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I rate this loaf 9/10 cause the paws are still visible. (Loaf is my beloved dumdum Latte.)

This would be current day Beckfast. I think as a new adventurer, before growing her self confidence, she would probably be more nervous about it. Going somewhere scary would have her anxious instead of excited. She wouldn’t be pulling any pranks either.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 9h

I don’t deal well with horror but I kind of like the idea that Beckfast does? I guess it would depend what kind. Anything harmless but mischievous I think she’d enjoy, but if it’s dangerous she’s not happy about it and will look to put an end to it. And psychological horror probs does freak her out.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 9h

I think I’ve usually seen it as my brain is so busy being focused on whatever I’m hyperfixating on that it doesn’t even have the computer power to process me not feeling well. So it’s less that the depression left and more like it’s been covered up, like out of sight out of mind kind of thing. 🤷🏻‍♀️

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AuRadventurer @auradventurer.bsky.social · 16/10/2026

New emote assessment time! ❌ Head tracking (using this will turn your entire character) ❌ Eye tracking ✅ Lip flaps ✅ Facial expression override ❓ Ships? Not in any significant new way compared with other emotes *in Trusts ✅ Goofy af ✅ Delightful #FFXIV #FF14 #gpose #consolegpose #vanillagpose #AuRa

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 10h

That’s where I feel like I end up. Cause when I hyperfixate when my anti-depressants are working well and I’m fine I’m still just fine when the hyperfixation goes away. Which is a positive in that it doesn’t make me depressed on its own, but…is still a feels bad when it happens while depressed.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 10h

I was sooo confused. Didn’t know fall damage only kills when you have aggro either so I became very afraid of taking too much fall damage, lol. I had more HP so I hadn’t even dropped to 1 from the fall.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 10h

As for me killing my boyfriend, well, he started after me, we were both still in ARR but I had mount access (no flight) so I had bought the fat moogle mount off the cash shop and was giving him a ride to his quest location when I jumped off a cliff and he just splatted dead when we hit the ground.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 10h

At then at the end of the dungeon they asked if any of us had questions about anything in the game. They offered hang around and answer them. We all sat down in the final boss arena and just chatted, getting useful information and such. It’s still the best dungeon run of my life.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 10h

To elaborate on the dungeon. The mentor was super kind and so incredibly helpful. They warned us the mechanics were funky but wanted to let us try blind if we wanted that (which we did) and after a couple of wipes at each boss asked if we wanted info. We said yes and then explained it all so nicely.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 10h

For me it’s either my first run of Tam-Tara Deepcroft (Hard) where we were 3 sprouts and a mentor or when I accidentally got @paveun.coffee killed while giving him a ride.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 10h

I would have been a veterinarian. Or Mulan if go all the way back to the age that “all girls want to be princesses” at. I don’t know if I’d be happy as a vet. Having worked in a clinic though I think I would feel more fulfilled being at least a vet tech. But probably also way too stressed.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 14h

The Aniimo website has updated with stuff coming in the next season/season 1 part 2 (unclear to me what the difference is). This one has me so excited!! It's so damn cute!!

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 15/10/2026

Which means he hates friendslop games which makes me sad cause I love them. I love goofy silly games that you can play just to have a good laugh. But yeah, anyone who says “git gud” in a serious way doesn’t deserve our time lol.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 15/10/2026

He does sometimes say “git gud”, but usually as a joke lol. I’ll usually respond with “I’m trying” which only ever gets me a “try harder” 😂. He does like hard modes though and enjoys a challenge. He gets frustrated though when controls aren’t smooth/intuitive to him.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 15/10/2026

Not gonna lie…I kinda want the new FFXIV emote from the cash shop. That breakdance is so dang cool. And it’s such a long emote too.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 15/10/2026

Ok, store is available now. I get it. It’s an emote, lmao.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 15/10/2026

Are they using the wrong banner image?? Those outfits are already in the game… Left one is crafted gear and right one is PvP gear from a previous Series. Really weird. I hope they aren’t adding items that are obtainable in game (other than seasonal event rewards since those don’t rerun). #FFXIV

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 14/10/2026

Although, there is likely a lot of people who do it out of ego thinking it makes them cool for finding something hard to be easy lmao.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 14/10/2026

So maybe some people call hard modes “easy” cause they’re like him. They don’t personally find it hard because it didn’t require increased thought/effort for them. They may not even think they accomplished anything special, they just think they’re average in skill when they aren’t.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 14/10/2026

Like he’s a natural at shooters and any sort of build planning. On the other hand he finds using a controller hard because he used to just be an FPS player on PC when he was a teen I think. Yet he still does tremendously well with it, I think he finds it hard because it requires more thought/effort.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 14/10/2026

My boyfriend is funky in that he’s really talented at playing video games but doesn’t seem to realize it even though people keep telling him he is. So to him, lots of things aren’t hard in games and he’ll say it’s “easy” or “simple” while my brain breaks.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 14/10/2026

Pass it along- please let us see your pfp in its full glory! This is my current pfp. I change it fairly often though.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 14/10/2026

Have some drawings, vector art made in Adobe Illustrator/Affinity Designer, an air dry clay sculpture that serves as wall art and some baked goods! I don’t consider myself a good artist but I really like creating all the same. You need not be good at it to create.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 14/10/2026

At least…that’s my intention. But my impulse control is weak… I must strengthen it. Does anyone know how to do that?

