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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

life imitates art 🫩 happy hump day everyone 💙🦴

Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

Thanks for coming to my TedTalk. I've never been one to shy away from being open about experiences in hopes that talking about mine makes someone feel more seen or understood. Mental health is still health and needs to be cared for as such. This will pass, eventually.

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

I worry about people missing "when I was funny/happy/'the old you'/"etc all the time. I think the making of Beau was a manic episode, honestly too. I love the character, don't get me wrong, but I overthink everything too. I'm still managing my bp, so please bare (bear?) with me. I'm trying my best

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

if the sad boy posting seems random, it's really not. i just try to hide it most of the time. Currently, I'm so tired of masking that I'm being quiet instead of pretending to be ok all the time. I feel bad for the whiplash of emotions all the time though. Why am I bringing this up? Well-

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

I realized i've shown the "how" of my mental health and not the "why", and I want to be open about it. For myself and others. I have type II bipolar. I get manic for months, I get strong depressive episodes, sometimes I disappear during them because I'd rather be alone than a "burden". So-

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 03/04/2026

I haven't done accent work on forever and I need to remedy that. slightly related, I need to make a visualiser for the reel I'm slowly working on. please give me strength ;-;

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 31/03/2026

my voice is just a liiiil too deep to do it comfortably but i got the horny nasal DOWN

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 31/03/2026

I've been trying to do an Angel Dust voice and I realised I've just been saying "oh harder daddy~... no more nasal and horny" for an hour straight send help I've lost the plot

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

I haven't been in a great headspace, and that caused many, many poor judgement calls. One of which was not posting this sooner, I am sorry. Communication was never my strong suit and I need to do better with that. Posted in my discord earlier this month. I'm working on getting better. I'm sorry.

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

casual reminder I do VA work for anything at reasonable prices and the love of the game

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〘 Horacchi┃🦇👁️ 〙｢ Ẻ̵̟̪͚l̶̿͂ḑ̶͎͕̆r̶͒̇i̷̻̲͆͘t̷̝̂̽c̴̹͊̚h̵̜̗̾̃ M̶͙͋̀a̴̙͍̦̎̋͑l̴͕̃͜w̸̛̝̤͎a̷̮͑̀r̴͓͂e̸͈̪͐ 」 @horacchi.vtubers.social · 23/03/2026

ya boi is finally taking the steps to apply for a private clinic for HRT - yippee! The application fees are a lil spicy though, so if you'd like to speed up the process with a penny or two I would really appreciate it 👉👈💜 Spreading the word helps a ton, too! ko-fi.com/horacchivt/g...

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

i'll be so honest, i've not been ok for a while. I'm anxious, i'm paranoid, and i'm just overall not in a great headspace. streaming was supposed to be an escape, but it's only made my mental worse. I'm going to be taking a hiatus from streaming, i'm not sure for how long. I'm sorry.

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

I miss how the sparkle in your eyes came through in your voice I miss staring at the moon knowing we looked at its beauty together even though we were so far apart I miss the late calls and accidental sleepovers and knowing the finest details of each other I know you don't miss me. but I miss you.

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 16/03/2026

respectfully, you like like you could give me the most accurate tarot reading and give me 4 crystals I would need to realign my shitty energy. and I'm here for it HELL YEAH

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 15/03/2026

I made a little self care corner on my phone for Duolingo, Finch, a step counter, and a timer counting days since I went to the hospital. sometimes it's a nice little reminder on progress even when the brain worms come in strong. even a little progress is progress, you've got this 💙🦴

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 14/03/2026

I've been DEEP in Deadlock builds lately and I'm having so much fun with it need to see if I can focus on not the game while I play to see if I can stream it lmao

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 13/03/2026

oh hecc shit I haven't done my quota of posting something funny today uh uh uh sssssp-sploin...go? yeah sploingo. I took a long nap and I'm disoriented idk what you want from me

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 12/03/2026

this is really impressive. especially since I'm a dog and colorblind funnily enough the bright colors were harder for me than darker ones so, that's neat. at one point it was .0008 and I honestly don't know how I got there

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 11/03/2026

I hate when my jong rubs too much in my jorts and jweater. my jundershirt and jlasses are comfy tho, which is nice. the jube jocks? not so much.

