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"He's been wearing his towel all day. Has he not found his pants?"

"The real emo night is the friends we made along the way"

"Why did you hit me? And why did I let you?"

"Why did you hit me?" "You have a hittable face"

Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

I enjoyed my day today! 💕 for the first time in a long time I left my troubles at the door and enjoyed myself. I look forward to seeing this person again.

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Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

I'm also starting to worry I can't afford this con at the end of the month. I may just have to pay for my room share and not go. I only say pay b/c it's so close to the con that finding someone to replace me may be impossible and I don't want leave them in a bind.

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Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

I'm unwell. I have always been but it's flaring right now. I have an idea of a key stressor but I am unsure how to fix it. I'm doing what I can to fix it but there's still a lot to mend. I'm so tired and nothing is interesting.

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SairusB @sairusb.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

sketches // liushen

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Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

A supervisory position opened at my new job and I'm seriously considering applying. I only don't have one of the qualifications--otherwise I fit the bill. And it's a qualification I can easily learn since I'm already learning it. I don't think I'll get it but hey. Courage.

Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 26/05/2026

Been in a really weird headspace lately. Just a really down-on-myself mindset. And I'm trying to cope with some repressed feelings by being more vocal about things. But I struggle SO MUCH to speak those things. Like a physical wall feels like it's blocking me. It's so weird and upsetting.

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Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

It's really weird to have my romantic needs change suddenly. Like I'm sure it wasn't suddenly--I'm sure it was slowly changing without me noticing but now I'm just more sensitive?? And clingy? I was so independent and solitary. I'm confused that now I need reassurance and constant contact. Who am I?

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Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

For some reason I'm feeling really low right now??? But I am learning how to play pjsk with adding in my middle fingers as well as index so that's cool. Hopefully I can play more complicated songs soon.

Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 25/03/2026

Downside: spent my hour break crying so now I have to embarrassingly go into work with red, puffy eyes and rosy cheeks Funny part: I work at a weed manufacturer so maybe red eyes won't be that weird.

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Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 11/03/2026

"Oh look, the skity ckyline".

Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 10/03/2026

"Sir, I can dig my grave faster than you're driving."

Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

Imma just clear the dust from this account lol whoops I posted like every few weeks. I don't think I've even opened this since my last post. I need to cater my timeline better.

Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 31/01/2026

I missed Manhattan. I didn't realize how much I did. It is a privilege to live so close that I'm just an hour away. It will always be my city, no matter where I move someday.

Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 31/01/2026

I think it's time to reread my Clerval story and pick it apart lol I feel like it's been half a year--it may have fresh eyes now.

Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 08/01/2026

I did another guided journey wondering if the Mórrígan had something to tell me again. Instead I found myself facing a large, moss-covered stone with ogham on it. I couldn't read it but I felt it's connection. I don't know a better way to describe it. I knew it was of Ireland.

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Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 03/01/2026

Me: I want to try to be healthier again. Eat right, exercise, cut back on substance use My mom's cancer: how about I just move in to the bone

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a girl with purple hair is wearing a school uniform with a red bow

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Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 28/12/2025

2006 vs 2025. Nearly 20 years of growth in both skill and technology. Anyone can draw. It takes years of practice and patience but anyone can. And it shows how long I've been drawing Leetah and ElfQuest cause I was drawing it even before that one. So yeah. Anyone can draw. Fuck AI

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Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 30/11/2025

My hand slipped and I started sketching ideas. 👀 I think this is only my second time drawing Savah and my first time drawing Timmain so I'm not as confident 🤷‍♂️ ElfQuest also DID start a tarot project years ago but abandoned it--which I'm surprised I only just learned.

Sketch Savah of ElfQuest sitting in her chair, labeled as the high priestess

Timmain of ElfQuest holding up a sending symbol, labeled as the hermit.

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Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 30/11/2025

I started the sketch of this years ago but finally got inspired to finish it. I just love the idea of them and the three of cups. ElfQuest is so important to me and so influential (clearly I mean just look at my art style). Of course now I wanna make a full deck...👀

Skywise, Cutter, and Leetah dance in a triangle with drinking horns raised. Fireflies surround them as the two moons shine down.