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 14/10/2026

Fuck. I really miss having a Pixel phone. I miss the UI. I miss the keyboard. I miss the auto correct. I miss having a voice assistant that doesn’t take whole minutes to turn off the lights. I refuse to buy another phone. I’ve had the iPhone for just a little over a year. I will keep using it.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 13/10/2026

These are so good!! I don’t even know how/where the backdrops are. It looks stunning!

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 12/10/2026

Oops. Meant to say cause they don’t fit. In the main post I mean. Whatever. (I need an edit button 🫠)

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 12/10/2026

#gpose #ffxivgpose Tags in reply cause they fit lmao.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 12/10/2026

First 6 are from Hallowe’en last year. There’s an Astro glam I often fall back to and then my two “costumes”. A witch and a vampire. Then there’s what used to be my Gunbreaker glam, cause it looks like a cowboy costume. Lastly 2 cosplay pics (Mercy is fully modded, Nami is vanilla minus the hair).

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 12/10/2026

I have photos for #modlessmonday this week! (Is that still a thing?) Taken last night on my PS5 during my static’s mid raid break. I often find myself gposing in the FC house yard out of boredom 😂. Anyways, it’s low effort but I think Beckfast looks cute. #FFXIV #PS5 #gpose #vanillagpose #miqote

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 12/10/2026

I absolutely love the second one!! It’s really well done and funny.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 12/10/2026

Only ones I know of that do it are Free to Play and people who spend money in those usually spend way more than paid + subscription MMO players do lol.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 11/10/2026

Well that was unfortunate… (Was in there solo for my minimog.) #FFXIV #PotD

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 11/10/2026

Congrats!! That’s so awesome! Maybe someday I’ll try my hand at the regular Criterion dungeons again… I don’t know that I can manage the Savage ones though 🙃.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 09/10/2026

That first shot looks so cool!!

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 09/10/2026

That shot is incredible!! I gotta know where and how!

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 09/10/2026

My current look with my Light DPS team. I need them to add nicknaming already so I can name my Helion Simba. I should take pictures like this for all of my teams. #Aniimo

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 09/10/2026

My beloved Fenmane!! I made this perfect stats one sparkling today. She’s the DPS on my electric team and she’s amazing. Anyways. I love Fenmane. #Aniimo.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 08/10/2026

That looks sooo epic!! 🤯🤩

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 08/10/2026

Apparently it’s been a year since Arkveld was added to FFXIV. The opening cutscene for this fight really is awesome. Don’t ask me why I decided to go do the fight while basically wearing pajamas 😂. #FFXIV #Timehop

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 08/10/2026

I hate that skin unlocks are server locked. I hate that purchases are server locked. I hate that trying out both the Elyos and Asmodian sides means having to be on 2 separate servers. But the graphics are pretty and the combat is fun, so I guess I’ll keep playing?

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 08/10/2026

These are two of my characters. I have a third one who’s an Assassin. I’m still pretty low level on all of them. I’ve been playing wrong because I just grind for per levels and explore. And I pay attention to the horrible writing cause skipping is no fun to me.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 08/10/2026

I’ve been hesitant to share, but fuck it. I’ve been playing AION 2. I saw the AI usage disclaimer. I don’t like that they used AI. But my boyfriend wanted to play. A bunch of people from the Seraph FFXIV FC were planning to play. I caved. I’ve actually really enjoyed it 🫠. #AION2

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 08/10/2026

I love it when my Aniimo sit in the chairs on my porch. Some of them look hilarious there too. Sometimes I’ll find one sleeping in the bed as well but I don’t think I have any photos of it. #Aniimo

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 08/10/2026

See a couple, post a couple. #gpose

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 08/10/2026

Lighting. I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing. Send help. Doesn’t matter if I’m using vanilla lights of from plugins. I’m just throwing lights at the scene and praying it does something positive.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 08/10/2026

Seeing your gposes has honestly inspired me to try and work more within the confines of vanilla! And integrate things from vanilla more as well. It’s renewed my enjoyment of gposing on my PS5 and now on Switch 2. Trying to take inspiration from what you make.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 08/10/2026

Small details. A head tilt. A foot sunken into the floor. Hair that isn’t drooping quite enough. I wish I was able to work around those to make things work. I feel like I’ve taken a shortcut by using plugins.

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Beckfast @beckfast.me · 08/10/2026

I don’t know if it makes it better or worse, but for what it’s worth I sometimes wish I could be like you and stick to vanilla. I started using plugins because those same restrictions got so frustrating to work around. I still gpose on console sometimes and I’ll notice things I wish I could change.

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