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 11/03/2026

do you mind if I'm vulnerable about my mental health for a minute? I hate how ingrained in my head it is to be negative towards myself, that comes so easy. it took me 10 minutes today to find something I appreciate about myself to write in my journal but I found something. and that's pretty cool 💙🦴

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 09/03/2026

can i come over and stare at you like this while you yap about your special interests? #beauyo 🎨 @arkomikitty.bsky.social

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

doordashing more pears and peaches to your house brb

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

me at the store: "man why do people keep giving me weird looks today" me at the store: *wearing a dog collar and having this jet tag on my keys* oh yeah, fuckin makes sense. I bought it at a car shop man it's silly ;-;

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

Good, then you're already doing more than enough, even if it feels like you aren't. I know people also worry about overstepping, but personally, those moments of "hey just checking in" are sometimes the light in the darkness. I'd be more than happy to have a friend like you reaching out

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

it's nothing you're doing, you even said it yourself, it's illogical thinking. but, you know what does help me? little random "I appreciate you" messages. helps slay the brain worms. just being there for people during that time can be easy more helpful than you realise 💙

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

my mentality when that happens is usually something like "I'm a burden to my friends, they don't deserve to deal with me in this state. they don't want to be around me like this. I don't want to ruin their day." or worse "I wonder who would notice if I disappeared". I wish it was a choice ;-;

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

i know it's late but i just redownloaded genshin and want to check some things out, lets vibe? low energy day i think. 💙🦴 twitch.tv/beaubearius

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

bought some cat food at the pet store today, picked up some dog collars for myself, genuinely for 2.0 design ideas because i have a hard time visualizing how something will look lady at the register clocked the 2 dog collars and asked if i had a dog at home and my dumb ass said no. woof i guess💙🦴

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

I cleaned so much today. I had a free day from school so I decided to just clean like crazy and I cleaned up a lot. I have more to do, but I'm very proud of what I got done today. 💙🦴 time to chug monster and play megabonk for 30 hours straight, as a reward

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

in the same day, I was told "what're you, like 40 right?" and "damn you must be like...20" within 10 minutes of each other, in 2 separate conversations. I'm 30. I never felt so much like an emotion pancake from the flip flopping I did

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

i'm so normal about Meg's art normally but THIS you all go ahead, i'll hold her off.

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

thank you Rye ;-; I'm getting better at taking care of myself, and it's only up from here I hope 💙🦴

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

spite, monster, and a whole helping of therapy, and it's working so far maybe not the monster tho, but that's fiiiine

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

thank you ;-; I need to be better about my self care, because if I can't care for myself I can't care for my community well either, and I care for my lil corner

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 04/03/2026

i'm sorry to disappear for a bit, i'm slowly getting better to come back and shitpost at regular intervals again ya boi's been going through it and the mental took a hit, but we endure because if i can't take me out NOTHING will 💙🦴

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 21/02/2026

i was going to do an early stream this morning but i...woke up kinda late for it 😂 B U T that just means i'll do it tomorrow. Lets hang out at 9am EST for some chill vibes and eepy voice. oh right, apparently i'm close to 100 so maybe we can hit that too! see you then 💙🦴🥰

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Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus @beaubearius.bsky.social · 19/02/2026

you... you wouldn't leave me like this would you? I've been a good puppy 🥺 pull my leash, pull my leash, pull my leash, pullmyleash, pull it pull it pull it pull it please please pleasepleasepleaseplease~ #envtuber #vtuber #beaubare #nsfwart #nsfw #puppy

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