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Kelly

@beamyk112.bsky.social

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Mom ︴Music Lover ︴Reader ︴It Is What It Is ︴TPWK ︴Remember ︴Just Take Me For What I Am ︴Its Just Science ︴You're Safe With Me ︴Mental Health Matters 🌻🌈

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 23/05/2026

It's been a while since I've been here...I've written things for some fests archiveofourown.org/works/81925046 for @1dsasfest.bsky.social archiveofourown.org/works/799538... for BHFF archiveofourown.org/works/82290431 for @1dsasfest.bsky.social archiveofourown.org/works/84205261 for HDIGH fest

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 05/08/2025

A house somewhere on foreign soil, Where ageing lovers call, Is this your goal, your final needs, Where dogs and vultures eat, Committed still I turn to go. I put my trust in you. I put my trust in you... -Joy Divison "A Means to An End" open.spotify.com/track/4HgxCQLq… 📷J Alexander

Louis Tomlinson wearing a denim jacket over black t-shirt and black trousers while sitting on a throne-like chair. Photo by Jack Alexander for 1883 Magazine, issue 16

Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 05/06/2025

Lights up and they know who you are Know who you are Do you know who you are? Shine, Step into the light Shine, So bright sometimes Shine, I'm not ever going back -Harry Styles "Lights Up"🏳‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️ open.spotify.com/track/4jAIqg...

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Harry Styles · Fine Line · Song · 2019

Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 30/05/2025

You would use your songs to say The words you couldn't say And every word you sang Was about you and me I loved Everything you wrote, and when You would sing, I felt That my heart was falling -Cigarettes After Sex "You're All I Want" open.spotify.com/track/2cTvZS...

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You're All I Want

Cigarettes After Sex · You're All I Want · Song · 2020

Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 29/05/2025

Trust me and read the lyrics! *Equip Sunglasses* -Hot Mulligan open.spotify.com/track/427OHP...

Lyrics to Equip Sunglasses by Hot Mulligan

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 29/05/2025

What's been happenin' in your world? What have you been up to? I heard that you fell in love or near enough I gotta tell you the truth, yeah I wanna grab both your shoulders and shake, baby Snap out of it -Arctic Monkeys "Snap Out of It" open.spotify.com/track/0NdTUS...

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Arctic Monkeys · AM · Song · 2013

Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 28/05/2025

💜💜💜 If all I do is Shut down and block out the outside Make dark jokes to keep out the light But now I'm finally breaking out I'm suddenly feeling my Guard lift Solar eclipse Racing through my fingertips -Isaac Anderson "I Think That I Love You" open.spotify.com/track/32Ntk9...

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I Think That I Love You

Isaac Anderson · I Think That I Love You · Song · 2025

Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 26/05/2025

It's not like me to worry But when I see you fading in the dark I'll leave a light on for you Through the long nights, I will be right There for you if you drift too far I'll leave a light on for you -Papa Roach "Leave A Light On" open.spotify.com/track/0b6fNj...

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Leave a Light On (Talk Away The Dark)

Papa Roach · Ego Trip · Song · 2022

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 25/05/2025

Come on home Just ain't fair In the name of rock and roll Where love dies Couldn't find a soul Tell it like it is Deep down inside Drunken butterfly -Sonic Youth "Drunken Butterfly" open.spotify.com/track/3tT7w3...

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Drunken Butterfly

Sonic Youth · Dirty · Song · 1992

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 24/05/2025

How can they see the love in our eyes And still they don't believe us? And after all this time They don't want to believe us And if they don't believe us now Will they ever believe us? -The Smiths "The Boy with the Thorn In His Side" open.spotify.com/track/6s1lXo...

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The Boy with the Thorn in His Side - 2011 Remaster

The Smiths · The Queen Is Dead · Song · 1986

Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 19/05/2025

And I know it's not just survival And I know what you did to get here And I know everything is turning And I know you can't look in the mirror You can't be who you are without me Without me beneath you -Benjamin Booker "New World" open.spotify.com/track/6bCaEE...

