iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

hoping to go see resident evil this weekend, but like always, ne'er anyone to go with

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 17/05/2026

people who use ai for anything should be shot

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 02/02/2026

am I the only one who's worried about left-wingers getting sucked into a qanon style rabbit hole over this Jeffrey Epstein's stuff cuz I can already see it happening. also if you're talking about fucking Satanism and eating children and all that kind of bullshit your mind is already gone.

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 04/12/2025

there's nothing hotter than a woman who swears like a sailor.

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 02/12/2025

I think it's kind of crazy that people just get on the internet and think they have carte blanche to say slurs and shit like it's not going to come back and bite them in the ass. I've never once thought, you know what, I'm just going to be an asshole and a piece of shit today, not once.

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 16/01/2025

hating my sexual organs right now , I wish this was medieval Europe and I could just become a eunuch

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 16/01/2025

I think its totally normal to be like , I wish I wasn't born any sex. it's fucking frustrating.

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 07/01/2025

honestly I need to make some friends, went for a walk to get coffee and saw some people playing some card game , I should said hello , but the fear always gets to me..

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 05/01/2025

laying in bed, and it's rude no one is here

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

I promise, I'm just an okay person, nothing special,

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

gonna need someone to come and make my life less boring,

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 03/01/2025

only have two smokes left for my morning coffee , who's coming to share

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 03/01/2025

who’s gonna come and save me

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 02/01/2025

in the deep of the night I remember why I lose friends.

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 01/01/2025

I wouldn't mind getting just a little bullied in the new year :p

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 31/12/2024

I think I will be quiet for now until the day has calmed down I'll be back in a while with my foot to the ground I still have so much to do you haven't a need to worry but let's say at the end of the day I'd rather choose violence watch me as I become static and overwhelmed.

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 31/12/2024

im practically that person who you hardly think about i am that someone not meant for you to look in the mirror aroused this is the last of some bickering joust this is me buried under the house, come for me if you will and i'll wait out my days like a mouse quietly hoping for some crumbs .

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 31/12/2024

the new year has come and failed me who'd like to come fight me, this is the last of my patience and i am still looking to die, why in the world would i call you all i'd get is someone else, show me your your willing to die on this hill and i will stand up like im guarding your door.

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 31/12/2024

im better at remembering faces names have always been dust its like the last days have fallen and im just waiting to rust bring on the dawn forever who am i going to trust i know its my call and its over im awake until the she burns me alive lowering me into her casket.

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 31/12/2024

I have three new poems, I will post tomorrow morning

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 31/12/2024

last official day of work tomorrow

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 30/12/2024

i almost dont want to share my poetry here or on the other site anymore.

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 30/12/2024

actually i think every bad thing that's ever happened to me is my fault .

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 30/12/2024

tomorrow might very well be my last day at work lol

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 30/12/2024

I love having breakdowns , just a little guy over here pushing down emotions for thirty years.

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 30/12/2024

I lost so much time, like how does one even do that. I have nothing and no one, and it'll probably always be like that,

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 30/12/2024

periodic reminder that I lost my teens and all of my twenties and half my thirties to being a gigantic fearful person, and all of a sudden it'll hit me and like what am I supposed to do, i just drove to get groceries now I'm in my car half fucking crying :/

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 29/12/2024

i need someone to desperately ruin me .

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ryan @bardofthemoon.bsky.social · 29/12/2024