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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 28/08/2026

I am so old, and so tired. And I'm only getting older and more tired.

Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 09/05/2026

Since people keep trying to make me play Phasmophobia again. DESPITE me telling you all multiple times how it's not scary, or entertaining anymore. It's a predictably boring loop. Fine, each redeem of this will be one 3 hour phasmo stream. You want it so bad? Earn it.

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 04/05/2026

What does One even do with this many Steam points? Other than profile things, can I spend them on anything else?

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 03/05/2026

Resident Evil 0 is done. Finished, taken off the list. 2/10 (I don't mind inventory management or tank controls but sod off with those camera angles.) Never ask me to play this one again.

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 29/04/2026

I have the entire month of May to finish every RE game I own. Or be forced to play stardew valley! (Some of you might think that's not a punishment; but I'd sooner stick a spoon in my eye than play that thing.)

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 16/04/2026

Everyone I know playing Windrose: Struggling against the pigs 24/7. Me: Going to keep my snout shut and mind my own business. #Windrose #Pigs

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 31/03/2026

Did your OBS update recently? If yes. Check the audio channels! It's reset EVERY. LAST. ONE. (I have more than just these but you get the idea.) Make sure you don't let this update clock you with DMCAs. (It might do this normally but it's the first time on my end.)

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 24/03/2026

Play outlast trials in the dark they said; it'll be fun they said. Your medications won't make it scarier at all they said. There goes my next week of sleep.

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 23/03/2026

We're off to play helldivers 2 in an hour! (I had medical appointments before 10am on a Monday, I need to shoot something to feel alive again.)

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 22/03/2026

I finally dusted off the old art tablet this morning because I miss D&D! The Hog-barian is real and will eat you. But not today! Because today I return to Final fantasy online. (I really want to swing a sword ok?!) twitch.tv/banshee_xeno #Cancer

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 26/02/2026

I travelled 2 hours across the bloody country for some news today. The news being cancer related. The relation? A little cousin called REMISSION. You're all stuck here with me for a bit longer! #cancersurvivor

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 06/02/2026

For those curious! in 2024 I was diagnosed with Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma. And since then it's been a long walk, but 2025 we found out it spread; and my treatment costs spread with it. That's why the Donathon is so important to me, help won't go unrewarded! ko-fi.com/bansheexeno/... #Cancer #Donothon

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 01/02/2026

Sometimes I have the urge to cut the swords off my 'Nids and just chew them. Or see how effective they are as actual stabbing utensils, I could EASILY give a chicken nugget free trauma with one of those. Very normal thoughts from a very normal person; yes yes.

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 29/01/2026

I was just informed I'm on a "known bots" list for Twitch; which is odd given that I stream there sometimes. But oh no; you got me. I can delete your search history if you just click this captcha for me~

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 24/01/2026

The fight won, vs the team sacrificed. The lone survivor my little baby Snowshine. All praise be the polar bear. (Yes I know I was severely under the recommended level cap. Yes it will happen again.)

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 24/01/2026

When your on-stream Gacha luck is piss-poor because the Game knows you have witnesses. Off stream Arknights really went "No one will believe you." #ArknightsEndfield

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 22/01/2026

So I know what I'm streaming later today!

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 19/01/2026

Does this count as self-inflicted harm? Psychological damage is still damage right? #WhyAmILikeThis

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 17/01/2026

My lunch for today is an Easter egg. Because as much as I despise capitalism? Chocolate. And yes; I liberated Easter from those Zealots, we're turning into a 2nd Halloween! (You want to make a holiday about an imaginary dude coming back from the dead? That's a zombie. Fight me.)

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 15/01/2026

This is the closest you'll ever get to feet pics from me! I'll be back on stream in 6 hours with Star rupture, MysticForest aaaand more cancer funding! Insurance payout is tomorrow.

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 13/01/2026

I miss going outside. Not for the people, but for the things people stick on other things. For example this sign. SOMEONE DID NOT THINK BEFORE DOING IT. I want to go outside again so badly.

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 12/01/2026

Some of you saw the Mummification attempt the NHS did to me today, but for those who missed it? This is what Britain considers a good securement.

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 20/11/2025

Another 12 hours down, an infinitesimal amount left to go! We need 60% by January so after I sleep, should I just stream and only stop for treatments and appointments? Just full-send 24/7? I can learn SO MANY Minecraft things.

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 07/11/2025

Two things that make me sad today: 1: The fact that I can't use my PNG for streaming because Twitch will ban anything that isn't flesh and bone. (Look at what you could have had!) 2: Please DO NOT attempt to force a DID switch; it's not fun. Can't believe that has to be a rule.

