v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 23/05/2025WHAT WERE YOU THINKING!!!! SHOULDNT YOU KNOW BETTER!!!!! YOU OPENED THE DOOR FOR AN APEX PREDATOR!!!!! I KEEP FORGETTING THE LESSONS IVE LEARNED!!!! SO I KEEP GETTING HURT!!!!!!!!!! 000
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 23/05/2025WHATS THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN WHATS THE WORST THINT YOU CAN IMAGINE THIS WORLD IS A NASTY PLACE IM AFRAID TO GEY COMFORTABLE UNAVOIDABLE DISASTER SERIAL OVERREACTOR MY HEAD IS A NASTY PLACE 100
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 23/05/2025words are just words people say shit all the time and not mean it. stupid of me to believe otherwise. pretty words but was it ever supported by any sort of action. no of course not. why should they mean it. people never say what they mean. 000
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 23/05/2025even my pain and troubles are worth nothing. these are worth nothing. stupid problems borne from making everything about me. im not worth anything at all it all means nothing 000
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 23/05/2025not worth anything not worth doing anything for not worth any effort at all and why should i be. just worthless 100
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 23/05/2025i just can’t keep doing this i can’t i can’t i can’t. how can it be anyone else’s fault but mine because it just keeps happening to me. im just not made right. fucking worthless there is no use there is no use there is no use there is no use there is no fucking use. 100
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 23/05/2025it’s just like in middle school and high school and all those other times. my company isn’t enjoyable im not fucking normal enough or fun enough or relatable enough or easy enough to talk to or fucking something. it doesn’t matter. it’s all the same it’s all the same it’s all the same it’s all the 100
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 23/05/2025worthless useless unwanted 😂😂😂 it’s the same shit over and over and over again. 100
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 10/05/2025ive been lonely my whole life this should be a walk in the park 000
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 04/05/2025music does such a good job of helping me process emotions.. at least to an extent. not entirely to be sure there is... too much but. it helps to alleviate it momentarily 000
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 04/05/2025thought "need new songs to be sad to" and then tiktok fyp said bet 000
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 04/05/2025"i watched you love me like i deserve it then like i deserve nothing at all you tell me you miss me then i have to beg you to call" hey so should i like kill myself open.spotify.com/track/1X9m8v...open.spotify.comletteravery pickup · killer · Song · 2025 010
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 04/05/2025feeling like annabel but not the being the only one good enough part but the feeling alone and being left behind parts open.spotify.com/track/1yTP2S...open.spotify.comannabelavery pickup · killer · Song · 2025 010
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 04/05/2025like it gets to a point 😂 i don't know if you realize but it gets to a fucking point 😂 000
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 03/05/2025(tho he Might have found them pretentious at times.. who's to say his inferiority complex has nothing to do with that though) 000
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 03/05/2025mq's view toward xl's is endlessly fascinating to me bc he could never understand xl and his actions, his endless kindness and sympathy and understanding even after everything but at the same time i feel like those are the exact traits that he admires 100
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 03/05/2025muqing's name literally meaning "yearning affection", muqing always fighting with fengxin and feeling inferior in terms of his rship with xie lian (compared to fx's rship w xl), "i wanted to be your f-f-friend" oh muqing... you craved xl's affection so bad when you always had it 100
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 03/05/2025if i had a nickel for everytime god who is a seemingly warm and caring father figure turned out to be evil all along, i'd have two nickels. which isn’t much but it's weird that it’s happened twice 000
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 03/05/2025the entire heavenly court always gossiping and talking shit about xie lian as if he isn't there is cooking me fr 000
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 03/05/2025a 500k book should be worth 500 points but what do i know 000
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 03/05/2025a 500k book only worth 50 points and then the actual book prices in points is twice the price in money like why are yall so stingy omg 100
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 03/05/2025januaries by olivie blake almost 50% off i Could just get that except... im eyeing the tgcf vol 1 to get for my bday (which will only be like. 10? or 15% off on my bday) 000
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 03/05/2025book prices these days suck sooo bad my god fuck inflation and fuck govt regulations cause i used to be able to get a hc copy for the price of pb prices today... and 1 hc today is worth 2 hcs back then it's so diabolical 010
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 02/05/2025no wonder the residents of ghost city treat xie lian like their princessjsnd i remember now they didnt only see firsthand the way hua cheng is so gentle w xie lian and so blatantly gives him special treatment but that term of endearment in front of the whole crowd 000
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 02/05/2025xie lian gets into his vicinity and hua cheng suddenly can’t stop smiling okayyyy loverboy 000
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 02/05/2025subscription system will be the death of me. just got an autopayment notif and nearly got a heart attack who told u to be taking money out of my pocket like that omg 000
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 02/05/2025(crazy) have y’all ever thought about swd and hx as… mirrors…. they’re so similar in so many ways if you think about it…. 100
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 02/05/2025tgcf isn’t short of compelling characters cause tbh the majority of them are so well-thought-out and i could probably talk about each of them for hours but swd specifically appeals to me so strongly 000
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 02/05/2025no truly swd is my fav tgcf character other than the obvious ones (xie lian and hua cheng) exactly bc of how determined and unapologetic he is. it’s such an admirable trait and the fact that he did horrible things and still remained That way is even more fascinating 100
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 02/05/2025he doesn’t shy away from the consequences of his actions when it finally catches up to him too. he’s not sorry at all, but he doesn’t try to excuse it or even to get out of it then again they were trapped but STILL love how he stayed true to himself til the end (even if he Was a horrible individual) 000
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 02/05/2025everything he had, he worked hard for so he was completely unapologetic even if anyone was trampled under the force of his ambitions and determination. definitely sinister bc of what that entails but it makes him such a compelling character 100
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 02/05/2025shi wudu is the icarus character of all time. actually he out-icarus-ed icarus. he didn’t care that he’d fall harder the higher he flew, he just cared about going as high as he could 110
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 02/05/2025in reality? pretty inconsequential. sorry is that a depressing outlook? it’s not meant to be 000
v @barucormorant.bsky.social · 02/05/2025it’s a comforting thought to be sure to current me. us. but to our reincarnated version wouldn’t it just feel like the usual meeting someone and then clicking with them and then… just the natural process. it’s a romantic thought bc of who we are now, what we’ve been through, and what we know 100
