 100
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 10/09/2026we sure do, and we're on day 3 now of training. it's LIT 000
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 10/09/2026god I love how easy it is to boot up sploon raiders, help a guy out with a match, then dip out. very good for someone like me who doesn't like to play for super long. 100
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 09/09/2026I think Link's face is the only thing that feels "off" to me, I'm pretty open to a lot of it. can't believe nintendo hired this man 000
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 11/08/2026*work my ass off for 2 months to show I can go as fast as they want apparently* *it was decided I was gonna be laid off 2 months ago* *laid off* honestly the instant anything like that happens I need to just find a new job. just a fucking mental game. 000
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 11/08/2026"you're doing great!" "you're doing great!" "oh actually you're supposed to be faster and now you're on a performance improvement program even though I never indicated anything was wrong" 100
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 11/08/2026as much as I can look back and find things I could have done better, that piece of shit really set me up for failure 100
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 11/08/2026shouts out to my last boss for being such a piece of shit that I've had anxiety for a year 110
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 08/08/2026honestly love that game, it's so pretty and very whimsical 000
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 04/08/2026dude it's always junk SD cards for the default ones madge 000
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 26/07/2026i'm getting the "i wanna stream" mind virus 000
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 24/07/2026i'm getting the xenoblade mind virus, it's so much fun. can't wait to see where this goes. 000
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 22/07/2026your phantasmagoria 2 videos are some of my favorite stuff and will live in a special place on my harddrive. 010
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 21/07/2026yooo i also had this thought when playing, very cool 020
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 17/07/2026Okay, 400mg gabapentin 3 times a day and Pristiq...suddenly my stomach isnt burning for the first time in 10 years. what the fuck man. i'll take it though!!!! :D 000
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 15/07/2026putting a pillow under your knees when you sleep is OP if you have spine issues. 000
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 14/07/2026beat Mina the Hollower yesterday. Didn't get the good ending but whatever, 9.5/10, absolutely wonderful game. Been glazing it since I started playing. 000
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 14/07/2026massaging above jaw line does wonders, I think it's a vagus nerve thing, i just need something consistant. I've been in far too much pain and discomfort recently with very little reprieve. I do have medicine now at least. and multiple doctor appts coming up, I'm just really exhausted/lethargic 000
Reposted by @beezball.bsky.socialRobert Evans (the Only Robert Evans) @iwriteok.bsky.social · 08/07/2026Oh sure but if I wanted to buy Dilaudid over the internet the DEA would have an issue with it. This fucking country. 1979341
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 29/06/2026And of Bernice I more seriously believe that all her teeth were thoughts...meditations were never pleasurable...the phantasma of the teeth maintained it's terrible ascendency!!! 000
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 28/06/2026I think it's time to make a new github account with my real name and try doing some open source contributions. (to gain skill, not fkn imaginary points to get a job) 000
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 28/06/2026Right now though...I'm gonna try some compTIA certs and see if I can do something closer to IT, Security, Systems Admin, SOMETHING that isn't valued so LITTLE by these people. 000
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 28/06/2026Imagine being an artist and being told "actually stop drawing, and in fact if you do enjoy drawing SORRY we have better stuff here" people rightfully know thats bs. It isn't 1-1 but it's how I feel, I could never draw well, this was honest to god the closest thing to a creative endeavor for me. 100
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 28/06/2026Anyway, deep feeling of loss here. Maybe what I thought was my career is gonna be subordinated into a hobby, which is devastating since it's what I planned my life to be. perhaps I am overestimating some of this, but it's so clear money matters more than mental health or experience 100
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 28/06/2026God I'm fucking bitter. I am gonna learn on my own and chart a way forward, but my brain is not equipped for this incredibly fast pace/little understanding way of doing things. Fuck corporations. 000
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 28/06/2026Programming for me is all about learning HOW things work and then becoming a BETTER ENGINEER. I was the person on the team who cared more than your average person! As soon as my boss said "I don't even like looking at code" I was like "idk, I enjoy it" and soon enough people like me are liabilities 100
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 28/06/2026I developed a whole ecommerce website without this shit with one other person. I have like 5.5 years of experience and even reading posts about this stuff makes me want to throw up. 100
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 28/06/2026I need to get some proper career advice. It's not like I don t see the utility in code generation, but if it makes me feel like I'm losing my grip...I can't do it. Hence why I am freaked out about work. I've never done anything else, this is the one job I have experience with. 100
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 28/06/2026After doing a project using this shit and failing an interview very hard, I am pissed the fuck off. This is doing work without gaining any experience. When I learned to program it was because I felt good at it, debugging made me happy. so did creating. This does not make me happy. 100
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 28/06/2026This is insane. I've had enough. I am never gonna work in an industry where I am expected to prompt the system a certain way. I got into programming because it makes me happy; If jobs are gonna be like this, I'm switching to IT 000
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 24/06/2026Huh. You're telling me my nervous system has just been turbo fucked since I was 21 and I can actually live a normal life???? 000
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 21/06/2026God I fucking LOVE Mina the Hollower. I can listen to this swamp music forever 000
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 19/06/2026how the fuck can my stomach pain be so completely controlled by my neck being positioned exactly right? I gotta see a nerve doctor soon, I think I've been in a state of hyperarousal for like 10 years... 000
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 18/06/2026We'll make a man of him Put him to a trade Teach him to play Monopoly And how to sing in the rain 000
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 13/06/2026Wondering how good it is for the brain to just constantly read people's takes. It's like you forget how to form an opinion yourself. 000
beezball.bsky.social @beezball.bsky.social · 13/06/2026Been enjoying this 'fire and forget' method of using bsky. All scrolling here does is make me depressed, but I do like poasting. 000