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Benjamin Booker · LOWER · Song · 2025

Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 16/05/2025

Don't give up now, there's already so much at stake If Atlas falls, I'll rise up and carry us all the way It won't pull me down The weight of impossible days I'll stand tall I'll rise up and carry us all the way -Shinedown "Atlas Falls" open.spotify.com/track/7m1Lw3...

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Shinedown · Atlas Falls · Song · 2020

Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 14/05/2025

Cause faux plastic dolls With their hands and their ribbons Will strangle us all And they'll all be forgiven I refuse to be taken The typical way So welcome to the freak show I hope that you find yourself today open.spotify.com/track/2Lq0em...

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YUNGBLUD · weird! · Song · 2020

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 14/05/2025

We were young and amused And now we're dancing to a tune We can't be who we used to be Dublin in ecstasy Oh, we got high from time to time I recall the shiver runnin' down my spine -Inhaler "Dublin in Ecstasy" open.spotify.com/track/3sjgaV...

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Dublin in Ecstasy

Inhaler · Cuts & Bruises · Song · 2023

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 07/05/2025

GO! Stream the new AndrewCushin album Love Is For Everyone AND buy it! Help this amazing up and coming artist's dreams come true! open.spotify.com/album/2gmmkI...

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Love is For Everyone

Andrew Cushin · Album · 2025 · 12 songs

Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 07/05/2025

I am aware that I am an asshole I really don't care about all of that though I got nothing to prove But honestly I'm just like you I've got a bad case of ADD I've been this way since seventeen I got a fucked up brain And a really bad attitude open.spotify.com/track/1wQPcf...

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Falling In Reverse · Just Like You (Deluxe Edition) · Song · 2015

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 06/05/2025

Say my name when we're losing touch Say my name when you've had enough Say my name when you're cursed by doubt Say my name when the lights go out -The Lanthums "Say My Name" open.spotify.com/track/396Cq1...

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The Lathums · From Nothing To A Little Bit More · Song · 2023

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 30/04/2025

I don't mind that you choose To blame it on me it amuses and don't half confuse it I might make you sick But baby it's you that bleeds easy it's your skin that rips -The Mercians "I Don't Mind" open.spotify.com/track/7HROxT...

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The Mercians · I don't mind · Song · 2023

Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 27/04/2025

Rainbow paradise and Strawberry lipstick...need we say more? "Walk in your rainbow paradise Strawberry lipstick state of mind I get so lost inside your eyes Would you believe it?" -Harry Styles "Adore You" open.spotify.com/track/3jjujd...

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 25/04/2025

And immediately I grabbed you You go all red Like the first time I love it when you do that God, I love it when you do that Your friends all hated it But fuck it if they talk Fuck it if they try and get to us 'Cause I'd rather go blind Than let you down open.spotify.com/track/1B241L...

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Catfish and the Bottlemen · The Balcony · Song · 2014

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 23/04/2025

I was thinkin' about who you are Your delicate point of view, I Was thinkin' about you I'm not worried about where you are Or who you will go home to, I'm Just thinkin' about you open.spotify.com/track/3i058E...

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Harry Styles · Harry's House · Song · 2022

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 19/04/2025

Tell me the truth, tell me, do you still remember feelin' young And strong enough to get it wrong in front of all these people? Just for tonight, look inside and spark that memory of you Strong enough to get it wrong in front of all these people "Fearless" open.spotify.com/track/1yEqyv...

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Louis Tomlinson · Walls · Song · 2020

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 16/04/2025

You're like a sunshine, only giving good vibes Any-anytime that you roll in (roll in) Pullin' me out, never lettin' me down And I wanna make sure you know it -Liam Payne "Sunshine" open.spotify.com/track/48oN0d...