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Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 27/11/2025

More Rochelle Goyle and Deuce Gorgon??? Idk why I've been drawing them, and just Rochelle, so much lately. I imagine this scene is one of those "almost kiss but we shouldn't" trope that is only good in fiction lol but hence why I set it in Scaris. They deserved more and I'll die on that hill.

Rochelle Goyle and Deuce Gorgon fanart in Scaris almost kissing. A tear runs down Rochelle's cheek

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Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 27/11/2025

"I got rejected by the devil's son! I'm gonna fuck your dad!"

Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 16/11/2025

I managed to get an audition in while sick. And while dealing with a bunch of external noise. So I suppose that's a win

Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 14/11/2025

I'm such a baby when I get sick. I'm not even that bad rn but I'm exhausted. I don't want to leave my bed and my nose won't stop running ;^;

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Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 14/11/2025

Why is FB showing me HP shit? Idk what's more upsetting: seeing it at all or seeing that people I trusted liked the posts. 🙁

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Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 13/11/2025

I have like two straight ships I like but one of them is Deuce & Rochelle. Ever since her first diary I've loved their dynamic. I hope they get a chance in G3! Does Rochelle have an ear there? Nope. Did I draw this anyway? Yup. I love Monster High, y'all.

Deuce Gorgon placing a rose in Rochelle Goyle's hair

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Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 12/11/2025

I finished Henry's story months ago. I sent it to a lot of people since then. Not a single person has told me they've finished it. It's only just 50k words. It takes like 2 hours to read. So basically I'm gonna take this to mean it is as boring as I feared. But hey. I wrote it.

Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 11/11/2025

I saw a video saying GDT gave Elizabeth a character in the new film??? And? Tell me you've not read the book without telling me you haven't read the book. I'm sorry being kind, forgiving, and effeminate are not suitable characteristics to you but she DOES have a characterization in the book.

Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 23/10/2025

Before I forget: I was playing Quick Play in Overwatch, which I rarely do, launched DVa's mech up at the enemy flying Mercy and still managed to get her and Widowmaker. We didn't win the match but that tops all my PotGs against AI. That was so funny

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a cartoon character is laying on top of a pink robot .

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Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 19/10/2025

I had a dream about my childhood friend/first crush and then saw the ice cream we used to eat in the market...so I bought it. I always think I'll get past the strange "what-ifs" of that situation but I still think of it from time to time. It's random and rare but it's always odd when it strikes.

Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 19/10/2025

Still thinking about Frankenstein 🤣 I want to read it again now so by Nov 7th I am prepared with comparisons and my thoughts

Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 18/10/2025

I can't seem to wrap my brain around Frankenstein and what my thoughts are. They're so scattered. It was good! I just feel like I have more to say on it. I'd like to watch it a few more times to really determine things.

Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 15/10/2025

14 takes deep in a recording session for a casting call put out over tiktok. Like, relax self. It's not this deep right now....and yet I keep deleting tracks and starting over. None sound right. I should have kept all the tracks but they just sound the same orz

Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 06/10/2025

They way I want one of the Danny Smith signed BOWC prints he found ;0; if I had disposable income I'd be in trouble lol

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Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 04/10/2025

I just recieved the first issue of Shojo Beat (after months of searching) and found this. Ok, Shojo Beat. You got it! #Omegaverse

A magazine section from Shojo Beat's first, July 2005, issue. It states "never mind ABC's--learn your ABO's". This is in reference to an article about blood types.

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Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 02/10/2025

Reading @morgandaimler.bsky.social 's works on the Mórrígan & this sentence struck me so hard I had to read it over again--b/c this happened to me. It was as if a form was still being decided & it made me doubt myself. Seeing it stated by another is so cool! Go read their books! They're fantastic!

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Zheel @badwolfzheel.bsky.social · 01/10/2025

Ok so there are digital posters for Frankenstein...can they please make real ones? 👀 I probably wouldn't buy one unless I love love the film but still. Same with the art book...but I'm probably gonna love it lol