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 02/11/2025

A confusing conundrum of DID and Vtubing: what to do when the model on screen is not 'yours'? Yes it belongs to the account but it isn't Mine. I feel like I'm playing Games on someone else's account! Everyone knows the Goat; but this is who's been at the wheel since August. #DID

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 31/10/2025

The ritual completed; your soul is worthless here, I want your candy. Sugar for Sugar~ Happy Samhain <3

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 30/10/2025

Your Goat made it home in one piece. Stress sickness, NOT infected sickness. So after 4 days? I'm home again. 1 brand new Picc sleeve! The camera loves my Halloween leggings more than I do apparently though... (And my Shadowheart cosplay wig is doing WORK during these treatments)

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 25/10/2025

Today's the Community Phasmo! 20% is the Maid outfit and an art raffle, there's also a new 30% goal of: I will have to play Goblin clean-up with chat, as the goat Maid PNG. And obey orders for the entire stream. 6 days to get me to 30% if you want THAT treat. #Cancer #Goatathon

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 23/10/2025

The Jurassic evolution 3 loading bar is literally this. I will always be faster than you Raptor; silly bird brain. (Also no stream today, someone I care for needs my help today. I'll be back tomorrow.)

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 22/10/2025

The demon you tried to summon was unavailable; but your candy (and your soul) is important to us~

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 21/10/2025

So; I put 3 minutes of Ads every hour, for those who couldn't donate to still feel like they were helping. I can now safely say: You are, in fact helping. I went from $4 of ad revenue, to $13, in a week. Your patience means the world to me.

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 21/10/2025

We officially hit the 10%, so this Saturday 25th? A full day of community phasmo. 24 hours of nothing but ghosts! With you guys welcome to come in and out as you please. Hopefully I can reach the 30% by the end of October <3 #Cancer #Goatathon

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 20/10/2025

If chat gets me to 10% by the end of stream TONIGHT. (We're already at 9%) I will turn the Community phasmo night, into a 24hr phasmo-day. For everyone, from all timezones to join. #Cancer #Goatathon

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 18/10/2025

Watch Final Fantasy Advent Children they said; you'll enjoy it they said. This scene has broken @nyxirukhit.bsky.social and I into tears because.. Epic battle, grown men, serious debate. Then this?! #JustCant

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 15/10/2025

Halloween's right around the corner. Will you be getting tricks this year? Or have you been good enough to earn a treat~

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 13/10/2025

I showed you my bones... Please respond. (also talon nails for the wins)

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 13/10/2025

It's only $4 but this is with pre-rolls and no real ad settings. So I'd like to formally apologise in advance. I'll be turning ads on fully until my Cancer treatments are fully funded. Every penny counts! And those who can't donate? This is how you'll be helping me. Ads.

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 10/10/2025

Do you know what day today is? I do. I'm ready and waiting! The moment it goes live? I go live. I have coffee, and Doritos, and my blankets. #Goatathon #Battlefield6

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 09/10/2025

At least I'll survive being stabbed in the chest?

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 07/10/2025

I thought I was the most resourceful of the System. Turns out there's one better than even I. Somehow it found an Easter Egg; in October. Ate half of it then left the rest on my desk, clearly taunting me with an anomaly.

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 04/10/2025

I love having DID, I'll be minding my own business; doing my own thing. Then wham, bam, thank you ma'am. I lose hours, feel sick and a migraine the size of a continent. And find this on my art tablet. The one that doesn't speak, telling something to Shh. LEARN TO COLOUR INSIDE THE LINES YOU HEATHEN!

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 02/10/2025

One Halloween Cy-hog. Please never ask me to draw a robot ever again. This was beyond arduous! And has been gifted to a friend to render so one day you might see her with colour!

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 01/10/2025

I know I said an FFXIV stream was on the table today; and for a short period of time? It was! But then I realised it's October soon and Halloween art must be made. Don't mind her, she's just snuffing out the Sun. #Goatshee

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 29/09/2025

I only managed to stream 3 hours. I had hoped to go longer but I was pushing it streaming at all. Your Goat mommy is in dire need of rest and affection. Dead doesn't begin to cover it! Tomorrow's FFXIV stream is currently in Limbo.

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 29/09/2025

You'd never do such a thing to lil ol' me right? RIGHT?! I absolve you all your sins~

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 27/09/2025

The hospital sleepover begins in predicted fashion. Not only do they miss the vein TWICE with an 18 gauge. It was the wrong arm! Human pincushion because they didn't read my notes. Thank God they've let me bring my laptop too or this would be very, very boring.

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 25/09/2025

This aggressively Scottish potato creature is taking me on a tour of Final Fantasy XIV! Baby's first MMO. With a Lalafel for a leader, what could go wrong? twitch.tv/banshee_xeno #Goatathon #Cancer

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 19/09/2025

Remember Kids! Your mental age can be a deciding factor on if I tolerate you or not. And if you make it through the very selective process? Best friend status is on the table and you too can make it into one of these awful self-reports.

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 18/09/2025

Doctor has gifted me a stuffed skeleton to pin notes to for where pain and problems arise. What nonsense is this? Do I need to tell the court where the cancer touched me? -.- stop the planet please. I'd like to get off.

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Banshee Xeno @bansheex.vtubers.social · 12/09/2025

I have the benefit of saying "This meeting could be an email, so email me. Because frankly? The only person able to fire me right now is the CEO." I sit above HR and that is a very strange feeling.

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