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Sunshine - From the Motion Picture “Ron’s Gone Wrong”

Liam Payne · Sunshine (From the Motion Picture “Ron’s Gone Wrong”) · Song · 2021

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 16/04/2025

You gave me so much to remember You got me stuck inside my mind Everything's a reminder How can I forget someone Who gave me so much to remember? -Liam Payne "Remember" open.spotify.com/track/2uAX7D...

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 12/04/2025

Everybody knows that I'm out of place (Am I cool enough? Am I cool enough?) I don't look the part, I don't fit the frame (Am I cool enough? Am I cool enough?) She reads my mind, she knows that I'm Overthinkin' what I've been tryna say -Michael Clifford "Cool" open.spotify.com/track/7BicWD...

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Michael Clifford · cool · Song · 2025

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 11/04/2025

Well you and I Collapsed in love And it looks like we might have made it, yes It looks like we've made it to the end When you and I Collapsed in love -Blur "To The End" open.spotify.com/track/5BpWVT...

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Blur · Blur: The Best Of · Song · 2000

Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

You kill my mind Raise my body back to life And I don't know what I'd do without you now Kept me living From the last time From a prison of a past life On a mission just to feel like When you kissed me for the last time open.spotify.com/track/4emicu...

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Louis Tomlinson · Walls · Song · 2020

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 09/04/2025

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Stereophonics · You Gotta Go There To Come Back · Song · 2003

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 24/03/2025

If we stomp our feet the ground will shake If we clap our hands the walls will break Yell so loud, won't forget our names 'Cause something big is happening Something big, I feel it happening Out of my control Pushing, pulling, and it's grabbing me Feel it in my bones open.spotify.com/track/4eQznx...

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Shawn Mendes · Handwritten · Song · 2015

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 21/03/2025

Stand before this faceless crowd I wonder why I bother So much controlled by so few Stumbling from one disaster to another open.spotify.com/track/2XjMSK...

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Blue Rodeo · Lost Together · Song · 1992

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 19/03/2025

There's nothing I hate more than all these plastic people With all their plastic promises and all their plastic deals... Take my advice, listen to me I only want what's best for you The deal of a lifetime, what more can I do? How many times have you heard this today? open.spotify.com/track/20GAr2...

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Imitation Of Life

Anthrax · Among The Living · Song · 1987

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 18/03/2025

Saying, "This is my message to you-ou-ou" Singing, "Don't worry about a thing 'Cause every little thing is gonna be alright" -Bob Marley & The Wailers "Three Little Birds" Take a deep breath, it's all going to work out as it should 💙 open.spotify.com/track/7vggqx...

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Three Little Birds

Bob Marley & The Wailers · Legend - The Best Of Bob Marley And The Wailers · Song · 2002

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 13/03/2025

We could be gigantic, everything I need Vicodin on Sunday nights This could be worth the risk, worth the guarantee This could be the drug that never bites Just give me a try open.spotify.com/track/0gohFC...

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The Wombats · Glitterbug (Deluxe Edition) · Song · 2015

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 09/03/2025

Vindicated, I am selfish, I am wrong I am right, I swear I'm right Swear I knew it all along And I am flawed But I am cleaning up so well I am seeing in me now The things you swore you saw yourself open.spotify.com/track/1EotcF...

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Dashboard Confessional · Dusk And Summer · Song · 2006

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

I don't need to fight To prove I'm right I don't need to be forgiven Don't cry Don't raise your eye It's only teenage wasteland open.spotify.com/track/3qiyyU...

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The Who · Who's Next (Deluxe Edition) · Song · 1971

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 02/03/2025

Northern twangs on top of husky tones He's got flawless skin laced on wicked bones No matter what I do Can't seem to shake him loose Lovers grip or is it a noose open.spotify.com/track/2NHohW...

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Dirty Blonde · Northern Twang · Song · 2024

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 02/03/2025

"Leo" Leonidas Lucifer Loki is normally a little shit, a true menace...I'm not quite sure what to think of cuddly kitty

Kitty cuddled on my chest

Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 01/03/2025

Well, oh, they might wear classic Reeboks Or knackered Converse Or tracky bottoms tucked in socks But all of that's what the point is not The point's that there ain't no romance around there And there's the truth that they can't see open.spotify.com/track/0eDQj4...

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A Certain Romance

Arctic Monkeys · Whatever People Say I Am, That's What I'm Not · Song · 2006

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 26/02/2025

There are many things that I would like to know And there are many places that I wish to go But everything's depending on the way the wind may blow open.spotify.com/track/2VVRmr...

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Acquiesce - Remastered

Oasis · (What's The Story) Morning Glory? (Deluxe Remastered Edition) · Song · 1995

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

"Glitter on the wet streets Silver over everything The river's all wet You're all chrome Dripping with alchemy Shiver stop shivering The glitter's all wet You're all chrome" I've always wished the tempo for this one was faster but it's still a fun one! open.spotify.com/track/4WiIsc...

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Heads Will Roll

Yeah Yeah Yeahs · It's Blitz! · Song · 2009

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

"When the perfect conversation Looks you in the eyes And says they get what you've been saying This whole time You can look for confirmation All your life But you ain't gonna find much better than this" It's been far too long since I've had a conversation like this open.spotify.com/track/21slhi...

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Catfish and the Bottlemen · The Balance · Song · 2019

Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 23/02/2025

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose Fire away, fire away Ricochet, you take your aim Fire away, fire away You shoot me down, but I won't fall I am titanium You shoot me down, but I won't fall I am titanium open.spotify.com/track/4coRFA...

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Run Liberty Run · We Are · Song · 2015

Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 21/02/2025

I think I'm in it again Eyes shut, wise up You know how this ends You gotta try to pretend That you feel something When all that it feels like You're dying alone tonight Get me out alive! open.spotify.com/track/50Ouin...

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Get Me Out Alive!

Isaac Anderson · Get Me Out Alive! · Song · 2023

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 19/02/2025

My ADHD brain stopped and stared for a while! Charles Leclerc what did you just do? My brain was so quiet 🥰 open.spotify.com/album/5rWdjR...

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Charles Leclerc · EP · 2024 · 4 songs

Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 19/02/2025

It's a good night to be in my covers...covers playlist that is...because I want familiar but not...weird kind of night I suppose... Shawn Mendes giving us Use Somebody 🥰 open.spotify.com/track/5My4Lt...

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Use Somebody - Recorded at Spotify Studios NYC

Shawn Mendes · Spotify Singles · Song · 2018

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 12/02/2025

When routine bites hard and ambitions are low And resentment rides high, but emotions won't grow And we're changing our ways, taking different roads Then love, love will tear us apart again Love, love will tear us apart again open.spotify.com/track/34iOH7...

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Love Will Tear Us Apart - 2020 Remaster

Joy Division · Love Will Tear Us Apart · Song · 1980

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 11/02/2025

Lights off when they should be on Even stars in the sky look wrong Short days but the lights are long When I think of the things I’ve done Don’t matter how far I’ve gone I’m always free to run home open.spotify.com/track/3yhVmO...

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Don't Forget Where You Belong

One Direction · Midnight Memories (Deluxe) · Song · 2013

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 11/02/2025

Today's little reminder 💙 Hey, you know they're all the same You know you're doing better on your own So don't buy in Live right now Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough (good enough) For someone else open.spotify.com/track/5kD9T7...

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Jimmy Eat World · Bleed American (Deluxe Edition) · Song · 2001

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 05/02/2025

I hope that I'm not asking too much Just wanna be loved by you (Don't you be so defensive) And I'm too tired to be tough Just wanna be loved by you One of my favorite bridges 😍 open.spotify.com/track/74YzCr...

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Louis Tomlinson · Walls · Song · 2020

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Kelly @beamyk112.bsky.social · 04/02/2025

But why???? I need it to stay hoodie weather for just a bit longer! 😢

Screenshot of my weather app showing its 69 degrees on February 4th and it makes me sad. For good measure, Burn the Empire by The Snuts is playing!

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